Do you see it?

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I have had strange things happen especially at night time. Non visible beings. I've experienced their energetic presence which I feel most of all when I'm awake but my body is asleep. They've talked to me a little bit telepathicly, touched my shoulder, and I've felt the weight in my bed as if someone is laying next to me, but there is nobody there. I clearly feel the bed getting pressed down next to me. Sounds, vibrations, them moving around in my room, strobing lights outside my window etc. I don't see them with my physical eyes, but I've seen them through my eyelids. One night I felt the presence again but I couldn't see them. I thought that the light should reflect differently if there is someone there, so I took a picture in the screen off my computer while shining a flashlight to see if it would reflect something. This is what I got. Look carefully. You can see it. You can see the side of its face lit up (from my flashlight probably). This is cut out and magnified from an original image. The right side of the image is added the part where there being is and I've filled in the contours lightly. It looks like the one I've seen before in an out of body type of experience. Are these the grays?

I don't know why they've visited me. I don't know what they want, if they're just trying to help or what. I've had a scoop mark on my leg when I woke up one morning. Perfectly round, on my leg. It wasn't there when I went to sleep. I know though that I've been protected from negative entities who didn't like that I was getting some sorts of contact from a seemingly good entity who called me "my little friend".

It started one day with that I simply felt that there was someone in the room. I could also feel an odd cold feeling in the air against my skin, just at this one place in the room. In the rest of the room the temperature was normal. Lots of things have happened. Too much to write about in this one post.

I work a lot with creating sounds for people to expand their consciousness and I've felt like I'm meant to do that. I don't know if it could be related to this, or if it's just about my own evolution.

I started keeping notes because it is easy to forget details.

Many say that religions are either false or all point to the same thing (god).

At the same many of these people sit around waiting for "something to happen" that will somehow free them from their tortured existance. Many believe that at the year 2012 some cosmic event will take place that will set everything right.

The Christians are waiting for Jesus to return. Some New Agers (religion in desguise) are waiting for aliens to land and fix all the problems. Some believe that everyone will be "enlightened" by some shift in the earth's magnetic field etc.

So they sit around waiting for that to happen. All these 2012 people, New Age people, Religious people etc etc.

They see everything that happens as a sign that their beleifs are correct. They waste many years of their lives in this inactivity. Even Ateism is an "-ism". A beleif that "there is no god".

Somehow many think that they will find god, in the future, somehow, not knowing that there is no one there in the first place to find anything. The seeking itself is the torture. Ever wondered why many truly "awakened" people say that there is nothing you can do? Because there is no You AND God. There is just God, or awareness in which everything takes place and in which everything is seen. There is always awareness of things happening. Things will always happen.

The "I" is an illusion. In the sleep state, when there is no memory, the body is still breathing by its own. Somehow "you" exist without the "I"-identification. You are awareness.