Strange how letting go is so eazy still so dificult. It seems it is the reason for the letting go that is so hard to swallow. There is a moment where giving up or keep on going is standing face to face. I always end up with the keep on going part. Ev
Just got out of a major crisis. It had sneaked up on me, althought i had a inner feeling i could not stop it. I geuss i had to go through this in order to wake up. Almost did cost me my marriage, the combination of my character and Ego was growing in
Thought i ask the question and see what shows up. I know a lot of people here have had al kinds of experiences, from abductions to having coffee. So how does a person deal with these experiences? Can one go and see a schrink and talk about a unexplai
I was wondering about what a lot of people and others talk about...this free will and that nobody can interfere with it. Now is this free will being aware or is it free will being un-aware. Because it seems to me that having free will in a state of u
Inbetween 2 NDE's i had a experience that kind of keeps getting stuck in my mind. I am driving back from Belgium to Sweden, it is 3 in the morning and i thought i would take a shortcut and avoid having to drive trough Stockholm to get to Hanninge. Al
http://www.prismagems.com/castaneda/ Has been for years the only real teachings i have followed, his teachings were the first ones that vibrated with me after my kundalini awakening. Especially the book : The active side of infinity grasped me by th
looking around for years at other people and countries i was thinking. Military inspired people go to the military, political inspired people go to waschington to mention just one etc etc. Now why is it that people like us are going nowhere? Would it
For a few days now this has been going around in my head. I think everybody here has at least looked into a microscope once in their life. And we al know the eyes do not see what the microscope does. So let us say we could see like we see trough a mi
Can't put my finger on it. I have this anger that came out of nowhere, and i can't pin-point it. It seems to be a general anger. It is directed to everything and nothing...weird. Thought i was over this fase, i am normally verry calm and relaxed. My
How manny persons can say they make conscious decisions and act on them? Is it really you acting out your life? Or is it the memories of your parents, teachers, comunity, or country? Are you real or just a schadow of your invironment? Do you trust yo