Yes,
Fellow ACC members, brothers and sisters of the Golden Age,
this weekend turned GNARLY ugly sad car wreck feelings
my wife finally broke down and told me that all the OFF THE WALL stuff I am into...
books on Arcturians, Syrians, Pleiadians and Jesus,
Archangel Michael, cosmic Websites with Angels, scattered addresses on my desk, one of which is Bill Brockbader's Jail address so I can write to him, video tapes on Alex Jones
scandalous reports,
and my constant leaking from my mind,
dribbling statements about how the IRS is going to be gone soon or that the Federal Reserve is going down, vanishing along with humanity's need for money.
oh oh oh,and
and the out of your fucking mind statements about Bush and Blair tried for being War Criminals and going to jail soon...the seminars I sign up for that are SPIRITUAL Woo woo...she thinks David Wilcock looks like a lunatic...my hero..she calls a lunatic...
.So I have been HEART/slammed like a force against a steel wall,
the force of an enraged VENUS, a terrified female/wife/mother/mate.
She says our 12 year old daughter is also scared and they are both watching me get farther and farther away from them, a vast divide opening wider and wider...
HER SUFFERING, FEAR, ATTACHMENT, CONFUSION AND BEING MOSTLY LOST in a sea of worry of LACK, that if she loses her husband, the bread winner, she loses her security. Her love for me suddenly sits second fiddle to her overwhelming state of terror, as she watches me change before her.
How many others are going through the same sudden family meltdown?
I was told by my spiritual mentor from Santa Fe. not to count on anything like an EVENT to suddenly happen that would likely let her finally see that I am telling the truth,
no, I was told, EVERYTHING IS AS IT SHOULD BE...... that who am I to Question GOD and his timing?
Does GOD wear a wristwatch? This is GOD"S BUSINESS, not mine, so focus on my own light.
She also said for me to take a FAST from the internet,
and devote myself entirely to the spirit of my 12 yr old daughter, who is torn and confused and also terrified, not so much of what I am alluding to in the skies above us,
but terrified of a break up of her parents.
I am advised to write on paper, letters to the souls of my two girls, and explain what I am becoming,
and how they will soon find peace and bounty, etc etc...whatever I want to say..
....then I am to ask Jesus to take the messages to their souls when I burn the paper I write the letters on..
burn them,and know that their suffering souls at least got the message I wanted to tell them.
I am advised to DISENTANGLE MYSELF from the Dark, to pay attention only to the light,
and to shine as bright as I can,
and not to become distracted...either by the internet or the suffering of the soul of my wife,
for I am not to water her garden, but to stay on my side of the garden fence.
Tend your own garden, as each soul tends to their side of the road and theirs only.
Her soul never gave me permission to try and change her, or awaken her.
But in my egoistic, paternal and loving manner, I want her suffering to end NOW,( I also do not want to move out of my home!)
so I pray for an EVENT NOW, please GOD...if she changes Grrrrrrreat! If she looks up and sees a light display of 100 flying saucers over Manhattan, and says...those silly weather balloons again...then I know its time to split.
Dear GOD, I can feel the pressure building up, its causing the water to vibrate around me as
I tred water in this churning Matrix and getting all GNARLY. Its like a the biggest BOMB ever is just about to blow now, like any day, any hour, any minute. Take a deep breathe I know..
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Ten years ago, the husband of a co-worker stopped eating. He (a dentist) explained to her that he no longer needed physical food; that the 'end' was very near, when he would be 'translated'. He only needed to meditate. She sought psychiatric help for herself, because she (and his family and friends) could not talk him into getting any help of any kind. His dental practice fell apart because he would faint and/or pass out while working. She began to train for a job herself-- there were still 4 children at home and she had been a stay-at-home mom for 15 years. She got on with her life because he would not take any advice or help from her. He had all the answers he needed. He knew what was best for him. He died from complications of malnutrition/starvation in 2002. It is ten years later and the 'end' he anticipated as "any day now" has still not occurred. This is a cautionary true story. If you are six feet tall, you need to weigh at least 160 lbs. That's just the way it is in 3D. I suggest you drink a milkshake and chase it with another. I write this so that if you die of self-inflicted harm to your body, I will not have to feel badly that I didn't try to stop you. I have the free will to caution you, and have hereby used it. You have the free will to make your own choice regarding keeping your physical body healthy so that you can continue your spiritual journey here on this plane of existence.
I send you love, in abundance.
Star Flower
i wish you and your family all my love, i am a 2008 near death survivor that has been told by psychic DALE that i was brought back to heal and the last six monthsw have healed myself of chronic ra and osteo arthritis and sepsis,. been on cipro for 4 years along with 14 meds and steroids and still very sick, 6 months ago a man touched me and i started healing, he is a shaman and since i have read all drunvaloo's works , the emerald tablets of thoth and cram online 6-8 hrs daily on any info on healing with crystals, RIFE, caycee, all these dudes i am consumed with and i have become comepletely positive , but very sensitive to negative people and they scatter me when i am near them,.,.,.,been meditating with astarius miraculii, and several healing frequencies,.,.,.,,.loving life and everything in it,.,,,.,,.,,.,,.waiting for the day when i am freed of this beat up ole body ,.,.,.,.,i feel you need to increase your vibration again and she will finally feel it,.,.,.,.,.,,,.,.,..,,.,,.as you know, it is a beautiful cleansing thang,.,.,,.,lol
namiste
bigt
Heaven Yeah SiStar GodDess Lori...Heaven Yeah!!!...<3<3<3
I Believe that You assume much my BroStar Reiz...<3<3<3
Dear Brother I Feel your Heart..
You have all the answers within and I feel.. respecting others points of view is a part of our evolving out of the Matrix..
Staying true to your beliefs and truths is important..
so is not putting others into Fear mode.. (that is part of their own Journey)
but We can help by being a little discreet in our flounderings/wants/learnings and beliefs..
If it helps to keep my mouth shut in front of certain people.. so be it..
I can do that rather than have them in fear mode..
I do care very much for others emmotional/mental welbeing..
But I also plant the seeds subtly.. watch for reaction whether it is fear/amusement or whatever..
I See that I have distanced myself from some family members and that does have me thinking at times.. and feeling..
but I realise the bigger picture will show its-self sooner rather than later and I wait (sometimes not very patiently)
and in the long run it will all be as it is..
Acceptance, patience, and Tolerance I am still learning.. but learning I Am..
The Bigger picture is getting closer all the time and as I get myself comfortable in my own Truth I find I can handle others being in thiers..
Its a strange feeling really as I have always been seen as the Dysfuntional one..
realising that the time will come when I (let alone others) will be shown the Universes not so well keep Secrets is worth waiting for..
Bide your time Brother and do the inner work..
Leave the books and listen to your own truth for a while..
enjoy your Partner and Child in the Human level.. as all will be as it will be..
I send You and Your Family Love n Light..
Namaste dear Brother
Anne, you speak for me.
The Apocalypse, "the unveiling of the Truth," is here...Namaste & Espavo!!!...<3<3<3
Yes, Funky, yes, I feel it is really soon. The 4.5 minute video of Julia May, channeling the Higher Powers or Galactic warriors, or as I think I heard, the Paladian (sp?) forces, are giving the CABAL until June 21, Thursday, day after tomorrow, to surrender, or they will be removed.
I bought some silver coins and my wife this morning, saw our bank statement, and asked what it was for, the wire transfer for $3000...I told her I was just getting 100 silver Eagles to have in exchange, as a smart thing to have around.....and low and behold, she stood up and screamed at me, "I WANT TO BREAK UP!"
and my heart broke, my high vibrations went spiraling down like I had just dropped my trousers to the floor.
She bellowed how we had agreed to invest in anything that we both agreed to...and I replied, its not really an investment of any size, nothing to get nuts about, its just a small exchange of currency forms...I said,
and then she told me she is going to have a nervous breakdown and went down to lay in bed.
I was speechless, I was blasted. I refused to get angry, I thought of Christ Consciousness, and pulled my vibrations back up, and left the house to go to work, where I am now, way past closing time, afraid to go home for fear of entering a room of gloom, a doom room of fear and building hatred towards me.
This is not a story to continue to share with this group. I am sorry if I have unloaded way too much personal shit here. I have been cautioned to hold my own council.
Anyway, I feel like in two days, there will finally be the cracking of the eggshell, the coming onboard of the mainstream media, because if suddenly all the major criminals are suddenly taken off planet by our galactic brothers, don't ya think the NYTimes is going to put that on the FRONT PAGE?
Drake is fed up with the military not responding to his letter for them to BEGIN already!! Go get those evil bastards who are trying to decimate our world population by 5.5 billion any way they can. If the US military cannot make a decision to act, then the Paladiens will. That seems like it is really going to happen.
Julie May must be a very reliable channel for Drake to put her message on his website.
So, I feel like getting into a Lotus position and staying there until I evaporate.
Stay in the Light, don't let the darkness put you down. It is time to use your new set of diamond balls!!
Love you.
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