Give me a hand

I feel different, Everythings changing so fast nothing is the same. Food sucks all the same all bland no variety. Time goes so fast but yet Im not going anywhere. nothing is the same. so alone i have no one to talk to i dont care about meaningless things ppl talk about. so tired im awake for 12 hours and sleep 12 hours always tired always wake up every few hours and wake up feeling freaked out and uneasy. nothing here i want. nothing can make me happy and i ont know what i want. money doesnt matter if i was a billionaire or poor it wudnt make a difference. everything has no meaning. everything runs together. my arms get so light the have no weight. i mediate and see spinning rainbow portals and sacred geomertry and i want to stay in that state forever. i dont want to live my life i just want to stay meditating forever. i dont know what i want in life. no one understand hat i say. people are weird. i dont want to be a person anymore. its all so fast and i dont know what to do. i get so mad about a thought i punch a wall and make a hole or i get so sad i start crying or get so happy i start laughing. nothing is the same its all to fast. i see crazy shit that doesnt make sense. nothing is certain i cant tell what the meaning of anything is. everything reflect back at me and manifestations happen so fast i dont know if im ready for this amount of power its happening to fast. manifestationg happen out of order not in a regualr timeline things happen before and then after and i can tell whats going on. i cant get mad at people or argue anymore because i can go into them and see their point and i cant get mad at them but i want to and i cant decide if i shud get mad or let it go and i dont know what to do. my finger nails grow so fast. my hair grows so fast. i always smell good. im always clean. i dont need soap anymore im always clean. i dont get sick. i love animals and they are so caring and it makes me mad and angry when i see people treat animals as if the animal is less than them because it doesnt talk or run a business or drive a car u think its not as good as u? i want to rip their fukin heads off when i see that. i dont know how to handle it everything i did in my life is all different now nothing is how it used to be. im not feeling good today im getting extremely overwhealmed its happening so quickly. i can public speek now. i used to be shy and hated public speaking now it has no meaning and doesn matter. i cud speak to a crowd of 50 thousand ppl just the same as if i was talkin to just my mom it wudnt make a difference. i just am in my head and things just happen automatically i wud be speaking in from of a crowd and the right words just come out automatically. i dont care what ppl think about me anymore. i cud tell barak obama to fuck off and i wudnt feel anything. when i mediate my body begins from my waist up start spinning around in a circle and i feel weightless. tyler.

Hello my brother of exicstance my name is Alex and i understand what your going through, i have untill the recent past months had a very similar outlook and feelings about things

first befor i go on i want you to know that i am very poor at communicating my true message through internet text because i communicat on a much deeper level...deeper than talking, and tonight i will meditate for you.

It seems that you are experiencing alot of "duality" i see your consciousness has been expanded like the infinite universe but your life on the 3d planes has still remaind a limited systematic point....brother i have nobody but a best friend of mine who also follows the path of ultimate truth at the highschool i attened. you will not find many awakend people at this time period, i can clearly see you have chosen to manifest on earth to do the same task as i which is to awaken our brothers and sisters...so never stop taching, and learning

i urge u to go out into nature, and dont fight the need to speak infront of larg groups of people...

u mentioned that u would be speaking infront of a croud and the words would come out automatically...well GOOD! thats you connecting to your over soul, your true self speaks through the ego that has been created on earth, your name is Tyler good :) wonderfull name! but it is not you nor was or ever will be, tyler is a character, know this and become one with all of infinity, nothing but infinite can define you.....

and another important thing...please i urge u to not polerize yourself in light......as our good friend ben-arion said "light brings negativity to the surface" why limet yourself to 2 directions of exictance? left and right? when there are INFINITE directions! this means living in the middle of them all....leaving all possiblilitys and wisdom open to you, leaving you GOD in total control of your existance.....this is what all this consciouss evolution is about ;-) skip a few steps brother!

now i honestly have a million more things to say but this is all i can write effectivly at the moment, good luck brother, i hope this helped u somewhat

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Aranka Bogdán May 14, 2012 at 10:36pm

Lol I eat potatoes all day, or I start feeling weird..
Aranka Bogdán May 14, 2012 at 10:31pm

Wow everything you describe, I have the same thing..
InfiniteConsciousness November 9, 2011 at 2:04am

Hello my brother of exicstance my name is Alex and i understand what your going through, i have untill the recent past months had a very similar outlook and feelings about things

first befor i go on i want you to know that i am very poor at communicating my true message through internet text because i communicat on a much deeper level...deeper than talking, and tonight i will meditate for you.

It seems that you are experiencing alot of "duality" i see your consciousness has been expanded like the infinite universe but your life on the 3d planes has still remaind a limited systematic point....brother i have nobody but a best friend of mine who also follows the path of ultimate truth at the highschool i attened. you will not find many awakend people at this time period, i can clearly see you have chosen to manifest on earth to do the same task as i which is to awaken our brothers and sisters...so never stop taching, and learning

i urge u to go out into nature, and dont fight the need to speak infront of larg groups of people...

u mentioned that u would be speaking infront of a croud and the words would come out automatically...well GOOD! thats you connecting to your over soul, your true self speaks through the ego that has been created on earth, your name is Tyler good :) wonderfull name! but it is not you nor was or ever will be, tyler is a character, know this and become one with all of infinity, nothing but infinite can define you.....

and another important thing...please i urge u to not polerize yourself in light......as our good friend ben-arion said "light brings negativity to the surface" why limet yourself to 2 directions of exictance? left and right? when there are INFINITE directions! this means living in the middle of them all....leaving all possiblilitys and wisdom open to you, leaving you GOD in total control of your existance.....this is what all this consciouss evolution is about ;-) skip a few steps brother!

now i honestly have a million more things to say but this is all i can write effectivly at the moment, good luck brother, i hope this helped u somewhat
1ewmf5f0v5uwb November 6, 2011 at 3:34am

Tyler, holy moly!

As you all may have noticed I have been pinballing around emotionally and energetically the few days too.

I agree with the comment that said do some thing creative, continue to meditate, sit with a tree look up lay back on the ground watch clouds roll by.

Thanks for posting this about what has been going on with you. It must be extremely hard knowing how to cope with the potent energies for you as a young man.

I agree about Baracko.

Gooty
turtles November 5, 2011 at 9:45pm

Hey there Tyler!

I know the feeling, a tale spin..... waking up freaked out and uneasy, cause of some energy that I have been dealing with have at times been super scary, or having a nightmare that I am scared might come true.......the shift and changing rapidly can be unsettling at times, old beliefs, traumas, and ego are all changed, healed and transformed, some things rise to the surface and are let go more easily than others.....

I am changing my diet completely to deal with this shift and have gone all vegan. I am hoping that the change in diet will relieve some depression and my adhd, which I know that changing my diet and removing food tiggers can change my mood, and help with ascention.......do take care of yourself and get outside, and ground, call on the angels, you are not alone, thank you for posting this discussion....
Tiamacious November 5, 2011 at 8:25pm

I sense this goes back to your child hood. People must understand, every word you use creates energy. And we are not bodies we are spirit. Tyler, try doing somthing you never have done before, be creative and infinite.. this is a video game, a video game of the heart that must be cherished if you wish it to cherish you. Sit with your back to a tree, and you will see how free life is really.
clearandlucid November 5, 2011 at 4:06pm

Hey Tyler, I hope you're having a better day today.A few things stood out to me in your post and since your post was titled 'Give me A Hand'I hope you don't mind me responding to them with suggestions. The first thing that came to mind is grounding grounding grounding. While meditating, please don't forget to ask for protection from any lower energies attracted to your Light-you have so much Light!-, and breathe, breathe consciously, that will help to ground you. If you are around any woods, go sit beneath a tree and ask for grounding energy, if you are not near any woods or park, find a flower essence practitioner and have them create a grounding essence customized to you or go to a holistic store and ask their advice on which essence would be good for someone if they are feeling x, y, or z. Or research online and use that as a guide. Sleeping. Wow. my sleeping habits are all over the place too but the fact that you wake up feeling uneasy may mean that you are doing TOO much work in your sleep state and may explain your hyperspeed progress. Before you drift off to sleep ask your guides to slow things down for you or ask them to make sure you stay in your body every once in a while to replenish your physical self. All the other stuff, let it go, let go of anger, that's your ego talking. It sounds like you're between two worlds and the ego is not letting you go peacefully. It also sounds like you would be able to manifest very quickly now so watch your thoughts, stay peaceful(even if it means meditating all the time(grounding and protection first)), understand this is just a step for you not a lifelong sentence. These suggestions just happen to work for me,try them if you want but hopefully this wave of energy that came through to us Oct 28 will smooth out a bit and make things more settled. Know this Tyler; after this has settled for you, you will have even more experience to help those who are just now starting to wake up. God Bless. Oh yeah, one more thing; animal shelters -and the animals!-would love a sensitive soul like you to help out!
Michael November 5, 2011 at 1:22pm

it's good to channel your frustrations however seems like you got plenty on your mental plate.

minus well meditate some more....................
Jim November 5, 2011 at 8:44am

Yep, we the Aussies got flogged!!
BenJahMon November 5, 2011 at 8:35am

It's All About How *You* Look At Things Bro!! <3

Allow The Simplicity Of Simply Existing To Draw More Of What *You* Prefer Into Your Experience As *You* Create *It* <3

I Would Say~ Change Is The Only Constant My Brother <3 Go With The Flow Seen!!

Spread The Love Like It's Buttah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! <3

BADAHBOOM!!!!!

BUST OUT THE CHEESE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! <3