Since 1999, I began a journey of my mind, body, spirit opening and since then I have believed that I am a part of something, something very spiritual and profound. Explaining something so profound and enlightening can be diffcult but I will do my best to explain a bit about me.

I have always seen things differently to everybody else, the things that have happened to me and things I have gone through nobody else I know goes through the same.

I have lots of déjà_vu’s and coincidences and remember many of my dreams. I also remember dreams from the past that come to me like a vision and some of these dreams seemed years previous.

I started seeing the number 333 in 2004 and still do.

Started seeing 11.11 in 2007 and still do.

See the number 27 and have done for about a year.

I would be thinking or wondering about something, turn the radio/tv or look at the paper and would hear/see something that gives confirmation of what I was thinking.

Hearing/seeing things and for the past few weeks been seeing like an aura over houses.

I have beliefs that anyone can be anyone and the deceased can walk about as alive as anyone else.

In one breath, I would say or read something and the next breath I have forgot it.

I believe UFO’s have been in the same skies as myself and we’ve both known of each others presence.

I believe everybody has their own path in life and each has their own thoughts but I get the feeling that some on Earth think the same and I feel these people are the older Souls of Earth and are the last parts of a jigsaw puzzle to come together but that day will only come after disclosure.

I feel like I am having a cooling period now and have done for 2 years. The little tests that I have been through have stopped and that I am just waiting for the time to come that I get shown all I have been through was to make me a stronger spirit.

I do not care much about having a social life; I spend alot of time in my house. There is only one person that I connect to, nobody understands me and think I am truly crazy with my beliefs. I feel my spirit is in hiding, there are so many people that are on a 'normal' level that I have to stoop to their level to fit in. This isn’t good for me because I feel angry that I cant be myself with so many that don’t understand me and anger isn’t good and it is holding me back from being the higher being that I know I am and can be.

I have been committed on several occasions because I’m misunderstood and I’ve had no power over what happened to me but having said that it was the time in hospital that I feel my spirit learnt alot so I wouldn’t change my past even if I could. I have been single since 1998, just cannot find anyone on my level. I feel more comfortable and at ease when I’m alone but then there has been times when I’ve been alone I’ve felt the most scared and fearful with what I see/hear/feel. I am anxious around people and do not like places where’s there is a crowd.

I read about lightworkers a couple years ago and cried when I read about them as I fitted in just right with what I read but then some aspects I didn’t.

How do you know if you’re a Lightworker?

Do I sound like one?

Is it normal for a Lightworker to eat and believe there’s a starving child’s spirit inside me and that I’m allowing her/him to taste the food.

Will there be one person on the Earth that everybody will look up to as they did with Jesus?

In the next year?