Nightmares, My Ex, 'Getting Over' Her, Etc.

At least once a week I'll have a nightmare regarding my ex. I consider them nightmares, because I don't want to see her ever again after what she did to me.

Yesterday a friend invited me to a fire-spinning show to see her perform... Then I found out the people responsible for single-handedly ruining the relationship we had, is performing.

I lost it. Anger, frustration... started crying. Then the nightmares this morning.

I can't party with the friends I used to have, because there was a schism.

I know 'everything happens for a reason', but that doesn't mean none of it will stop bothering me.

There is a wedding dress sitting under boxes in the garage... the dress she was supposed to wear when we were supposed to get married. I don't know why to my ex, experimental sex was better than having a long-lasting relationship... I guess that's what drugs does to you I suppose.

End rant....

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  • Sounds like you do need to sever the ties and move on to make new friends.  These things can haunt a person for a long time, particularly if it's unresolved.

     

    Get rid of anything in the house that belongs to her.

     

    Also remember we are spirits having a human experience.  If she wanted 'experimental sex' (and how many men go for that on their bucks night before they are commiting to just one person?) - then that was her free will choice. There's nothing that no one can do, as that was a choice she made.  We don't own a person or have exclusive ownership rights over anyone.  We must let them be.

     

     

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