Hello fellow posters

I am writing this as an update because i have been overtaken by a feeling of overwhelming sense of sorrow i cannot explain it..

I heard and felt the day of rememberance and it was for me a joyous occasion.. I spent my full day honouring all the past contributers of my own DNA.. It was a very moving time, I remembered many faces both alive and Ascended and gave thanks to them all..

I also spent an hour loving and tending my own inner self it was the most beautiful experience i have ever had..

Hopefully im nearer my true self even though awaeness has been mine

since 21/05/2011 7.30pm Gmt..

But now I am feeling a sorrow that is breaking my heart..

I know just down the road im to be parted from the family and friends

i adore, I knew it was coming thats the problem with choices they have to be free and equal..

My destiny lis on the path laid down from the heavens and those above..

Word has reached me that my choice what my heart know to be my truth has confirmed my pre birth choice..

But the thought of being apart even for a second is tearing at my being

even though the parting will be temporary..

I have already hinted of my departure to my blood relative but they just think im getting older but i know it as true as i have already witnessed it already..

Im away on holiday in turkey 28/06/2012 and have chosen this time to sit them all down and inform them of my desire to rejoin the Galactic Federation and say my goodbyes there..

One thing that still worrys me is the thought of one of lifes little quirks..

On August 13/ 08/1982 i married a beautiful lady she has been the greatest of Gods gifts over the years we had three sons also fantastic people, My DNA is in safe future bodies..

But what if i was already life Partner with another before my incarnation here..

Sadly i believe this to be the case therefore i ask myself have i betrayed a past love when i joined in a union with another..

The law insists you can only have one love at a time that is documented..

Writting this has eased my sadness and all im feeling now is a total LOVE for everyone regardless of who they are..

The vibration is as noisy as ever it seems to shimmer and pleasure an it has a life all of its own..

I thought at first it was just an annoyance something tempory that would be gone as swifty as it arrived..

NO i have now assimilated into myself as the gift it has always been

I still feel the most unworthy wretch petty and still full of the worlds angst.. but slowly i Honestly believe my soul has started to sping clean my being..

I am now one i will be at peace, Im nearly ready to serve my fellow beings in love and harmony..

I am close to being the servant of Love..

Thank you for reading this i hope the best for yourselves on your path

You are already ALL loved by me uncoditionally this is my bond with you all and that will never change..

Many Thanks

RESPECT TO ALL

Steven