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A channeling I found from Nov. 2008.  It still holds weight.  Let's just say this sounds exactly like someone I know.

 

I Am That I Am Adamus Saint-Germain. (audience applause) Tough times call for tough angels (laughter) and that is why I am here today.

I took time from my extremely busy schedule having just come from a series of meetings in Paris, indeed very difficult meetings, Shaumbra, meetings that will continue to last for days and weeks and months, literal meetings that I have been in, early in your day during the daytime in Paris, now nighttime. I’ve taken some moments of my schedule to be here with you to talk about what is going on in the world, to talk about the fall of power.

Let us take a deep breath together before we journey into this discussion. I’m going to ask you to hold onto your seat, we’re going to have a bumpy ride here.

But dear Shaumbra, you knew it was coming and that is why you are in these seats right now, whether you are here in this very quaint community center, whether you are back in Paris or anywhere else in the world, you knew – you knew – you were going to be here in these seats at this time.

Current Events

I’ve had a series of very important, delicate and historic meetings in Paris today regarding the future, the destiny of Europe, of Asia, Africa and the Americas, similar to meetings that have taken place all around the world these last few weeks. If you were me – and you’re not – you would know what it’s like to go to these incredible places of power – Washington, New York, London, Paris, Bangkok – all over the world. What you are seeing is the end of power as it was known on Earth and thank god it is.

This end of power is scaring the bejesus out of those who have been feeding on it for ages and ages of time. They are seeing their empires crumble. They are seeing their fortunes lost. They are seeing everything they thought they were collapse in front of them, and the world is changing.

It has been an incredible few weeks in the history of Earth, a history that will not be forgotten for a long, long time. And it’s what has been done over the past ten years of time by conscious humans around the world that are coming into play right now. It is what has been transpired since the date of the Quantum Leap a year ago that is making a difference at the power tables around the world right now.

I’ll explain a bit more in this Shoud but let us once again take a deep breath.

(pause)

We’re embarking into new territory the likes of which I have never seen in any of my lifetimes and you have never seen either. The greatest shift in humanity is taking place as you sit here right now. We’re talking about a shift of consciousness unlike any other.

You’ve gone through shifts before in other lifetimes, but it has unraveled over many, many lifetimes – over hundreds or thousands of years. Never has it happened so specifically and in such a short period of time.

Tobias asked me if I could share some of my thoughts and feelings with you today, give you some insights into what is truly happening in this world. Tobias is preparing for his discussion about music tomorrow. He’s preparing for his upcoming event in Brazil dealing with the sexual energy virus, work that is so important right now in this tremendous shift that is taking place.

And, of course, Tobias is working on his return back into the physical form so that he can join you in the flesh and in the blood, so he can be there to help you welcome in the many who are coming now – the Crystals.

Oh, in this power shift on Earth, you’re going to see many who have lived for power – who have lived lifetime after lifetime in their powerhouses sitting in their power chairs with their power antics – leaving Earth and not coming back for quite some time.

This is going to make room for the ones who have not been to Earth before – this whole new breed of Crystals, New Energy children, who are coming in on the very energy beams, the consciousness portals that you have helped to create. If you think you’re at an age where you are beyond giving birth – you are. (much laughter) I saw a bit of panic with some of you! (more laughter) “Dear God, not another one of those in my life! Two is enough.”

But in another very real way you have been giving birth. You’ve been in your gestation period for five, ten years of time creating the openings that will allow the Crystals to come in. And they are not the wise ones. They are the new ones. They are not the ones who will come up with the solutions and the answers to the many problems and challenges that are facing humanity right now, because those ones are already on Earth and they’re sitting in these seats today, and they’re you.

The Messengers

In the dear words of a friend of mine and a friend of all of yours, you are the ones you’ve been waiting for. You are the messengers. You are the ones who have come across time and space. In spite of getting caught in this very linear and restricted dimension, you are the ones who came here with the message a long, long time ago, disguised for so many lifetimes in the physical body, trapped for so long in the mind.

Ah, the mind. We’re going to go beyond the mind and it will scare many, because they don’t know anything besides it. The mind has been a power center, and we’ll go beyond that.

You are the messengers, not the ones in flying saucers, not some leader who you think is going to rise up from the ranks, come to save this planet Earth. You are the messengers. I want you to breathe that in.

I want you to remember who you are, why you were in the temples in Atlantis, why you were back in old Egypt, why you were back in the time of Yeshua, why, by no coincidence at all, you have shown up time and time again at the most dramatic and poignant and important moments in the history of this planet. But a history that goes beyond just the planet, a history right now that is having an effect on the thousand and more new Earths that are waiting to start, that are in formation in the other realms, but they are like mirrors of this physical Earth, the original Earth, and they are waiting.

In the heavens where your spiritual families exist, they are waiting right now, taking a deep breath, sending you their deepest love, for you are their messenger as well. You didn’t necessarily come here to Earth to take some high profile political position or to be some baron of some multibillion dollar enterprise, or to be some rock star up on stage, because you learned in past lives those are difficult roles for the true messengers to play. It’s too easy to get caught up in the power, to get overwhelmed by all those energies being directed at you.

As messengers who’ve come across time and space, you’re the ones who are here on quiet levels, on the everyday levels, but on very expanded levels to bring the message to the rest of humanity; to bring the vision of the future; to bring the hope of the new way, and that is why you are here.

You doubt it so often. You wonder if this was so true how come you weren’t powerful? How come you couldn’t do all these grand things that would impress friends, relatives and other humans? How come you don’t have this clear clairvoyance? How come you can’t predict the future? How come you can’t move objects without touching them much like I do?

You have put that away, at least for the time being. It would have been a distraction. It would have caused you to focus on something that would have eventually been your own poison.

But dear friends, you – I look at those sitting here, I look at you who are coming across space on the Internet and those who will listen to and view this later – if you are hearing my words or reading these words, if you are touched by the energy of this group known as Shaumbra, you are the messengers and you come here now.

So Tobias is preparing for more work, preparing to come back here to Earth, preparing to work side by side with you.

Kuthumi, the one who doesn’t appear so often like this in front of Shaumbra, is so busy working with you, and you know it. You feel his energy. You feel Kuthumi continually trying to get you to understand that it’s about being so present in this moment in your body and expanding beyond your mind.

But today ... today is my day. Today is the day of Adamus, and here we are. You are at the pinnacle of the biggest change on Earth.

It’s Happening Now

Now, some of you may question that because in past lives the changes occurred during the times of war, for the most part, or famine. Those were the two ways that got change going. But here you’re not going to see the type of wars that you’ve seen in the past. You’re going to see a whole different way of changing consciousness.

For those of you who are waiting for 2012, you’re going to miss the fun. You’re going to miss the party, because it is happening right now. It started – the true deep changes started – a year ago. Oh, they’ve been building up for a long time, but the real shift in consciousness from Old Energy vibrations to New Energy expansion started a year ago, and look what has transpired since then. If you’re waiting for 2012 for some grand change, you will have missed the whole thing.

Over the next four years in particular you’re going to see some very difficult things, challenging things. You’re going to see an old consciousness on Earth unravel, come apart. And yes, there will be those who panic. There will be those who are in fear, and there will be many, many who resort to stealing, whether it is stealing money, whether it is stealing other people’s energy and consciousness, whether it is stealing their property. You’re going to see a lot of this taking place.

The next four years are going to be a time for you to be in balance, to bring up within yourself everything that you’ve learned, everything that you’ve gained in wisdom, everything that you already know within yourself. The next four years are going to be a time to stop hiding and stop pretending that you’re a victim, stop pretending that you’re waiting for something else. Stop pretending that you have to learn more, you have to go through all of these rituals and ceremonies to become a New Energy human. You are it right here, right now, today. There is not one thing that you are missing other than the true trust in yourself.

What you’re seeing happening all across the world right now, all around you, is a profound loss of trust – loss of trust in old systems, old organizations, lost of trust in government and it is falling apart. What you have, dear Shaumbra, one of the most important tools is the true trust in yourself. And ultimately, for the rest of the world, it is the same thing. It is about them learning to trust that they have the answers. But right now in these most shifting, in these most collapsing of times, it is time to remember, it is time to bring up the trust in yourself.

You will be able to get through every part of this nearly unscratched if you remember to trust who you are. And I’m not talking about trusting some unknown god. I’m not talking about trusting a guru. I’m not talking about trusting who you think you’re going to be five or ten years from now. I’m talking about trusting you right now. You have every tool. You have every resource. You have everything you need right now, because, as a messenger, as one who can go across time and space, you put it there for yourself. Trust that you knew enough to put that tool in the path to be utilized in the Now moment. Trust that you already put it there and it will then be.

Take a deep breath. Wait not for 2012, because by then this shift in consciousness will have gone through its most difficult cycle. By 2012 you will see the beginnings, the manifested beginnings of the new Earth right here.

The Loss of Power

The bottom line, the purpose of my talk, the title of my talk today is the farewell to power, and indeed that is what you are seeing. If you want to know what’s going on, you say, “Saint-Germain, give us the bottom line. What’s happening on Earth right now?” It is the loss of power.

You’ve had it happen within yourself so you should know exactly what that’s about. Ten years of losing your power even though you tried desperately to hang onto it.

If you take a look back at your history in this lifetime, so much of it is about losing your power. That includes the power centers in your body. You lost the old power centers, the one of the old sexual energy. That was a major power center. That was a tough one for some of you to get through because you were so bought into it. After lifetimes of building up your sexual energy – and I’m not just talking about fornicating with somebody else – I’m talking about where you brought in power and where you emanated power from.

You spent this lifetime learning what it was like to let go of the sexual power within you. Some of you have used it for great manipulation. Some of you have used it to build great barriers around you. Some of you have used it for just pure energy feeding. Instead of relying on what’s truly inside, you work from this sexual power center to feed off of others.

So, that had to go. I didn’t take it from you. Nobody else took it from you, but you set up the circumstances in your life – albeit very, very difficult and challenging – to break down that power center.

A few of you had power centers of money. You learned those over lifetime over lifetime, and you had to learn that the power is an illusion. You had to learn to let go of that power and it was difficult and I almost wept a few tears for some of you when you were losing everything material. It was who you thought you were. It was your strength. It was your weapon, and you had to lose it. And then when you tried to regain it again, you had to lose it another time. Thank god for that.

One that many of you still struggle with today, but will get through it, is the power center in your mind. You lost the sexual power, the financial power, so you put everything right up here. “At least I still have my sense, my mind. At least I can still be rational.” And that is going too. (some laughter)

You see, the mind has been a very tricky, a very stubborn power center. You have placed all of your power, your value for yourself, everything that you think you can create and think you can be, right here. And we have seen that that too is going away, because power is an illusion.

Power is old vibration energy. Power – anything to do with power – consists of having to have opposing energies. We’ve gone through this before – the positive/negative, masculine/feminine, light/dark – any of these. But you have focused this power center in the mind, and it’s perhaps the last true power center that you have, and that’s going. And when it is gone, you will open up yourself to an inner and outer universe of who you really are. When that illusion of this last remnant of power is gone, you’ll understand the mind was a limitation. There is so much more to you.

Some of you have used religion and spirituality as your power center and combined with the mind that is a very dangerous cocktail. You have used this religious rhetoric and spiritual B.S. (some laughter) Cauldre wasn’t going to let me say shit so I said B.S.! (much laughter) As a power center some of you have combined it also with your sexual power center in the past and look what happens. You’re seen it in the churches right now. You’ve learned to let go of that dogma, of that philosophy, of that façade. It was a power center and it’s going.

Then you make up these other little power centers in your body and you give them so much validation – what you call your chakras. You don’t have chakras. You are God also. You don’t have to consolidate power in little colored spinning circles in your body. That is an illusion, or perhaps I should say a delusion. And in the midst of it you give your power away to everybody else as well. You’ve learned in ten painful years what it’s like to let go.

This for you was the loss of power so that you could be who you truly are. You could move into the New Energy, which doesn’t need power, doesn’t want power and won’t permit power. Why would you need power in an energy that is truly expansional in every direction? It doesn’t need to oppose itself to know itself. It doesn’t need to accumulate anything because everything is already there. Why would you need power?

Since the days of late Lemuria into Atlantis this concept of power has built and built and built. It has been brought forth into this modern – you call it modern – age and it has ballooned. It has gotten out of control. And what is happening in the world right now, as it shifts into a New Energy and a new consciousness, is power is not permitted.

To the point right now, power is the poison. And you’re going to see it again and again when you read the headlines and you see what’s happening in the world. The very power that people have held onto in the past, starting with the largest and most powerful institutions, is going to be their poison. The more they hold onto it, the more poisonous it will become. The more they try to believe in it, the more venomous it will be. The more they try to use it against another, the more it will strangle them. It will choke them. It will take the life out of them.

Power is a consciousness of itself. Power has reached a point in its cycle where it cannot be power anymore. It cannot be opposing masculine/feminine or light and dark. It has outgrown itself. It is seeking its freedom from the old consciousness that it has been in and now it is turning on itself. Power is poisoning and killing itself and anyone who holds onto it.

Strong words, but true words. You’ll see it. You’ll see it next week and the week after, and when you wonder what is going on in this world, is it falling apart? And the answer is absolutely it is. Power is destroying itself and all of those who have abused it, misused it and misunderstood it.

What is Ahead

Let’s go down through some of the categories. Let’s take a look at potential headlines for that which will come. (Linda says, “Is this the October surprise?” Adamus Saint-Germain chuckles.) First of all, you’ve seen it in the financial sectors, and you’ve only seen the beginning. What you’re going to see here in the coming few months in particular are those who have held the power – not just in this lifetime but in many, who have held it again and again – have reincarnated back into it. They have appointed themselves some sort of dictator of power, and there are a lot of them on Earth right now.

The ones who have been holding the financial power, you’re going to see them desperately trying to get it, trying to take it back, trying to manipulate it. Stand behind the short wall, take a deep breath, have compassion, because woe to them. Woe to their families, woe to their servants, woe to all who are part of their power games. Stand behind the short wall with compassion, dear friends. Don’t feel sorry for them one bit. You could say in a way, in a twisted way, that they are doing this for humanity as well. They knew it was coming.

In the 1500s, in the 1700s and late in the 1900s, we had some, what you would call, very multidimensional, very spiritual mystical discussions with these groups who have held the power. We showed them what would come. They did not believe it. It caused them to hold on more desperately to the power, and now it’s here.

So there is a level at which they knew it was coming. Don’t feel sorry. Also don’t feel sorry because some of them are going to be coming to some of you to find out what the hell just happened in their life. They’re going to be in a nightmare when they come to you. They are going to be in a world of hurt. (Laughter as emergency sirens go by in the background.)

So, dear Shaumbra, power is poison right now. It’s poison to those who are in government positions, who have had their little games, who have had their little empires, who have thought more about themselves and about their little group that supports them. I’m not talking about necessarily just the elected officials, I’m talking about the bureaucrats. The bureaucrats are going to find themselves out. The bureaucrats are going to find a whole new … a whole new legion of beings that are coming in to actually serve, not to take. The ones who have been holding on to the little thrones of power are going to find themselves in a world of hurt also.

We’re not making anything happen. You aren’t making anything happen, but the power that they used to drink has now turned poisonous. The very power that they rely on, the very drink that they take in every day is now a poison.

You’re going to find it continuing to happen in the churches. Thank god for that (laughter) for they have held power of government, power of money, power of sexual energy and power of spirit and consciousness, and when they drink in their power it’s going to explode their bowels. It’s going to destroy from the very inside what they have been abusing for so very long. There’s going to be stories that come out about those who have held the religious power and the trust and the faith of the people and what they’re really like – the demons that they really are.

I’m sorry. Tobias doesn’t ... he brings it to you gentler, I’m just putting it out on the table. I had a very, very long few weeks of negotiations. I show up sometimes as a cat – one of my new favorites. You know, humans are so funny. They think a cat is so harmless. (laughter)

At our meetings in Paris earlier today I showed up as me and I shocked the crap out of some of these power people, these bankers, these bureaucrats, these politicians who recognize me as Saint-Germain from other lifetimes. They couldn’t quite figure it out – “Where do I know you from?” – and I could only smile. I said, “You know me from hell” (laughter and audience applause) “and that’s right where you’re going back.” (more laughter)

Dear, dear Shaumbra, what you are seeing right now is a farewell to power, the loss of power, power as the poison on Earth right now. It is sweeping across every institution of power. You are going to see it in even things like universities and schools, in the police departments, in the militaries, because what used to be the very thing that sustained them is now going to be the thing that collapses them.

You’re going to see, in this shift, well, you’re going to see chaos. I won’t sugarcoat that one. You’re going to see it all around. Some of you are going to experience it as close as your own families and friends. They’re going to lose things. They’re going to be in pain and suffering – at least the illusion of it. They’re going to wonder where God is, and that’s going to be the most difficult of all the questions. You’re going to see them on their hands and knees praying and praying and praying, getting themselves into a frenzy, because they derive power off of a false god every time they prayed to it. They weren’t praying to God, they were praying for power. And when they pray now, they’re going to be drinking in the poison of Old Energy and it’s going to have to change them.

Let’s take a deep breath. Take a deep breath.

As you were standing behind the short wall watching the poison of power make its way across the Earth; as you see the assassination of European leaders in the very near future; as you see major Earth shifts, the earthquakes that have been predicted for a long time – they are going to happen, Shaumbra, before your eyes – understand it is the loss of power.

This isn’t because people have been evil. Humans – humans are good. Humans have hearts. Humans are filled with love and hope, but a few have tried to take it away and it won’t work anymore. A few are trying to hold back a transition into a new consciousness where power is not needed or wanted. They’re trying to hold on and it will be their undoing.

You’re going to see riots in the streets, burnings of cities. You’re going to see people getting diseases, sicknesses, that spread far too fast for modern science to catch up with it. You’re going to see some dark days, and it’s not the end of the world.

Time to Be Who You Are

I’m going to ask each one of you to remember to trust yourself, to understand that you don’t need power, that you don’t need that old energy. I’m going to ask each one of you to stand up and be the messenger that you are. You’ve endured many hard years of your own preparation for exactly the time we are living in. You are the ones who they are going to come to for listening. Listening. They’ll need somebody that will just listen to them – not spewing out rhetoric, not performing any certain type of rituals or crystal healings or any of the rest of that. They’re going to need a listener.

They’re going to need somebody to help them to breathe because, as Tobias has said before, they’re going to be in a state of shock. They are going to think they are living in an apocalyptic time. It will feel that way for many. But again, mark my words here, I’m not predicting the end of the world, I’m predicting grand changes and I’m predicting the dissolving of power.

You’re going to have experiences that are going to be a bit frightening where the literal power – your electricity – goes out, not just in one small city, but across an entire country or countries. And you’re going to wonder what is happening because, you see, your world is set up on a literal power grid fed by things like nuclear and coal and other resources. But you have a powered Earth so you’re also going to see collapses of some of the power grids that you have. Oh, they’ll be restored after a period of time, but they will go out in a very unusual and mysterious way in different parts of the world.

And I want every one of you to stop at that point, and if you blame it on the aliens (laughter), I’m going to have to have a long talk. I’m going to send you back to spiritual kindergarten. (Linda says, “Spiritual kindergarten?!” audience laughs)

Shaumbra, you’re going to see things that you have never seen before, and it doesn’t have to affect you. It doesn’t have to throw you off. Actually, it really can’t, because you’ve let go of power. You’ve come back to you, the Source, the God within. You’ve gotten yourself off of the grid, so to speak, the grid of Old Energy human consciousness. Remember we had to tear some of you off the grid about three years ago! Let go of that grid of human consciousness, even the grid of spiritual consciousness, because you are your own grid. So while you’re going to see these things around you, they are not going to affect you because you’re not holding onto power like others in the world are right now.

Speaking of happenings, you’re going to see what many will term visitations – lights in the sky – very unusual patterns, the likes of which have not been seen before. These are not the aliens. These are the new consciousnesses of humanity coming in. They will be perceived as lights in the sky, not just at night, but during the day. They’ll be perceived as very interesting shifts, mostly as light energy, but as other types of energy as well. Some will interpret this through the mind and the eyes as alien beings, but it’s your New Energy, your divinity and the new consciousness of humanity coming in. Don’t go back to the old power ways of giving yourself just to the aliens.

You are the messengers. You are the ones you’ve been waiting for.

Indeed, there will be the consciousness of dimensions, of planets, of other places that are coming in to watch and observe, but they’re not coming in to rescue. They’re not coming in with the answers, because you have it. You will feel the energy of spiritual families. You will feel the energies of the new Earth and the many other new Earths that are starting to form, and the energies of the incoming Crystals and the new ones as they get closer and closer to Earth. They are able to get closer because the veil is thinner. They will get closer also in the times of drama and change, but remember they are not the ones sent here to save you.

You don’t need a savior. You are the ones you’ve been waiting for.

You do not have to worry about things like clothing and food and shelter because those things will be there for you. You don’t have to worry about saving the world. You’ve tried that before in other lifetimes and it backfires. You are a sovereign being here on Earth right now to be a listener, to be a visionary, to be one who helps others breathe and help others see that they don’t need the power anymore either.

You’re going to have a tendency to become fearful, to get caught in the drama, because it will be thick. I’m going to ask you to remember who you are. I’m going to ask you to remember that there is this thing called the Shaumbra Service Center that you helped to create that you can go to anytime for your own rejuvenation.

Some of you have asked, some of you have been impatient and said, “So Tobias, Saint-Germain, you said that they will come to your door, they will come to you. Where are the ones who are going to come to me?” We’re telling you get ready for them because they are coming. The ones who have felt the rug pulled out from underneath them, who feel like they’re living in a nightmare that they never wanted to live in. They will come to you.

New Potentials

It will be four difficult years for humanity and then you’re going to see a new dawn. You’re going to see the new age that you and others have been working on out in the other realms. You’re going to see it come manifest to Earth. You’re going to see a lot of the old leave and the ones that haven’t left will be changed. You’re going to see a lot of the new ones coming in.

I’d like to take a moment here with Shaumbra all around the world right now. I want you to be together in this space, to create a vision and a potential. This doesn’t mean creating a mental vision. A true vision comes from the feelings and the heart. You don’t have to try to create a mental picture of what things are going to look like.

I want you to feel a potential for humanity. I don’t want you to be thinking on a detailed list that every human needs to have a bowl of Wheaties and comfortable shoes and a car to drive. Those are things from the mind. A true vision comes from the feeling.

I want you to stop for a moment. Recount one of your own experiences in your life, a feeling that was complete and happy. It could have been a day on the beach, walking through a forest, just driving in your car. I want you to feel that.

See, that’s a feeling. Feel into it.

(pause)

In that feeling there’s generally a sense of completeness, being content and not needing anything at that moment. That’s why you feel content and complete. In that very special moment that you may remember now, everything was there. Everything was balanced in that moment. It’s a feeling of peacefulness. It’s a feeling where you didn’t need power. It was just you.

Now, let’s join together in a vision for humanity, and before we do, I want to make a few rude comments. There are groups of people, individuals all around the world who try to have these visions for humanity as they call it, but what they really are is very hard and fast desires. They’re taking their will, they’re taking even their limitations and placing it on other humans. They sit in prayer groups. They chant in meditation groups. They are inflicting their will onto other people. We’re not going to do that, because that, dear friends, was a power game. It was a power game because it was inflicting their beliefs, their desires, their insecurities, even their wishes on others.

What we’re doing as New Energy visionaries is creating a potential. We’re not inflicting it on anybody, we’re not pushing it on anybody. What we are doing is sending out a feeling, a consciousness as a potential for other humans to embrace if they choose it. The ones who are losing their power right now and will be left with little or nothing may walk into this potential, may walk into this new powerless way. We’re not trying to create a world in our Old Energy vision. We’re trying to open up and expand a vision through the feelings that others can embrace if they choose.

Right now if you look at the potential that is out there in the near future, it can look pretty bleak. There’s been a loss of trust and therefore hope. So the potentials that come forward, the ones that most humans see now, appear to be very dark and very negative. What we’re going to do is create a potential, if they want to choose it, where power is not needed, where abuse is a thing of the past, where the completeness comes from within each and every.

So let’s take a deep breath ...

(pause)

... and without any force, without any power, without mental I’m going to ask our very gifted and talented musicians, Einat and Gerhard, to come up and play, to help carry this through the music, to help carry this potential into tomorrow and the next day and the next for those humans who are ready for a new consciousness.

As the music plays let yourself expand. Let yourself feel. Let yourself be the messenger for the next four years.

[Music plays]

Breathe in deeply, Shaumbra. Let us create a vision for tomorrow, the feeling, the consciousness that others may associate with, bringing into their lives the fulfillment, the divine, the completion, letting go of the power, moving truly into new consciousness.

Observe, Let Go and Trust

As we now move into this next very important time in your lives, just a few simple things as we stand here behind the short wall. You could say the bottom line is that the power is leaving. We’re saying farewell, and all things that you see now, all things that you observe that you might have otherwise judged as negative or bad, now observe how it’s just the power leaving. Observe how the power is it’s own poison to those who insist on drinking it in, because it’s trying to tell them to let go. There’s something of a grander magnitude.

In your own lives you know well enough now to stay out of the drama, stay out of blaming yourself. In your own lives right now keep things simplified. Simplify. Do that in a very physical way with your surrounding. Do that in your mind. Do that in all things in your life. By keeping things simplified, you’re going to find it much, much easier to move through these times. Less will stick on you. I’m not talking about throwing out everything you own. I’m talking about keeping it simple.

A lot of your consciousness right now goes towards managing a lot of details. I want you to take a look at things in your life: Are they necessary or not? I’m not just talking about the physical, but the mental things, the beliefs, all things in your life. Are they really necessary? Are they really serving you?

I want you to take a look also how much you are still treating your mind as a power center. Most of you have let the large part of that go. You’ve allowed yourself to open up into the divine and into the imagination, but you still rely on the mind as a central power center. Are you ready to let that go also? It can be frightening because you say “The mind is all I have.” But that in itself is the trickery of that power center. You have and you are so much more if you would just trust who you are and let it in.

What you have seen here in these past few weeks is a beginning. There’ll be more, it will be coming from many different directions. I’m not predicting doom and gloom, I’m predicting mass change. I’m predicting those who hold onto power are going to find that it’s a very, very unpleasant poison. And those who insist on being the victims of those with power are going to find it’s time to let that Old Energy go also.

Take a deep breath. Life is good. It truly is.

I Am That I Am Adamus Saint-Germain. We will see you soon.

Now the Good News

[From the Q&A following Shoud 3]

I Am That I Am Adamus Saint-Germain, and you’ve come back for more! (laughter)

But actually, Shaumbra, now for the good news. The good news I can explain through a simple formula. It’s a formula of physics that I helped to co-write with Einstein and this formula is very simple:

“The collapse of power leads to waves of turbulence that cause a tense void, which leads to new awareness.”

Hmmm, indeed. Now you can write out some long dreary mathematical formula, but this is a simple, what you would call, spiritual physics.

So what is happening right now is that you are seeing power centers collapse, and you will continue to see them, and it’s going to frighten many people. They have been invested into these power centers – financially, from a control standpoint, from an entitlement standpoint – but these centers are going to start collapsing. That will send out waves of turbulence, which will elicit fear, drama, overreaction by people all around the world.

But this will create such an energy dynamic that it creates a type of void, and in the void people don’t know what to do. They are searching for answers everywhere but there does not seem to be anything at the moment. And I say it is a tense void because, well, it is tension all around it. It was created out of tension. And this void doesn’t want to remain as a void so the energy that is involved in it is going through a transmutation process all around the void, but in the center it seems to be nothing and people are going to feel this.

The bottom line is when that void – it doesn’t necessarily collapse, it actually transmutes – and the transmutation invites in awareness or what you would call new consciousness on a very, very high level. It will come rushing in, streaming in like water when a dam is broken, and what you’re going to see is some very, very fast and very efficient solutions.

There’s going to be, what I would term, a new social society – not to be mistaken with socialism or communism – but a social society that is actually looking at the social concerns and the social needs. But the new social society will also not let the victims feed off of it in the old way that they have been doing in the past. A social society will recognize the sovereignty of each and every person, but also the compatibility or the cooperation between sovereign beings.

You’re going to see very, very fast new solutions to the global financial situation. You’re going to see a new banking system emerge that is very cooperative, that is not power-based but it is a fluid exchange basis.

You’re going to see things that we have talked about recently – the very rapid development of new food sources and nutrition sources for this planet. You’re going to see medical developments that will come about at astounding rates to solve some of the Old Energy issues of cancer, AIDS, and some of these other things that basically were a result of the imbalanced energy of the Old Energy power.

You’re going to see brilliant solutions to what you would call your fuel crisis or your energy crisis on Earth that, when discovered, are going to seem so apparent. It’s going to have people scratching their heads wondering why they didn’t see it before. These solutions are going to be clean and efficient and abundant. They’re going to fall into the same overall pattern of not having to have power and to bring a sovereignty back to the individual people.

When I use the term power I’m referring to a physics that has to do with opposing charges – negative and positive. For so long the consciousness of Earth has been based on this. It has what has built the Earth. It has reached a maturity and a point where power in the old sense of opposing, colliding energies doesn’t need to exist any more. Plus, though there are many who have bought into or invested in the whole power scheme, they are going to find that they truly don’t need it.

The answers to so many of the questions about the origins of Earth itself and the answer to questions about the dimensions and about the time and space itself are going to come as a result of this new awareness. There’s going to be a few difficult jurors in front of you, in front of all of us. There’s going to be panic and fear, there’s going to be accusations and finger pointing, and there’s going to be attempts to hold onto power. Anytime that you hear of people saying that we should go back to the good old days, substitute it with saying, “I should continue to have and control power.” That’s all it means.

You’re in for the most incredible part of your journey here on Earth in this lifetime, the part that you have been rehearsing for in the other realms, that you’ve been preparing for in every different way in your life right now. It is a time for you, the messengers, to come forward – not to preach and to evangelize, not to tell people how you were right or they were wrong, but to be there as a Standard of new consciousness. Because when this void is filled and the awareness comes in, it’s going to need people like you to be the ones who are integrated, who are grounding it, and who are acting in a reasonable and high consciousness fashion. My hat’s off to each and every one of you for the work that you do.

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You are NOT SHEEP! You are NOT Victims!

You are NOT SHEEP! You are NOT Victims! You are where you are because you have not asked--no, demanded anything otherwise. God did not make "them" any different than you. You were not given any less or created with any inferior components. Your outward appearance DOES NOT MATTER. Your upbringing, social status, religion--doesn't matter. What occurred was, you became complacent and that is a very dangerous place to linger. While "they" were scheming, planning, conniving, and buildling, you did nothing. It wasn't protection you needed but passion-driven direction. Personal involvement. Where are your watchdog committees? Who is out there minding the store? "Your store?!!

 

Now, at any point you cantake back your life, your dreams, your personal control, but it won't happen while you are pacified with the television on and your bodies/minds are clogged up with fast-food chemicals and poisoned water. You have become dulled and numb. Well, liven up.

 

Muster the courage, drive, and passion that it will take to make the necessary changes and take back control, and it will take strong bodies and strong, alert, thinking minds. Do you have the will and what it takes, sitting around whining and complaining about bad guys this or injustices that. Take aim. Get organized. Start to see the bigger picture because that bigger picture is about to rear its ugly head and you will not be given the right to whine or complain or organize or protest or take up arms. Man or marshmallow? Your future depends solely on you.

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Leonardo da Vinci's curse

Leonardo da Vinci felt he was cursed

 

when discovering truth of man and mystery

 

he charged forward, spending his youth

 

unraveling the myths of science, magic, and history

 

He drew, he sang, he invented and spun

 

provide wonders and gadgets so the day would be won

 

but with age he grew tired, and saw those abusing his gifts

 

and it twisted and turned, made him sick, gave him fits,

 

and on his death bed, when he sought for a sign

 

He should have realized:

 

to be given truth and knowledge is a gift of the divine

 

to hide it within us kills our insides

 

so instead of hiding in fear and disgust

 

share what you know, try to believe in the US!

 

 

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Muse - House of the Rising Sun

There is a house in New Orleans
They call the Rising Sun
Well it's been the ruin of many a poor boy
And God, I know, I'm one

Well Mother, tell your children 
Not to do what I have done
Or you'll spend your life in sin and misery
In the house of the Rising Sun 

Well there is a house in New Orleans
They call the Rising Sun
Well it's been the ruin of many a poor boy
And God, I know, I'm one
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The paranoia is in bloom, the PR
Transmissions will resume, they'll try to
Push drugs, keep us all dumb down and hope that
We will never see the truth around, so come on

Another promise, another scene, another
Package not to keep us trapped in greed with all the
Green belts wrapped around our minds and endless
Red tape to keep the truth confined, so come on

They will not force us
And they will stop degrading us
And they will not control us
We will be victorious, so come on

Interchanging mind control, come let the
Revolution take its toll, if you could
[ From: http://www.elyrics.net/read/m/muse-lyrics/uprising-lyrics.html]
Flick a switch and open your third eye, you'd see that
We should never be afraid to die, so come on

Rise up and take the power back, it's time that
The fat cats had a heart attack, you know that
Their time is coming to an end, we have to
Unify and watch our flag ascend, so come on

They will not force us
They will stop degrading us
They will not control us
We will be victorious, so come on

Hey, hey, hey, hey
Hey, hey, hey, hey
Hey, hey, hey, hey

They will not force us
They will stop degrading us
They will not control us
We will be victorious, so come on

Hey, hey, hey, hey

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Love Storm

Ok.  I'm big on context.  So I'm going to write about the events leading to the attack of the blues on me, as well as how I was attacked by some higher, and stranger entities.

 

This was all done through the power of love.  Please remember that.

 

I was meditating on Anush.  She had been teaching me more advanced Astral Projection techniques and I was practicing.  I decided I would visit Anush in south africa, just to see if I could.

 

I was able to locate her balcony, and then I was able to find her sleeping, so I smiled and gently brushed her hair, as I did not want to go to far on this first attempt.

 

Little did I know this would lead to a multidimensional fiasco.

 

When I was sharing some of my energy, I noticed a foreign energy, and found a small dark demon that was living in Anush's physical body causing her to feel physical pain.  I stretched the demon apart to the point of ripping it into annihilation, and gave it a choice - die or leave and never return.

 

The demon decided to leave.

 

When the demon dissipated, I noticed an eye closing behind the portal the demon had just exited through.  This demon was being controlled or viewed from another plane, so I burst through the eye to it's destination, and destroyed all the equipment there.  I believe at that point I was attacked by a number of cloaked ships, so I transformed immediately into my phoenix form.

 

Phoenix form is fun to fight in.  Energy beams from the ship would merely seperate my phoenix form into multiple forms, so all they would do as they fired upon me was release more difficult to track phoenix's, all of which were me.

 

I may have destroyed a couple of ships, but they attacked me first.

 

I regained my full phoenix form, and flew towards the earth (I had been somewhere near saturn)

 

Upon reaching the earth, I increased my speed, crashed through the outer plane of the earth and infused the earths core with my essence, releasing an explosion of golden particles that spanned the entire globe, touching all within it.

 

I then flew back to south africa, maintaining my phoenix form, and sprinkled gold dust on Anush's house, as a way to protect her from dark forces.

 

And that is when I was attacked by the blues.

 

The were hiding in the surrounding area of the house, they attacked me directly, swiftly, and with determination.

 

I did not have time to react with thought - I could only react with instinct.

 

Ignoring their attacks, I shot 2 beams of pure white light through the heart chakras of the two oncoming blue warriors.  They disappeared into their realm in white flash and crackle.

 

I then followed them to their realm, pursuing the stalkers and would-be attackers.  I had warned them, as had anush, of the consequences of messing with the free will of love.

 

I burst through into their realm, spearing myself as a grand beam of lightning through the heart chakras of any blues that tried to attack me without hesitation.  Any blue touched by the white light of purity was cleansed, and turned from blue with a black border to white with a grey border.

 

Any blue who attacked a white entity created through this process would feel the same effect.

 

Any blue who resisted this love "attack" had their senses and powers stripped from them.

 

Being satisfied that I had taught the "all powerful" blues a proper lesson, I exited their portal and created a white barrier around it, so that only those entities that understood and accepted love could enter.  The outside of the barrier was housed with atomic bombs with white entity shells contained inside - should a blue be destroyed through whatever process, it would be reincarnated through one of these white bodies.

 

If the blues joined together to try to force themselves out, their plane would implode and the shells will be filled with the souls of the departing blues.  There will be no destruction, only rebirth.

 

Satisfied with my punishment, I stepped out of their realm and sealed the portal.

 

I then ascended to the highest level of consciousness, feeling the energy of the the stabilizing love energy surrounding it. I find myself in the circle, plucking strings to release the tones of love throughout the cosmos.

 

There was a small sharp toothed black entity that was mawing on me, distracting me from my playing.  I shrugged it off a couple of times, but it would just waddle back making a strange complaining noise and then jump to naw at my arm again.

 

so I decided to let it help me finish a tune

 

I played a couple of notes but left the last couple out

 

the monster stopped, curious

 

I played the notes again, and looked at it inquisitevely.

 

It played two additional notes, jumped up, giggled, and looked up at me smiling.

 

I played the notes he added in addition to the original ones.

 

and the dark creature jumped up in joy, started to dance, and turned a brilliant glowing gold.

 

I stopped playing, fascinated, and the creature returned to it's dark state and started to complain again.

 

So I gave it a small lute from which it could play the notes, to remind me of the tune it would like to hear.

 

Joyfully, the small black creature took the lute and started playing his tune.

 

I joined in, and he immediately turned back into shimmering gold, and went off dancing around the circle.

 

I sat there, playing the music and watching as he waddled away in joy.

 

what a delightful little creature.  I will have to pay attention to all the creatures, dark or light, that are just looking for their own version of love.

 

I will not be as harsh as before.  The blues have served as an example, and are now helping bring about the necessary changes in love.

 

Such a happy time to be alive =)

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A Gift of Love for the remaining Blues

I have been thinking.

 

I know it was right to be as aggressive as I was with the Blues.

 

They have only understood power for so long, it was difficult for them to see another light.

 

So I visited them again this morning on my commute to work.

 

I opened a portal into the land of the blues and entered.

 

It was no longer a black background with blue celestial beings.  It was a white background with white love filled celestials working together as a communal whole.  But there were still Blues trapped inside.  They were frightened.

 

Rae was right.  A cage is a harsh prison.  It was necessary at the time, but I should at least put the key within their grasp.

 

I let out a bellowing voice:

 

Where are the remaining blues.  Why do you fear me?  Come to me, please.

 

Blues from all around their realm started to show.

 

They were bent over, spines bent forward, in a cowarding position.

 

I had really scared them by taking away their power.  I started to feel bad.

 

Which means it the punishment was over.

 

I had punished them as children since they were acting as such.  Now they are listening.  So I speak.

 

"Where is the leader of the Blues.  The one you respect most."

 

What would have been a large towering blue giant approached me as a young man, strong, but nowhere near the image of power he and all his people were used to.

 

I asked him: "What are you afraid of?"

 

Blue: "I am frightened of this change.  I do not understand it and it is being forced upon me"

 

Zann: "I am sorry my friend, but it was necessary.  For a long time the blues have known only power, but the stabilizing agent of love is a universal truth now, and it must be accepted for your power to remain."

 

I grin widely.  I realize the blues have already changed.  They just need a guiding light.

 

"You do not need to fear this change, brother, for it is a gift, not a curse.  It will free you from this pain.  Do you wish to feel this pain as you have been?"

 

Blue: "No, my brother, I do not wish to feel this pain anymore.  This pain is alien to me, and I wish to understand it."

 

My grin widens, and I plant my feet firmly as I open my heart chakra, take out a small white orb of pure white love, and lean my hand out for him to take it.

 

Zann: "Here my brother.  This is the answer you seek.  Place it in your heart chakra and feel the truth.  If you feel I am wrong, you can remove it.  There are no chains here."

 

The Elder of the Blues stared at the orb, than looked into my eyes, frightened but curious.

 

My smile continued beaming, as did my eyes.  I truly love it when a soul is about to accept love for the first time.  It is such a magical moment

 

He held my gaze for a moment, than looked back at his frightened fellow blues.  They were all looking at him for knowledge.  They were in such pain.

 

He sighed, returned his eyes to the orb, took it in his fingers, and placed it in his heart.

 

In a FLASH of brilliant white light he was transformed into a brilliant white being with a translucent grey outline.

 

Still smiling, I say: "How do you feel"

 

Blue Elder, with tears in his eyes: "I feel - beautiful.  I.....*sob*...........thank you.......I..........*

 

His voice trailed away as he started to shudder.  I felt tears well up in my eyes as well.

 

The Blue Elder turned to look at his people, and smiled, and started walking towards them, opening his heart chakra and taking out a small white orb to offer to those who would ask for answers.

 

What a beautiful scene.

 

With tears freely flowing from my eyes, I teleport away from the land of the blues

 

and return to my manhattan bound D train in my morning commute.

 

Loving sure is fun. X )

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

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So much for "The Blues"

I warned them.

 

Did they listen?

 

nope.

 

so.

 

they are no longer the blues.

 

The are trapped in their own domain.

 

they can now only see love.

 

they have built their own prison, and until they accept love, they will remain in their cage.

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Einstein's love for Marilyn Monroe

Einstein loved Marilyn Monroe.

 

She was everything a woman could be.

 

How could she love a man like me?

 

I will find out and see.

 

So I shared my ideas, the thoughts within me

 

in hopes that she'd see

 

what I hoped to be.

 

But frightened instead,

 

she ran from the scene,

 

and destruction ensued

 

and consumed all that was me.

 

 

 

To hate oneself for sharing truth

 

is to destroy the purpose of our youth

 

Einstein hated himself, acting the kid,

 

but forgives himself now as Marilyn did.

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Perfection of the cube

 

the circle of life

 

1st dimension through 13th back to 1st (higher dimension could be 12 - then culminating into 13 - detail not important for concept)

 

A line that is straight that meets itself to form a circle but never meets itself, as the highest dimension is the foundation of the lowest, and since there is space between all matter, the circle is always complete, yet never complete.

 

Each shape of string theory represents a component of the circle that is a line that maintains its existence

These elements bend in accordance to each other

Love to destruction

Destruction to love

As necessary to keep the circle flowing

 

There is no pain without pleasure

There is no hate without love

There is no darkness without light

There is everything because otherwise there would be nothing.

 

And we choose everything =)

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From Lucid Dreaming to Astral Projection

From Lucid Dreaming to Astral Projection

 

If you have mastered lucid dreaming, you can easily use this ability to make astral traveling easier and more natural for you. Below is one method to help you do so.

 

Before sleeping, give yourself a suggestion. (Clear the mind, then think something like "I will walk from the dream realm to the astral" or something like that, then focus on that suggestion as you drift into sleep). Once you become lucid, you can use several methods to go into the astral/OBE from there. But the easiest one when you are first trying it out is to go to a high place in the dream (a rooftop, balcony, tree, ledge, cliff, etc) and jump off. As you fall you will snap into the astral. You can also crash in a car or a vehicle like that.

 

Usually, the first place you will be in the nonphysical is you bedroom, looking at your physical body. Keep your first travel brief so you can remember it when you awake immediately. Better your first be short and successful that longer and vague or unclear. You want to awake sure of the fact that it was an OBE and not a lucid dream.

 

Once you master this method, you can start simply giving yourself the suggestion- then when you become lucid in a dream, you can just focus on your desire to enter the astral realm, and you will be there.

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Elders and Idiots

This is going to be short.

 

I just read something which I did not enjoy.

 

Excerpts from The Protocols of the Learned Elders of Zion:

 

"It is understood that the brain reservoir of the king must correspond in capacity to the plan of government it has to contain. It is for this reason that he will ascend the throne not otherwise than after examination of his mind by the aforesaid learned elders."

 

"Sensuality worse than all else disorganizes the capacities of the mind and clearness of views, distracting the thoughts to the worst and most brutal side of human activity."

 

 

ARE YOU DAFT???

 

If you are implying that sensuality needs to be stricken from the mind of the king in order to ascend to the throne, you are sorely mistaken.  You misunderstand your role as protectors of the truth.  You will pay the price for it.

 

I'm going to hunt each and every one of you down and put a nuclear love bomb in your heart, seal it, and let it rip your old beliefs to shreds.

 

If you don't like it, bring it on.

 

I dare you.

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An Explosion of Love in the Land of the Blues

Apparently I do my best meditation with water, because I've been getting all sorts of answers every time I ask them in the shower.

 

Must have something to do with my personal affinity for the fluid characteristics of this element.

 

I drop instantly into my garden.  Doors are not necessary.  I have questions.  I wouldn't mind some answers.

 

I have been thinking about the beings that had attacked Anush's garden.

 

They had brutally entered the garden, destroyed many things, including cherished ones (no worries, all was restored after the fact), and sat waiting for anush to return.

 

When Anush arrived, and saw the devastation, she asked what they wanted.  It was obvious they were there to convey some sort of message.  Might as well get straight to the point.

 

They did not want Anush to find her twin flame in the physical.  They told her so.  They also informed her that they were the original ascended, and that she could not touch them.  They were "all powerful".  She was to stop her teachings, as was Reiz, and she was to avoid accepting me in the physical.

 

Anush disagreed with them and destroyed them.

 

They deserve what they got, and more in my opinion.

 

Needless to say, Anush was very upset.  

 

Needless to say, I was too.

 

She restored the garden, increased security, and that was that in her mind.  She showed them that they were not in charge, no matter how much they would like to think so.

 

I did not think this was enough, however.  Something else seemed necessary.

 

I felt something stir in me.

 

I explored it.  It grew, and grew, and I realized it was an explosive energy that would demand release.  

 

And it had already decided on it's target.

 

In my heart, an energy reaction of nuclear proportions was building up.  The target: the plane of the blues.

 

Celestials think they know so much, but they have never understood the power of the human spirit and will.

 

I decided then it was time to teach them another lesson.

 

I opened a portal to the land of the blues - a small slit in the 3rd dimension leading straight to theirs, and I allowed the energy to flow smoothly from my heart into their land, pulling from the glowing bomb in my chest and recreating itself in their dimension.

 

I increased the power as the passion within me surged.  Finally, as I felt it crest, I cut the connection from my heart, smoothed over the portal to close it, and released the energy in a huge blast of pure, blinding, deafening white light.

 

I released a love nuke in the land of the blues.

 

I knew it wouldn't hurt them.  But I sought to understand what all of this meant.

 

So I call out to my elder Kal, who appeared in front of me in my Garden.  He was smiling, as usual, since I rarely seek his advice regarding matters.  Usually, when I do, it is because the physical me is accessing another memory.

 

I ask Kal: "I am curious about the land of the blues.  Who were they?"

 

Kal: The ascended (the blues) are the first living beings to ascend from 3rd dimensional reality to the higher realms.

 

Zann: Why did they attack Anush's garden?

 

Kal: They do not understand how ascension can work without destruction.  In the past, the enlightened ascended and those that would not acknowledge the truth were kept at lower densities.

 

Kal: This time, however, love is reaching those who would normally require destruction for purification, which has never happened before, and therefore the course of ascension is beginning to take a new route.  One of love in place of needless destruction.

 

Zann: You mean to say we are changing destiny as it was understood by the blues? the first ascended beings?  that's a lot to handle.  How can I know this is true?  

 

At this moment, I realize I need a second opinion.  And I also realize I had not yet met my Guardian when conscious from my physical self.  I wanted to a) know who he was and b) confirm what Kal was saying.

 

I ask out loud for my guardian to show himself because I need his assistance.

 

At that moment, my uncle Bruce, from this lifetime, appears before me.  I had a suspicion there was a reason I considered him as a father figure!  But it didn't help me knowing who he was in the physical - my uncle died years ago.  I needed to know what his name was in higher dimensions.

 

Elron.  My guardian is Elron.

 

Elron confirmed what I had said.  That a new course for existence was being created, a new den, and that this was one based on love, not destruction.  He further explained that the blues would not understand this yet as it is outside of their universal experience.  

 

Zann: I understand.  What about the nuke I blew up in their realm. I know it won't harm them, but what affect can love have on celestials?

 

Kal: Is it harmful? hahaha not at all.

 

But it blinds you if your heart does not see truth.

 

It deafens you if your ears do not hear truth.

 

It sears you if your body does not feel truth.

 

 

Anush had struck at the bodies of the blues, and I had struck at their hearts.

 

There is no stopping the new tide.  The sun will rise with the moon, and a new beginning based on love will flourish!

 

Take that blues!

 

 

 

 

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Healing on the Commute to Work

I have been feeling very energized.

 

Suffice it to say that new things in my life have me feeling like a new man =)

 

So, sitting in my bubble of contentment on the Manhattan-bound D train, I noticed what looked like a broken down, ragged transit or police worker.  He seemed to be staring directly at my heart. 

 

What?  

 

Some guy is staring directly at my heart.  

 

I wonder why?

 

Must be all the crazy energy that is forcefully bellowing out of my heart chakra.  It has never felt this alive and stable at the same time.

 

Ok.  If he wants some of that energy, he can have it.

 

I close my eyes, smiling, because I think this kind of stuff is fun, and I send a beam of light energy from my heart chakra to his - and I let it drain my slowly while I "fill his heart with love" so to speak.  I could tell he was running on empty.

 

I opened my eyes after having drained most of my energy - I was falling asleep - and noticed something odd!

 

He had moved from the side to directly opposite and in front of me.

 

And he was crying - looking off into space.  He was deep in AP - undoubtedly reconciling old feelings of love lost or something else he identifies with it.

 

I was shocked.  I knew we had connections through energy, but this was unexpected.

 

I was worried that he would forget this feeling - as he had been without it for so long, so I crafted a cage of light around his heart, and then allowed it to fuze into the outer muscle of his heart, creating a form of light armor.  For some reason, I felt this would keep his dark instincts from overwhelming him, allowing his heart to grow slowly but surely.

 

I was also worried that I had been to forceful - too much energy to fast - so I did my best to connect the rest of his chakras to his reinforced heart chakra and helped stabilize it until it flowed smoothly.

 

At that point, I really wished I had studied more of those runes and symbols anush had mentioned - I really should not be delving into this kind of magick without being prepared.  I could hurt somebody unintentionally, or make a change by mistake without going the proper protections or safeguards.

 

But I've always been one to dive into something new and unexpected =) so I'm not surprised

 

I'll try to be more careful next time lol

 

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