by whatever means, be it my practice, genetic design, or cosmic invitation, i became multi dimensional in 2001.
i had a waking vision on a light stream and went many places and i saw many faces.
i made eye contact with ONE. Jesus. whom you may name how you choose.
when i returned to where i was standing, in a clear area at the dam,
it was as if my shoes were smoking. i saw others traveling as i just had,
none staying any length of time.
at that moment, i knew everything about anything.
or
had no questions in my heart.
in a moment i knew what to say about it.
the depth of a moment is eternal, faith is its core.
there is an i there, but it doesnt matter.
zencote (which later i decided means ; intuitive enlightenent obsolete)
now i knew. that i was there, at the core of eternity and also standing there at the dam.
that my soul was much greater than i had imagined. i realised i dont have a soul at all. but my soul had a being, a life, me.
i will be one with that soul when i am finished clinging to "me" which may be never.
as i walked from that sacred place i saw light moving around in the air and on the ground like a
snake probing. it recoiled quickly from a darkened area and i saw that light wont flow in darkness
(a choice).
thats the greatest extent of many such experiences. i thought id share this one.
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Then you reached your state without your own will. I traveled into that dark area found the light within and shed my feeble emotions on an intangible shore. I let go of the idea that emotions where of some internal or external force. I let go of myself for but an instance and realized that it is not about me and returned. I let go of the idea of light, darkness, and shadow being different from one another for they are the same. I changed, become something new, then I realized that my genetics where altered in my mom and grandmother, by a force that I do not understand nor want to understand. I am who I am.
My greatest achievement by far was cheating death, I did it by accepting life.