Spirituality Rears its Ugly Head

I've noticed that since I've become more spiritual and grounded and confident, the more bi-polar I also get. I have tons of love, but this also seems to be equated now with tons of negativity and resentment building up in me.I can only hope it will all just come up and out, and never come back again.Perhaps it is my ego's death-throes.
E-mail me when people leave their comments –

You need to be a member of Ashtar Command - Spiritual Community to add comments!

Join Ashtar Command - Spiritual Community

Comments

  • That's actually good news, the resentment and negativity is surfacing and for a very good reason.
    --> You so much want to let it go.

    Resentment is like tricky ropes, tricky ropes that keep bringing the past into the now, they twist around you, creating obstacles, relying on old patterns and ways of thinking.

    It's a challenge.

    I'm also bipolar and have managed to change the old patterns.

    Every time resentment boils up, I purposely change my attitude to one of understanding and one of dismissing it as
    old stuff and baggage I no longer carry.

    I've been having very vivid dreams of people I know and have met, in my dreams I'm always travelling somewhere and something is always going wrong, I forget my handbag somewhere and have to run for miles to find it, or my car breaks down and I end of walking and hiking and getting lifts from strangers, and in all these dreams, there are people I get on with very well and some people I somehow resented.

    When I wake up, I remember my dreams, and strangely enough the people I previousely resented and who appeared in my dreams, seem to dissolve out of my life or my resentment towards them dissolves.

    I suggest you go with the flow and work it !

    Work through the reasons of the resentment and negativity, work it Amelia !

    hugs
This reply was deleted.

Blog Topics by Tags

  • - (955)

Monthly Archives

Latest Activity

Justin89636 left a comment on Comment Wall
"A lot of people out there for us to meet thats for sure 😊"
27 minutes ago
Drekx Omega left a comment on Comment Wall
"Yes, when we speak of sentient species types, we might include a type such as galactic human and include Earth people (inner and outer) plus Sirians, Lyrans, Andromedans, Pleiadians, Herculians, etc...so that's one type...There are also hybrids of…"
37 minutes ago
Justin89636 left a comment on Comment Wall
"Speaking of Reptilians people should check out Sheldan Nidle's material which includes the nature of some of these various Reptilian inhabitants in our galaxy. Here is one such example. These guys were one of the head honchos of the Anchara…"
1 hour ago
Justin89636 replied to Justin89636's discussion Anything UFO Or ET Related
"Way more than four, but this is a good start. Who would have ever thought you would hear about Reptilians or Greys on Mainstream Media. We are definitely on our way to amazing times. https://youtu.be/1TEIt9UNPQE?si=A_1UN9k2BaMiWv2_"
1 hour ago
Justin89636 left a comment on Comment Wall
"Way more than four, but this is a good start. Who would have ever thought you would hear about Reptilians or Greys on Mainstream Media. We are definitely on our way to amazing times. https://youtu.be/1TEIt9UNPQE?si=A_1UN9k2BaMiWv2_"
1 hour ago
AlternateEarth left a comment on Comment Wall
"I agree-but it's good to counter satanic Islam however we can."
1 hour ago
Drekx Omega left a comment on Comment Wall
"No, a religion cannot be defeated by using another religion.....What humanity needs is ageless wisdom, from the horse's mouth, so to speak.....A renewed externalisation of the spiritual hierarchy, on surface Earth and aid from offworlders, in…"
2 hours ago
Love & Joy posted a discussion
  Insights For Manifesting Miracles By Jules Davis  So many people think manifestation is simply “thinking positive” or asking the Universe for what you want, but true manifestation goes much deeper than that. Manifestation is the process of…
2 hours ago
More…