I don't want to participate anymore

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Permalink Reply by Drekx Omega on November 22, 2011 at 8:36pm

Nothing wrong with just BEING.....To BE who you are, NOW......Nothing wrong with it at all....You don't have to do things all the time....You don't have to be busy all the time doing things......you don't have to fit in and be "acceptable" either....Just be yourself and find yourself.....That's the way. 

Regards, Drekx

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ContributorPermalink Reply by Kelly Lightchalice on November 22, 2011 at 8:52pm

Oh gosh you've nailed it for me... I just want to BE as well and not have endless demands made of me.  I get lonely for my own people, for silence, for peace without expectation. 

I'm sorry I wish I could offer some more counsel but I am in it myself, meditation and grounding help, being in nature and with animals, and music sometimes soothes and transports one. 

I do believe that we are in a place of balance right now, a fragile cosmic alignment before we teeter off in a new round of "clearing" (learning to dislike this part alot)....

Have you noticed that the things that brought you peace and joy before no longer seem to fill your soul as they used to? 

For now I am doing my best to drift with the tides, letting energy wash over me is better than fighting the current. 

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Permalink Reply by somesayimnot on November 22, 2011 at 9:31pm

good idea.  Don't fight it, I will keep that in mind. I guess I have to find out what I'm really fighting first :)

And I love the "clearing" process...ahhh...I have so much to get rid of.  It's like having curb-side pick-up trash day when you missed the last couple times....crap is overflowing on the curb and some gracious soul picks it up for me.

 

Which brings me to my next thought...so, when someone picks up our trash, it goes to a landfill.  So where does our negativity go when we have a period of "clearing"?

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ContributorPermalink Reply by Kelly Lightchalice on November 22, 2011 at 10:10pm

It's transmuted, like we are a prism taking in white light and shooting out a rainbow of colors... that's why everyone is pushing onto us Lightworkers, it's what we do naturally.  Lol, they think WE are the garbage men who take their refuse to the landfill...but we internalise it and if we are connected to LoveLight can transform it into something else.  Sometimes it's harsh... but I can quarantee that opening the heart will transmute ANY energy that comes your way into something positive and Light.

Notice people lost in the ego/old ways still try to put their garbage onto others (thus invoking the Law of Karma)... but true clearing makes you feel better afterwards, making someone feel lousy will always rebound to you eventually so best not to put your clearing onto them......I feel bad for people who are experiencing this and unaware of what they are doing to themselves... I think that is why we have so much violence right now.  Like a game of hot potato, each tossing this growing energy ball of anger and fear back and forth until BANG, someone gets hurt. 

 

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Permalink Reply by Yatukih on November 23, 2011 at 11:23pm

first you notice the negativity , then you clean it all up , then you trash it , then you let go of it.

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Permalink Reply by Anthony on November 22, 2011 at 9:17pm

Oh ok.... Try listening to the Ramtha material... And relisten a few times to each one....more later

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Permalink Reply by somesayimnot on November 22, 2011 at 9:33pm

thank you, I have located some of Ramtha's material on-line.  I will listen/read them tonight.  :)

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Permalink Reply by Anthony on November 22, 2011 at 9:49pm

i have just got to work and saw your post on my iphone... i will write a response later today

 

enjoy

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Permalink Reply by somesayimnot on November 22, 2011 at 9:27pm

It's comforting to hear that other souls are having similar experiences.  I know it's just a phase, but this has been a difficult phase to deal with.  Maybe this is a reminder for many of us to slow down, reflect, and dig waaay deep in there to find what has been hidden from us.

It's kind of like being fully aware that you are dreaming, but not being able to move your arms or legs to wake your body

 

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Permalink Reply by Traxiss on November 22, 2011 at 9:37pm

Don't worry SomesayImnot I know exactly how you feel. Been feeling it for about 4 years now, and it just keeps getting more overwhelming within my own consciousness and I don't even question it, or think is this bad? More of my family want nothing to do with me, cause to them its like I have a caulous attitude, or more like a careless attitude some have used that to describe me. I just feel it means something, and I actually think of nothing but returning to a form of society that uses holographicly fabricated structures that take minutes to construct, and anything household necessary is instantly replicated by a large standing display thing with lenses and a flat top that acts like a projector for 3D objects, anti-gravity repulsorlift vehicles that can glide on air and even slide interdimensionally anywhere the coordinates are applied. I just feel like being here is like a 20th century traveler living amongst primitive people, not saying that the majority are primitive, far from it. I just feel like Im from the 37th or further on down that scale century and being here is like being dumped on a deserted Island with nothing but the clothes on me. 

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Permalink Reply by Vagelis4VP on November 22, 2011 at 10:02pm

i second that...

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ContributorPermalink Reply by Delilah7777 on November 22, 2011 at 9:38pm

Hey Somesay :)

I don' t think it's selfish,

I think you are probably going through a transformation "process".  Sometimes we need to "clear out"  to make way for the New.  I have had states of feeling like I'm in some kind of null zone, where I feel totally neutralized, and it passes with time.  

I think it's a part of our leveling up of consciousness.  I would just enjoy the feeling of BEing, and go with the flow :)...



You are the master of your reality, but you have to know when to let go, and when to take the wheel.  Right now, you are probably in a let go phase.

I think that's totally healthy... :-)  <3

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