my Internet cut out for quite some time this evening, and it caused me to ponder the following weird bits

having conversations always be brought to a close always lets me work well during the day, when conversations are somehow left "unclosed" or "unfinished" than I always feel antsy during the day, as if an anxiety is always nagging my inner parts of my self all day long, mea, horrible

I realized I slowly and surely learn how to post here, in ways that somehow cause a kind of opening and closing in the same comment, so that whatever tsunami comes after my comments will not completely take what I said completely out of the context or energy that I was meaning, when I wrote it "said" it etc

anyone else have this problem, or get what I'm on about? hehehe

anyways, an unclosed diolog. I find strange that this can have such affect on me during the day, very weird, as if its some kind of energy flow put on hold, till later, which is ludicrous I feel sometimes when its something I'm excited about, when it comes to the flow of energy through yourself, as conversations are this to large degree etc

I find making sure I write in more parable based ways, so as to base every insightful comment on a hard kind of backbone of mystical knowledge I already know in my heart, helps alot, creates a kind of turtle shell

damn, i'm almost talking war-zone speak here, hehehe

I talk a lot of philosophy with a good good uber close friend of mine (hehehe, in the real world, hehehe), and we just go all off on our escapades of thoughts and dreams freely, between him and me we generate what seems like new bibles, hehehe, I should tell him this, hehehe but theirs no need to guard myself from him, its just fun and pure honesty and truth revealing, he has many strange digrees in psychology, terms and words I can not pronounce yet he can spit it to me in human terms and fast, but the energy always flows, like a wild river, but it flows, like were talkin psychic speed here

many of you may have noticed I get a little to heady at times, and sometimes to my own detriment, hehehe, learning, learning, also I'v. . . . been around. (later story)

on this site its different, yes its a website, but it is different, can be tricky and many folks here, and theirs always someone here thats way beyond you, hehehe, everyone knows this deal by now I'm sure hehehe

what are your thoughts, what are your strategys, have any solutions to such problem, do you understand what I am going on about? maybe I'm missing something? no actually more than something, but I'll leave that for some later story, hehehe

(in another note: I also need to learn new ways to write my ongoing giggles in blogs and comments, hehehe)

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  • i go to psy event where we all dance too the music me and my friend make we they usually last a week and we camp and when we all get dancing on the same vibe crazy kewl stuff happen http://touchsamadhi.com/
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  • i get that its a thingy (giggle) oh and btw the word you were looking for is Capoeira is a Brazilian art form that combines elements of martial arts, sports, and music. It was created in Brazil i saw you talk about this and i wanna tell you so bad that i had to go friend you and when i did i saw this post correlation?
    • ahh, awesome, now that sounds cool, thankyou, gonna look it up, I do lots of weird art actually involving surreal kinds of dance, I'll have to show it to you, kind of extending the energy of the body in surreal transformable ways, hehehe, I'v been trying to combine this with animation and music in a 3-dimensional virtual space for some time, in between my more serious work
  • I should add I mostly never post blogs/discussions as they are always off in what seems to be my own little world, and dialect too, almost like my own detached frequency at times, or an alternate version of sense? (maybe, hehehe), and this makes me feel like a ghost sometimes,

    part of the problem with the love of new thoughts/ideas/concepts etc, being so ongoingly curious in such things always brings me to this level of vainness that I always have to start to shake off from time to time, kind of horrible curse of mine I always suffer from, you may have noticed : )

    but it always feels nice to write some of my gobbledygook once and awhile, though I think most of it was understood this time around, hehehe

    I'm glad their were insights of experience others had, who have some of their own input on the matters at hand
  • You always seem to have these random bubbles of energy, formlost :)  I find it charming, especially when you derail an argument.  lol. 

    I would say you are connected to the thoughtforms here and if you have unresovled feelings about it is because they are still attached like velcro... this is actually a skill and will be helpful for you in the future.  It`s like a song that gets in your head, but perhaps there is something in that song that is message from your higher mind. 

    If you don`t meditate already now is the time to start, you seem like a natural. 

    Good luck, hope this helps!

    • Cool symbol :)
    • hehehe, no I don't think I dance around quite like that, but yea, I always try to give something fruitful or important, though I couldn't clearly follow what you were saying in that last bit their
    • especially when you derail an argument

      hehehe, hey what can I say, sometimes I almost wonder if somebodys messing with the weather up here, hehehe, temporarily

      It`s like a song that gets in your head, but perhaps there is something in that song that is message from your higher mind.

      this is a problem I have had for long time, yea I meditate, two specifically different ways daily, mostly I think it comes from past trauma, I'd assume that is, its funny I post this now as I have finally gained an almost full control over the influences external and internal to me in day to day physical life, I mean in that looming way that influences/energys can be

      but I guess this website can take my poor little mind for a swing sometimes, and in a way that most in my where-abouts do not have the ability to do

      this website lets me survive spiritually, if it did not exsist, I am not sure what I would do to keep myself up and going
      • I feel the same way.  I had a choice to follow the rabbit down the rabbit hole, and I have gotten very very deep into it indeed. 

        It's my nature, I realise it now... as you are finding the undiscovered country of yourself too.  

        Happy to hear the rest of your being is aligning for you, it's so much easier isn't it?

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