http://gizmodo.com/5885766/i-have-never-seen-anything-like-these-tornadoes-on-the-surface-of-the-sun

Thought I'd share an article & video that I just saw and wanted to share it with everyone.

I am very amazed by the video, and apologize if it's already been shared in the past.

I've been a member of this site since last summer.  And honestly, I don't post at all.  (I posted once)  And yet, I log on every day.  Why? There are various reasons why this site continues to be something I check on a regular basis.

I think the most important reason is because the site resonates with me.  Alot of the information on this site is wrong, factually or otherwise. (example, one user posted something about the landmass of Canada not existing).  However, that does not mean that it is right to immediately disregard information  Because for whatever reason, this information is being shared for a purpose  And it is up to every one of us to determine the truth for ourselves. And in many ways, this truth may be different for all of us.

Another reason frequent this site is because I love it.  I love knowing that I am not alone, that there are others out that that feel and embrace things the way I do.  It is very comforting, even if I am faced with the truth of our physical reality because of it. 

And then of course, there is the fact that I want to know what is going on.  And I no longer trust (for reasons we are all aware of) the establishment to provide me with the information I need.  And when something occurs that I feel will affect my family, I want to know so that I can react appropriately.  And the only way to do this is, by not fearing the thing in which you are reacting to. Various sources deliver (in my mind) a fundamental truth, and that is that we can not live in fear.  That doesn't mean that we should 'bathe' in the negative, but to remain ignorant of it is just as dangerous, in my opinions.

And finally, I am glad that you are all here.  And I hope that someday soon, the love that I feel on this website will move beyond its borders, beyond the realm that it is currently limited to, and allow our society to finally embrace what we truly are.

Live and Act in Love,

Tom

The reason I'm here right now is not because I believe in "The Awakening Movement".  Nor do I, Honestly, believe in the GFL or a hollow earth, or many of the ideas that I have a very hard time 'understanding' or even attempting to work into my reality maps at the moment.

However, this site does resonate very greatly with me, and I don't know why.  So I've decided to stop fighting it, and just start talking.

So, as my first blog post, I guess I should do a brief introduction of myself.

I'm 29 years old.  I have a wife and three children.  I consider myself to be wise and smart, but I lack a lot of common sense sometimes.  And not at all like my wife.  I think it's because I see the world a lot differently than she does.  She is definally an opposite, as far as personality is concerned.  But that is a good thing, because I learn so much from her. But I love her more than I have ever loved anyone.  She is an amazing person, and she has made me a better person. However, she is very limited, spirtuality wise.  She is afraid of the unknown, and although she believes in God, she does not believe in any religion or belief structure. Which I have accepted from day one, and I let her live her own life.

I have been 'saved' as a Christian. Up untill I was about 22, i would have called myself Christian, albeit a 'hypocrital' one...  I did not follow everything that the Bible states that you should.  And I knew I didn't.  But I believed in God, and I believed in the good that it teaches.

At around 25, I started learning how to use Magick.  I became a Witch. (Pagan/Witchcraft).  I eventually was forced to stop my studies. The person I was learning from was my lover & daughter of my first child.  However, things didn't work out.  I could devote an entire blog on that subject, but I am no longer weighted down by the pain of my past.

However, It is important to state the following, for the point of this blog is an attempt to communicate my thoughts.

There was a time during my studies that still defines how I view the universe.... 

I remember being 'floored'.  I literally fell to the ground, and I felt one with Gaia, the Universe, whatever you want to call it. For a single moment, It felt as if everyone was flowing through me at once.

I have felt this sensation only one other time (and I do not remember it as vividly, but it was within the last year).

I have always felt that everyone is a giant web of life, and that we are all connected. These two occurances have only validated that feeling.

Right now, I don't know what to believe in. I think in alot of ways, we create our own reality.

Regardless of who is 'right and wrong', I feel that we all have the right to think and feel that way we choose to do so, as long as we do not cause harm to others in the process.

And right now....  I'm afraid that I'm in "Chapel Perilous", and I haven't quite figured out what the next step on my path is...

Just had a quick, thought, that I wanted to blog about.

I've been wandering these forums for a few months now.  I'm still very much trying to find myself. I have a very broad perspective, at the moment.  And I really haven't found anything to narrow it yet. I believe that we all create our own realities.  But it's gotten to the point where for every light, there is a darkness. For every Light Reality, there is a Dark Reality. 

Anyway, One thing that really got me thinking a previous blog entry by 1HappyKelly, stated "Losing Faith in 2012".

I found this entire thread to be very thought provoking because it mirrors how I have been feeling lately. And there were many different good replies that continued this thought process.

During my morning meditation (which included putting my 4 month old daughter to sleep while doing so ), something I feel very important came to me, and I felt the need to get it out.  So here it is:

Regardless of the final outcome, we will have a 'global consciousness'  moment, at the end of 2012. It will be an excellent time marker, regardless of the final outcome.  Because we will learn something, each in our own ways, at the very least.  And hopefully all of us, in the biggest way possible. 

But I have come to the conclusion that something will happen, there is just no way around it.  We, as human beings, have forced this. 

Even if nothing happens, we as a global mind are going to decide this.  Because so many people's minds are centered on what will happen next year. 

2012 is something that everyone knows about, be it through the movies, news, internet, pop culture, Maya Calender, Possible Biblical References, etc.

I feel that we all create our own reality, some of us more profoundly than others, but all as powerful.  And if that's the case, what occurs on 2012 will be created, by us.  In some fashion, or another.

And as such, every mind will make it's own 'reality' about the situation, At around the same time in a cosmic perspective. 

So, as humans, we will decide what happens.  And the Big Three, from my very limited perspective, are as follows:

1. Nothing.  No major earthshaking events. ( This is not to say that these events are not already occuring, or will be occuring in the near future due to things unknown to me)

2. Armageddon.  One of the end of the world realities will win out.  (Death is always followed by Life.  If the Earth needs to heal itself, I don't think we can stop her)

3. ? ? ? ? ?    This would be one of the infinite possibilities that are being created as we speak.  By this, I mean the Bible's Revelation, I mean Nirvana, I mean Void, I mean ET Disclosure, I meant Global Enslavement, I mean Zombie Jesus, I mean Superman, I mean anything being possible to occur.

I can only have faith in the Goddess, or God, or the Divine, or whatever you believe in, that regardless of the outcome, there is a cosmic plan. And one day, everyone will live in the light.

Personally, I am very confused and don't know what to believe in.  But I'm searching, and I am confident that I will find whatever it is that I'm looking for.

Myself, and I don't know what that is anymore. But I'm not really worried, because I know sometime in the near future, and that's fine.  I can continue to be patient, and to learn, and maybe soon I'll understand.

One last thing, I think this website & community is a very good source of looking at things from different points of view and giving people different possibilities to think about. 

-Salzy

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