Here we are, reading another one of Lumis blogs..This isn't a super cool channeling nor is it material taken from the very bowels of some ancient library. These are my realizations and understandings for those who care to read them andperhaps an interesting thought or two here and there.Balance, pushing a door, and being aware of the pull on the other side ... the thing that always exists whetheryou see it immediately or not. Something we wish to achieve to become whole, the reason we keep incarnating over and over again, to become the balance that all is.I get caught up sometimes, in the things I want to happen. The person I want to be or the life I want to lead. Andmany times my thoughts are rewarded with a gentle reminder: 69It appears in a number that calls me soon after, the time, license plates, bus numbers and many more. The most common interpretation of the number is not G-Rated so let's skip that,another is it being the zodiac symbol for cancer... I see the tao (yinyang) :)A reminder for me to keep my balance!One time, I was thinking really concentrated about a girl... the possiblilities, the dreams come true...and was encountered by the number 666 (the number of the tram that pulled up)I googled what the number really means and read something along the lines of "giving too much attention tophysical matters, that I should concentrate on my spirituality and they will be as nothing anymore"I smiled to myself and knew "yes, I suppose I was only thinking of physical things rather than spiritual ones"The number 9 on the other hand is a divine, spiritual number6 & 9 = balanceso when I see it's like "remember to stay balanced yeh shmuck""but Lumi boo, where is this taking us?"well I have it vaguely in my mind but bear with me I'm not used to writing blogsSo we can imagine what "the number of the beast" can lead us to... the "mark of the beast" for one thing (barcodes) amongst superficial treasures and shallow values of a material kind. Things that are in no immediate way spiritual.Too much of this impairs the spiritual experience in life, you ask for proof of ghosts, physical evidence of non-physical things and more, you value a pair of shoes more than the energetic quality of food you eat.But what happens if we tip the scale the other way? Too much spirituality?We'll you become somewhat of a fuzzbal, put short. You don't want to function in this (yes, ugly) society just as a nihilist wouldn't want to take into account the existance of a soul. You just don't see much point in it.Luckily we aren't either extremes here :) but it serves as a good black/white example.An interesting analogy I've read regarding this "inner balance" would be the "inner male & female" A balance would result in having an androgynous energy signature.We can take the meanings of these archetypes quite literally if we dumb them down to a simple level.The inner male is the muscle, he is the physical, he is DOING and being.The inner female is the emotion, she is the spirit, she is KNOWING and feeling.So, in a nutshell, achieving inner, androgynous balance is feeling what you want to do, and doing what you know you can and have to to achieve what you want to. [omg that sentance was messed up] (it goes a lot deeper than this but more understanding isn't needed)Angels are generally androgynous in nature :)"okay zLumi, but what exactly are you getting at?"calm down voice in my head that calls me Lumi o_oSo you are most likely capable of imagining what happens if one side if the scale is tipped in any thing. You may personally know some bulky, defensive jocks and wimpy whiny nerds. Battleaxe-babes and drama queens.This is an imbalance of the duality you comprise of, but see that there is always a balance.The less emotion and thought that fuels a jocks actions the more they will become a mechanical, jealous and materialistic jerk that will in turn, make others a bit softer, eventually turning some into a whimpy nerd.The less "doing" that is accompanied by the emotions of a desperate sucker for attention, the more of a "helpless" whiny-ass she'll become which can encourage other girls to be like "suck it up bitch, this ishow to take care of problems" *rolls up sleeves*.So is it with everything in life, a lack of something in one place is equalled by a large abundance of itsopposite somewhere else.We can take this on to an even more blatant level of dark and light.Imagine always having lived in a place where nothing "bad" ever happened... nobody ever got robbed, no tragic traffic accidents, no murder, no bruises or scratches.Nobody influenced anybody and nobody meant ill to anybody.What if, in this world, somebody would hit you... you proabably wouldn't understandJust as you wouldn't if you lived in a world of countless horrors and cruel deeds and somebody gave you an icecream. You wouldn't understand because before, you were never given anything similar as a contrast.You learn from every experience, yes this is redundant to be telling you ^^You have had beautiful ones and horrible ones, perhaps you have slain millions or saved billions at one point in"time" or another.This is who you are... If you've been through hell, all the while knowing what the light is like... then the ice-cream at the end of the tunnel already has a very different meaning.You ARE already this balance, you are already a ruler of darkest nature and ardent warrior of the most blinding light. The key now, is to find the true you which is the balance of all these things.You are balancing yourself for the world, because you hold so much creation and destruction within your essence.The balancing of you, here has a very powerful effect, and that is how we are helping this planet, by being a part of it and balancing ourselves.When you find you again, you will find the balance, and this is something that goes beyond the monofocusedperception of duality or the battle between "good" and "bad" ... "light" and "dark"When a lion hunts for a Gazelle, the other lions are proud of their brethren, he is doing "good".The Gazelles on the other hand are scared shitless from this "bad guy"chasing after them.but you, in your safari truck see the balance of nature because you have a deeper understanding and havepersonal issues to balance on a very different level.You see what happens if you tip the scale between genders (as archetypes for your aspects)You know what happens when you only look at one side of the scale.My advice is now: do not let a narrow perspective limit your actions, be true, be you. Some will call it bad,others good and other will simply not care -> they will understand... you have your reasons.Become who you truly are and disregard what others would think of it. Talk to whom you feel comfortable talking to, you feel comfortable for a reason. Don't force a convo with somebody you "don't really like that much".You feel this for a reason!You not of the light nor of the dark, you are of source and embody both in a beautiful equilibrium.
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The message is brief, the meaning is infinite.To act out of pure love, out of pure trust of the cosmic mind, the flow of time and timelessness...Being one with all that is, being as nothing in everything, truly becoming the borderlesss fraction of infinity you are.Loving is also trusting.The "dead, motionless" matter everywhere is teeming with an energy beyond the comprehension of the human mind. This energy is universal, it is a flow that is flawless in every aspect. It has no voice other than everything that it is, you may experience this by the kiss of a breeze or the glance of an eye. When one looks outside, and sees the movement all around themselves in the perfect harmony that it is, one may often forget that this is who they truly are at the very moment. Your reality is reflected within your environment so perfectly, that it is a masterpiece of illusions.It is all of the same love, the love of all things, creation, destruction, light, dark, and the balance that encompasses it all at all times. The very same energy that builds the body you are using to read this, to scroll down the page occasionaly. This is your true home, it has everything you need to make it through the time it lives, especially the time we are experiencing now.The same flow that keeps the cells of your body working in a harmony.To see us from a different density, a different dimension, one would see that we are naught, but the scurrying of ants in a forest to the grand scheme of things, our individual acts are so near meaningless one could lose all hope, but it is when you stop looking at only yourself, when you look out at the world around you, that you will see who you really are and what you are really changing in this world, one grain of sand at a time, and when you look at us scurrying around, gathering sand for our goal from above then you would not pick out individual ants, but become entranced by our harmony. And you see, that all judgement of any of us is meaningless.Feel the divine presence around you, seek it out in nature. Allow its light, so pure - snow looks gray - to penetrate through you, pierce your soul and charge your entire being. It is the love you are made of, allow yourself to flow with it.It rejuvinates you with truly eternal light. This is the tree of life.The coming times will not be easy, and all guidance points to this flow. Allow your heart to synchronize with this frequency of being, allow yourself to trust the infinite creator without struggle.You will find that your life will not lose meaning, but you'll see so much more meaning to it when you regard the places you go. Open up to this love, and everything is forgivable, for you would not judge an ant, or a tree, or a planet... why do so with another human?Embrace source light all around you, in your temple, your only true home here on earth, your body. You will feel marvelous and it will allow you to act in such harmony with everything.Pray, meditate, dance, everything you feel is appropriate, but fill yourself with this light, and radiate it to others, always.I love you :) and it is love that brought you this message.In love and light
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This is a very energizing technique that I used to connect with the sun, I learned it from a very dear friend :)I advise you to take this in steps as you do it rather than read the whole thing, but this is up to you. The paragraphs devide the stepsStart this initiation by calming yourself and your breathing. Chant the mantra "om mani padme hum" either in your head or out loud for around 5 minutes. Let the power in these harmonic syllables resonate in the room around you and set like the smoke from insence, it feels electric.When you are well relaxed and have a cleared mind, ground and charge your chakras starting from the root chakra. Use positive affirmations that correspond to each energy center to amplify this balancing process, and only move to the next chakra when the last one glows so bright in its corresponding color that the center is white.When you have reached the crown chakra in this way, let the energies sit for a while, aknowledge them for they are real.Now, allow a double heelix to rise through your chakras from the bottom up spiraling through each of your energy centers fully centering them and activating their correlations with eachother. Let the one end of this double heelix stop in your pineal gland, the other in your pituary gland. Allow your Pineal gland to glow a bright silver, your pituary gland a bright gold.With the light of your pituary and pineal glands, form your merkabah around you, with the golden light create the pyramid pointing down, with the silver - the pyramid pointing up.Concentrate on this geometry until it feels substantial, until you feel it is real.Merkabah, light vehicleNow, allow the golden pyramid (pointing down) to spin from right to left and the silver pyramid (pointing up) spin from left to right, very slowly at first like a rotisserie. Slowly, their movement becomes faster and faster, give this time... soon they will turn fast enough that you can hear the corners swooshing by, and soon enough they will blur as they pass you. The structure spins fasster and faster until the corners are completely blurred, and you feel a sensation all over - hear a frequency... from the center out a light will cover you, this is a portal.Enter this light portal, and find yourself suspended in front of the sun, yes you can look at it, it doesn't blind you! Open your arms wide as if to embrace the sun, and let it's radiance wash over you... you can hear a frequency, that is the sun, you can feel a complex emotion, that is the sun.Bask in this light for a while - tune into the sun like a radio station, make sure you know this freqeuncy well, you already do, you'll see that :)Then, fly into the center of the sun, it's like a room here, where you can relax. Synchronize the suns frequency to that in your heart, let it beam through you, wash through you. Feel your heart inside the suns, and hang on to this sensation for a while. Then use your merkabah to return to earth fully.Take a moment to fully return to your body, and go outside and gaze at the sun with your eyes closed (don't look directly at it. Remember, the sun is dangerous for your physical eyes if you look directly at it... just let it shine on your face if you have the opportunity)Raise your arms in an embrace, and feel the frequency of the sun again, and thank it for letting you into your heart, and for the divine connection you were allowed to experience. Your heart is now anchored to the suns light... good job!
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