A Knowing

8109294466?profile=originalWhen I was 15 I had much going on in my life much confusion as I was dreaming things of past present and future events.  My empathic skills in full blossom, which did not make a hormonal teenage girls life easier.

I was taking care of my sick grandma, Edith Bailey, I didn't have time for normal teenage activities.  All my friends were going to parties and dating, while I played mommy to my younger brothers and nurse to my gram...

One night crying in my bed I said I know theres a higher power, when is it my turn to smile, when is it my turn to laugh and if this is my lot in life to take care of everyone and thing in my life and to feel others pain fine I can deal. What I want to know is I also feel their joy happiness even their love, with all I do how can I ever find true love my image of a perfect one for me if I'm too busy to find him. Better yet if I do can he accept me for these strange quirks that my gram said was special, I thought was a curse.

That night was a result of a dream which I put in a dream journal which I posted here.

At 19 met my husband became pregnant at 6 to almost 7 mons I had a csection Grayson died in my arms. That relationship ended badly.  A bit over a year ago a man I was dating had passed away.  I was done, never again, it was the single life for me.  No more heart ache....

In 2013 it was strange but led to this sight.  I was looking for answers to some things going on in my life. I made amazing friends that I love beyond words and I started really recognizing an amazing person a few mons back.  We started off fighting lol, but started talking.  Something clicked I said how do I know you, so familiar, my heart leaped it was strange.  Why did I feel something for someone I don't know but he felt like home.

So for all naysayers, love exists even from the past true love transcends time and space when it meets it knows. As for the journal after drekx and I decided hey lets do this a few days later my mom cleaned the attic and sent them to me and as I read them I ran into this entry....

I love you honey can't wait to come home to you and live together happy forever....

Love, light, peace

Lisa Omega(thank you for asking me to take your name I'm proud to i love you)

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  • And you are our biggest supporter, as Lisa pointed out.....Very grateful and happy about it all....

  • Thanks Char, yes green it is....Nice of you to say so.......:-)

  • I forgot one more importanr factor....Charlotte , aka universal mom.  She played her part in bringing us together.

    No matter our disagreements she has. Been our biggest supporter here.  Thank you

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    Thanks my sweet......I love you and things are truly perfect.....What these miserable "others" may say, or  think, is of no consequence, in the greater scheme of things....Love triumphs over hate.....XOXOXO

  • I can say its an amazing journey we are set upon. This life isn't perfect but it does have its moments that that set you in a state of wonderment and you can't wait to see the next chapter because this one turned out so perfect regardless the beginning of the story... I look forward to seeing ours unfold I love him that's all that matters, not what others may say or think it's our hearts that tell the truth.... 

  • Thank you Michael its true and you can't help it I follow my heart.... BTW I hope you are feeling better dear one

  • I love you more than you can know mere words can't express

  • I love you dear.....XOXOXO

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  • A beautiful combination we do make

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