I WOULD LIKE SOME ADVICE FROM AROUND THE COMMUNITY ABOUT WHAT TO DO ABOUT PSYCHOLOGICAL ABUSE. I AM AWARE OF A LARGE AMMOUNT OF ABUSE GOING ON ALTHOUGH SOME OF IT IS HINTED AT AND SOME IS LONG STANDING. I HAVE BEEN ADVISED AGAINST SPEAKING OUT ABOUT THE MOST DAMAGING ABUSE THAT CAME FROM MY PEERS BECAUSE THEY ARE APPARENTLY TO BE GROUPED INTO MY BRACKET AND I HAVE NO SAY ON THAT BASIS. THE OTHER ABUSE CAME FROM CERTAIN PEDOPHILE RINGS OPERATING THROUGHOUT THE MILITARY AND SECRET SOCIETIES THAT I BELIEVE IS FAR REACHING.
FOR MY PEERS I HAVE NO LOVE AND FOR PEDOPHILES ONLY HATRED. I HAVE ADVANCED SPLIT PERSONALITY DISORDER AND SCHIZOPHRENIA AND HAVE ATTEMPTED TO MURDER THOSE THAT PERPETRATED AGAINST ME AND I BELIEVE ARE LIABLE FOR ATTEMPTED MURDER IN THE SECOND DEGREE BY STEALING MY WILL AND DESIRE TO LIVE.
I DO NOT WISH TO JEOPARDIZE THE ASPECT OF JUSTICE THAT A RESOLUTION TO ANY OF THESE SITUATIONS WOULD BRING THROUGH MY VIOLENT SCHIZOPHRENIA HOWEVER THAT IS BEGINNING TO HAPPEN ANYWAY.
I JUST WATCHED A YOUTUBE VIDEO OF A GIRL I KNOW WHO SUICIDED BECAUSE OF ALMOST THE EXACT SAME REASONS I ATTEMPTED. THIS MAKES ME WANT TO MURDER THE BASTARD RAPISTS THAT DO THAT TO PEOPLE WHO ARE VERY AFRAID AND LONELY.
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I cannot tell you what to do, but I can offer my unconditional love and the sincerest wish for your healing and well being... I send you the Lavender Flame, and rainbow diamond heart-light. I invoke freedom for you.
The dark cabal works overtime it knows who the light workers are and sets out to destroy us through emotional and psychological abuse the onslaught continues through most of our youth until adulthood hopefully we wake up in time before they succeed in destroying us completely. I know this because i am a survivor of this at times unbearable abuse I leaand my soul needed to work through this recognizing that I am not to blame i did not accrue this kind of karma and God is a being of light and love how could he do this to anyone if he is love. I became aware at an early age because of the supernatural events that occured I couldn't speak out against the abuse or the forces responsible who would've believed me any ways so i fought in silence and found strength in the understanding of Gods great light and love. this saved my life and my soul. remember that suicide not derived from christian teachings but is a universal law is a violation doing this. I love you as do many others in the light my words are not empty I truly value you please think of those you would affect by diong such may the divine light surround you with healing rays of light I Invoke the holy spirit praying the your heart and spirit find healing as well as the many light workers who have experienced the same abuses. love and light your friend sally