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SUNDAY, JUNE 1, 2014
Higher Self Message - Inner Shifts, Transformation, and Restructuring in Progress
by April Bender
It has been a rather peculiar week for you, has it not? In a purely inward sense. As previously announced, the new moon energies that permeated your physical realm as well as the layers of your light/solar body, brought with them the impetus for another mighty in-breath and/or "inner gateway opening" which brought in a higher quality multidimensional flow of information, memory, light coding activations, and/or "fire letters."
Each prior in-breath has grown in depth, intensity, and expansiveness to bring you and therefore the Collective, to the greatest in-pouring of higher (Christ) consciousness experienced thus far during this grand ascension cycle. It is this in-pouring, that you are in the middle of processing/integrating within all aspects of Self and therefore, the Collective Higher Mind/Web of Life at this time. It is also the effects of this in-pouring, that will see your very relationship to these aspects of Self and how you relate to/commune with those aspects - shift, change, and deepen - for they will begin to interact/overlap with one another much more seamlessly - as you've either purged or transformed so much of what once stood in the way of this type of healthy interaction/communion between aspects of Whole Self and Creation.
Though the new moon has technically passed, its energetic influence will continue to affect you today and in the days that follow, as you seek to integrate, reorder and utilize within - ALL that has been moved, activated, reconciled, reclaimed, renewed and transcended within Self as a result of these heightened inhalations/infusions and the further completion/refinement of the overall Resolution, Reclamation, and Soul-Retrieval Sequencing Process.
As a result of this colossal amount of inner-shifting and lifting, you personally have felt somewhat "fragmented" lately, as the familiar worlds and the lattice structure/framework of them that previously existed within you, have been temporarily dissolved and/or separated while they further shift, transform or birth themselves anew, into a higher and more efficient configuration or octave. The same also holds true, for all your previous patterns of reaction and response, all your belief systems, even memories...all that you believed you were or contained. ALL THESE have recently been mirrored back to you and then abruptly dissolved so that you might choose to restructure and/or rebuild them using your newly acquired higher energetic materials/substances and/or information/codes. The subtle but far-reaching shift in perspective, awareness and/or consciousness that will naturally unfold as a result of this new vision or vantage point created through Self being re-envisioned and remade, is required for full passage through the fires of ascension/transmutation/resurrection. For...
The soul must devote itself completely and solely to what you have determined shall exist within it.
- Rudolf Steiner
This larger movement or impetus of course, will also quite naturally lead to the full spectrum activation and luminescence of your DNA and that of other Warriors of Light, which will in turn ripple out with a beam-like intensity across the Collective Mind/Web as their/your light codes or "fire letters" are shared/expressed outwardly during the next exhalation/full moon phase and beyond. You're actually already emanating these from your aura/light body now though to a small degree. However, once you've finished assimilating them, the potency with which you emanate them will be a thousand fold, further fueling and aiding in the ascension of the masses/Collective.
In conjunction with all of this overall activity, various higher chakras are also opening/blooming within Self and the Collective Higher Mind/Web, while at the same time, energy flow is being greatly increased, magnetized and subtly refined within the base chakras, especially the heart, throat, solar-plexus, crown, and third-eye regions - further refining/boosting your solar/light body and/or merkabic vehicle. So while these changes feel good overall (you feel lighter, internally stronger, more spiritually connected than ever), they can easily lead to feelings of temporary mental/spiritual confusion, fatigue, blips, disjointedness and/or an overall sense of fragmentation, especially while engaging in day to day activities/relations. These side-effects, so to speak, will last until a greater measure of integration/reordering can be attained by and within Self and within Gaia as well. Don't forget she is also going through her own such restructuring/reordering process in tandem with your own.
Your greatest asset to you at this time, beside your good intention, is your WILL. This is why I have harped endlessly on the need for you to stay in your throne/seat of Divine Empowerment or WILL... your solar plexus. However as you know, your solar plexus must be properly aligned with the (high) heart chakra. For it is not My Will, but THY WILL BE DONE. A very important distinction that I want to make sure all who may read these messages understands. It is an alignment, this Reclamation of Divine Empowerment, co-created through love, purity, oneness/communion, faith, devotion and service for and within the great Mother/Father God and overall Divine Plan. For without such alignment, one would surely become imbalanced within their center, allowing the little "I" or negative ego to regain a foothold over one's spiritual development/advancement by becoming the main source of a Being's empowerment and sense of identity - a false, distorted or unrighteous form of empowerment and identity at that.
I mention the importance of this alignment because with the culmination of the overall ascension process, many many gifts, capacities, and abilities once natural to the human condition, will again become available to you and to all ascending ones (telepathy, teleportation, bi-location, various forms of projection/travel, the manipulation of elements/forces, contact, etc...). But your reclamation of these divine birthrights (so often spoken of in previous messages) is simply the first step, as in order to wield them - you must WILL them into use/application. And in truth, the human Will is the weakest of all muscles due to humanity's lengthy years of environmental suppression/oppression.
This is why I encouraged you to begin by simply standing in your center, and willing yourself back in should you be knocked out of it. For before you exercise your Will in such a tremendous and powerful way, you should be standing in your center/seat of Divine Empowerment (right alignment). Not only does this help to keep your movements/activities righteous but also aids in the proper and safe movement/execution of such abilities and expanded capacities. In the days to come, you shall imagine and/or find many many ways and opportunities in which to test and refine your Will in very specific ways. And know that in all seriousness there is no way around this lesson. For to Will is to Move and to have your Being within Creation post-ascension - you yourself began learning this lesson early with all your lucid dreams and astral travels but now is the time to move into mastership (to a certain degree) of the Will and to work more consciously and intentionally with it before passing through to the next threshold of experience.
And remember, while we're talking about breathing cycles, that each and every breath is a precious gift/tool to be utilized. With each inhalation see incoming light or higher energetics fill your chest cavity, and with each exhalation see the release of any dross expelled completely from the body/mind and either returned to primordial source or transmuted through a violet flame.
We've focused the majority of today's message on the personal/individual side of ascension but this in no way implies that movement within the Collective Higher Mind/Web of Life has abated or that any information in my prior messages has changed - in fact, quite the contrary is occurring. Since individual movements are reflected within the Collective Mind/Web and vice-versa, it stands to reason that a tremendous amount of activity is rippling within/across it right now. It's just that since this is an in-breath period, the activity is mostly directed inwards, though the fruits of such activity will surely manifest outwardly during the next expression phase and perhaps sooner, so potent is this infusion.
All in all this is another tremendous opportunity to let go of all that you thought you were and to simply embrace and BECOME all that you ARE and were meant to BE. Simply allow the reordering to take place...lean into it as they say.
Until next time...
Higher Self Message - Inner Shifts, Transformation, and Restructuring in Progress
by April Bender
It has been a rather peculiar week for you, has it not? In a purely inward sense. As previously announced, the new moon energies that permeated your physical realm as well as the layers of your light/solar body, brought with them the impetus for another mighty in-breath and/or "inner gateway opening" which brought in a higher quality multidimensional flow of information, memory, light coding activations, and/or "fire letters."
Each prior in-breath has grown in depth, intensity, and expansiveness to bring you and therefore the Collective, to the greatest in-pouring of higher (Christ) consciousness experienced thus far during this grand ascension cycle. It is this in-pouring, that you are in the middle of processing/integrating within all aspects of Self and therefore, the Collective Higher Mind/Web of Life at this time. It is also the effects of this in-pouring, that will see your very relationship to these aspects of Self and how you relate to/commune with those aspects - shift, change, and deepen - for they will begin to interact/overlap with one another much more seamlessly - as you've either purged or transformed so much of what once stood in the way of this type of healthy interaction/communion between aspects of Whole Self and Creation.
Though the new moon has technically passed, its energetic influence will continue to affect you today and in the days that follow, as you seek to integrate, reorder and utilize within - ALL that has been moved, activated, reconciled, reclaimed, renewed and transcended within Self as a result of these heightened inhalations/infusions and the further completion/refinement of the overall Resolution, Reclamation, and Soul-Retrieval Sequencing Process.
As a result of this colossal amount of inner-shifting and lifting, you personally have felt somewhat "fragmented" lately, as the familiar worlds and the lattice structure/framework of them that previously existed within you, have been temporarily dissolved and/or separated while they further shift, transform or birth themselves anew, into a higher and more efficient configuration or octave. The same also holds true, for all your previous patterns of reaction and response, all your belief systems, even memories...all that you believed you were or contained. ALL THESE have recently been mirrored back to you and then abruptly dissolved so that you might choose to restructure and/or rebuild them using your newly acquired higher energetic materials/substances and/or information/codes. The subtle but far-reaching shift in perspective, awareness and/or consciousness that will naturally unfold as a result of this new vision or vantage point created through Self being re-envisioned and remade, is required for full passage through the fires of ascension/transmutation/resurrection. For...
The soul must devote itself completely and solely to what you have determined shall exist within it.
- Rudolf Steiner
This larger movement or impetus of course, will also quite naturally lead to the full spectrum activation and luminescence of your DNA and that of other Warriors of Light, which will in turn ripple out with a beam-like intensity across the Collective Mind/Web as their/your light codes or "fire letters" are shared/expressed outwardly during the next exhalation/full moon phase and beyond. You're actually already emanating these from your aura/light body now though to a small degree. However, once you've finished assimilating them, the potency with which you emanate them will be a thousand fold, further fueling and aiding in the ascension of the masses/Collective.
In conjunction with all of this overall activity, various higher chakras are also opening/blooming within Self and the Collective Higher Mind/Web, while at the same time, energy flow is being greatly increased, magnetized and subtly refined within the base chakras, especially the heart, throat, solar-plexus, crown, and third-eye regions - further refining/boosting your solar/light body and/or merkabic vehicle. So while these changes feel good overall (you feel lighter, internally stronger, more spiritually connected than ever), they can easily lead to feelings of temporary mental/spiritual confusion, fatigue, blips, disjointedness and/or an overall sense of fragmentation, especially while engaging in day to day activities/relations. These side-effects, so to speak, will last until a greater measure of integration/reordering can be attained by and within Self and within Gaia as well. Don't forget she is also going through her own such restructuring/reordering process in tandem with your own.
Your greatest asset to you at this time, beside your good intention, is your WILL. This is why I have harped endlessly on the need for you to stay in your throne/seat of Divine Empowerment or WILL... your solar plexus. However as you know, your solar plexus must be properly aligned with the (high) heart chakra. For it is not My Will, but THY WILL BE DONE. A very important distinction that I want to make sure all who may read these messages understands. It is an alignment, this Reclamation of Divine Empowerment, co-created through love, purity, oneness/communion, faith, devotion and service for and within the great Mother/Father God and overall Divine Plan. For without such alignment, one would surely become imbalanced within their center, allowing the little "I" or negative ego to regain a foothold over one's spiritual development/advancement by becoming the main source of a Being's empowerment and sense of identity - a false, distorted or unrighteous form of empowerment and identity at that.
I mention the importance of this alignment because with the culmination of the overall ascension process, many many gifts, capacities, and abilities once natural to the human condition, will again become available to you and to all ascending ones (telepathy, teleportation, bi-location, various forms of projection/travel, the manipulation of elements/forces, contact, etc...). But your reclamation of these divine birthrights (so often spoken of in previous messages) is simply the first step, as in order to wield them - you must WILL them into use/application. And in truth, the human Will is the weakest of all muscles due to humanity's lengthy years of environmental suppression/oppression.
This is why I encouraged you to begin by simply standing in your center, and willing yourself back in should you be knocked out of it. For before you exercise your Will in such a tremendous and powerful way, you should be standing in your center/seat of Divine Empowerment (right alignment). Not only does this help to keep your movements/activities righteous but also aids in the proper and safe movement/execution of such abilities and expanded capacities. In the days to come, you shall imagine and/or find many many ways and opportunities in which to test and refine your Will in very specific ways. And know that in all seriousness there is no way around this lesson. For to Will is to Move and to have your Being within Creation post-ascension - you yourself began learning this lesson early with all your lucid dreams and astral travels but now is the time to move into mastership (to a certain degree) of the Will and to work more consciously and intentionally with it before passing through to the next threshold of experience.
And remember, while we're talking about breathing cycles, that each and every breath is a precious gift/tool to be utilized. With each inhalation see incoming light or higher energetics fill your chest cavity, and with each exhalation see the release of any dross expelled completely from the body/mind and either returned to primordial source or transmuted through a violet flame.
We've focused the majority of today's message on the personal/individual side of ascension but this in no way implies that movement within the Collective Higher Mind/Web of Life has abated or that any information in my prior messages has changed - in fact, quite the contrary is occurring. Since individual movements are reflected within the Collective Mind/Web and vice-versa, it stands to reason that a tremendous amount of activity is rippling within/across it right now. It's just that since this is an in-breath period, the activity is mostly directed inwards, though the fruits of such activity will surely manifest outwardly during the next expression phase and perhaps sooner, so potent is this infusion.
All in all this is another tremendous opportunity to let go of all that you thought you were and to simply embrace and BECOME all that you ARE and were meant to BE. Simply allow the reordering to take place...lean into it as they say.
Until next time...
![Photo: Machiventa Melchizedek - It Is Easy to Feel Alone - Spiritualizing is a Personal and a Social Process Jun 09, 2013 - Henry Zeringue, North Idaho Teacher: Machiventa T/R: Henry Zeringue Machiventa: Greetings to you my friends, it is I, Machiventa this morning. I am pleased to be here with you to offer any help to you in terms of answering questions. [pause] I did not know if there were any available or not. All effort which is expended towards other individuals in an attempt to help with a spiritual understanding is truly admirable on your part, to take the time necessary to listen and to attempt to share thoughts on personal experiences in areas in which others are having problems. Many times it is difficult for people to truly see themselves as they are. It is necessary at times to have good friends who are not afraid to share with you their thoughts, their observations. Part of the spiritualizing process is not only a personal process but it is a social process as you yourselves are becoming more spiritually attuned and adept at addressing problems others are expressing, is an ability to hold this sacred space for others, this space of looking at things in a spiritual reference rather than a material or emotional reference. It is true that sometimes the trauma of events are experiences or situations which are tremendously overwhelming for people and it is good to have someone that you can share these thoughts with that can bring them into a greater perspective. It is easy to feel all alone, like no one really cares, like there is no help, and you feel like all is in vain, in a certain sense it becomes ever the more necessary to be a ground, a point of reference and strength for others that they don't always have to dwell in a negative space of mind all of the time, that you can help to bring an understanding and insight to help tie their boat to something more secure so that it is not out floundering on the water aimlessly. Sometimes it is tremendously tedious helping others, and if it gets very tedious it is important to remember those times in your own personal development where you were burdensome to others and you were tedious yourself in the understanding that you now have acquired. It is important to maintain decorum and respect for others as you yourselves at one time may have been burdensome to others who helped you get through tight and trying times, that may have lifted you through a period of remote darkness yourself. This whole notion that as you grow spiritually you acquire an understanding, an understanding which incorporates experience with knowledge and understanding. It is this life education that is important to share with others, that they receive a spiritual sense and reference to life situations. Sometimes in the middle of an emotional structure, an emotional process, it is very difficult to detach oneself and look at the bigger picture, why these patterns keep repeating themselves in your life, why you refuse to allow others to help you see a greater application here which could lift you out of the doldrums of bad choices, emotional indulgences, these kind of things. Be of service to these folks. They may be your friends, they may be acquaintances, they may just be your brothers or sisters but they are all God's children and in this respect you are all representatives of the spiritual family of God. For all practical purposes you are ordained to speak on spirit's behalf. The greater progress of mankind arises from the ability of mankind to understand and foresee those areas, many times, that practical life lessons can actually help others, that they may not necessarily have to go through the lesson to learn it, that they can draw upon the lessons that they already have taken and been tested in to learn. Life is teaching each and every one of you the same lesson. It is teaching you the lessons of respect, the lessons of humility, the lessons of understanding the nature of man and the nature of spirit and seeing that there is a relationship between these two phenomenon. The days you live in today are great days, for you do not have a grand tradition on this planet. What you are partaking in is a basic grass roots drive to pull spirit out of the ether and to present spirit to the world in some real and palpable form like your behavior, your understanding, your insight, in your ability to connect with others in a way in which they grow and prosper also. It is in this vein of thought that I am interested in speaking with you today, that those of you who have chosen to believe beyond all certainty of doubt, to those I address the task at hand, to become a spokesperson and a mouthpiece of spirit, of spiritual value, of spiritual behavior and spiritual living that you can discern what is best in the moment, for that moment, that all of you can grasp with the spiritual tools that you have acquired to grow in a recognition of this practice of attempting to show forth spirit, spiritual light in a world bereft of spiritual light, a world in which spiritual light becomes suspect, maybe even probable cause. Do not disqualify your certainty of these things, yet qualify your surety through your ability in furthering the distance that the light can travel. Go in peace my friends. Make peace with others. Help others find their own peace within. Help in bringing the peace that exists into its proper recognition. Just as the sculptor removes the pieces of stone that do not belong there, to reveal the sublime beauty of the figure held within the block of stone, so will you shine light on all of the darkness which must be removed to reveal the inner beauty of the light within all of you. Thank you.](https://scontent-a-mia.xx.fbcdn.net/hphotos-xpa1/t1.0-9/s403x403/184415_554878091214749_120607301_n.jpg)
