At this time of awakening I have been reading much about ascension symptoms and pretty much have most of them. Its a strange feeling when you are sitting there and feel your chest flutter, the first time it happened I thought O gosh I’m having a heart attack!!! But no part of the opening of the 4^th chamber of the heart into a space of unconditional love involves the activation of the thymus gland, the fluttering is that moment as the 4^th chamber is being activated. In dreams I hear the sounds as my chest reverberates. Strangely within these dreams I am transported into a geometric shape of triangles, this I know now is the merkahbah.

Often during the day what would hear tonal sounds shift from one ear to the other this I know is the harmonic alignment occurring within my physical being. Its such a strange feeling. I will often get strange pains that cannot be attributed to anything but when I think about where they are occurring behind my knees, deep in my lower back, I know that my gridding has commenced as I shift this body from a carbon based body into a more crystalline structure.

Each elevation creates a new aspect of odd occurrences, one of the greatest changes to my personal life is my diet. I was told long ago that I would be guided to what I needed to eat and as I battled on with what foods would be good for my body I remained a person who enjoyed meat. It was October 28^th when I had made a beautiful Roast Chicken dinner. I sat at the table in excitement to taste this deliciously aromatic meal that I had prepared. As I placed the meat in my mouth I was suddenly transported to the place in the very last moments of the chickens life, and practically threw up. I was shocked, my partner sat there looking at me like I had gone mad. How could I explain it? I couldn’t! The next day I tried again and as I forced myself through the images I found that my stomach began arching and convulsing and this time as I ran to the bathroom my lunch entered the water with such force. My immediate thoughts of panic consumed me...........Was I pregnant??? That cant be? Because of my illness I cannot have children! Then my thought stupidly crossed to my partner, thinking well you have to be intimate to actually create a child! My mind racing, I began to sweat feeling even worse. I left early that day and ran to the chemist ..... yeah no I wasn’t pregnant.

Quietly I followed the guided thoughts that seemed to be more about eating fresh vegetables and fruits. This seems to be the order of my eating patterns and continues. Each time I eat meat I see the last few moments of the animals life, so I have given up. Even cooking fish, seeing fish or any form of seafood seems to have the same effect on me seeing their very last moments.

Since then I have done some research and found that this seems to be a normal occurrence during and is actually part of the ascension symptoms....

I find it fascinating and as each day passes new things happen, new awareness seems to be gridding into my body and my mind.

Its an important time to be aware and remain neutral in your thought process, learning through your body and what your thought process guides you too, the shift and changes that are occurring within you .

Its a great moment in time, of consolidation within this reality of what is happening to us on a global scale if you choose to believe that its real.

~Lucia~

The shores of consciousness sit eloquently within your mind

Of crystal rays that shine beacons of light

How you ebb and flow within this space

In moments of peace and reflection you see what you are, a divine being brought to light upon the planet to share learn and adapt these coming energetic rays. Shall you be of the calling to embody what grace has fallen upon your souls, the contracts that you have chosen to initiate at this time. Does your aura resonate in hues and greens and blues? Does your mind and heart quiver with anticipation of the coming times. In this feeling of awakening souls your messages will now begin to filter through. Place not a human thought up on these words that are given and give it not a name, you are being contacted by the beings of light that have no form but exist as conscious entities on all dimensional realms. In the coming days there will be feelings of fragility, voices heard angelic light tones filtered through. Each one of you shall be visited by a connected entity that has been charged with your awakening at this time. They will come in your waking moments just before your conscious mind returns to awaken your body. Listen well and fear them not for they are divine beings. Where your ears will need to be balanced you shall hear tones. Where you heart needs balancing you will feel as though it is fluttering. Your diet must change at this time so be guided and trust that you will receive the nourishment you need. Prepare well for the 111111 for this is the day that you must sit quietly in a sacred space, feel the shift of the earth as she raises you up into the very vibration she has chosen to initiate at this time. We watch we wait as you all move through this silent space that is your humanness, trust that we are there to guide you. As each harmonic alignment point within your body is activated much in your life will change, some will feel great sadness with the changes that occur but know that these changes are part of the evolution of yourself. They are gridding your strength your heart into your cosmic mind. There will be situations people will change around you and towards you . Be not saddened if they leave for it is their time to return to their cosmic source. But those of you that remain know that you will be guided to where you need to be and in what time frame, trust all that is around you .  Remain in tune with the earth for it is she that will tell you at the precise moment the shifting happens around you. Watch the birds listen and feel the ground beneath you!

The gateway of the crystalline matrix will be opened and through this you will be clear channels of light, for those who are only beginning to awaken now you will be accelerated.

Trust in the process and be well.

~Turukai 2011~

Cast down into the depths of reality

Trying to grasp some sense of what is

Do I fly within the space of reality

Do I bury my self in illusion

To let you go burn a searing pain

Within my soul

You say to just walk with you

Knowing what is to come

To Slash a hole within my chest

Would provide a sense of comfort

Than to watch you leave

In the depths of despair I fall

How eloquent the tears that fall

When you wait for my answer

Free is the soul that says fuck it

Tell me of my ending

Tell me that I have a choice

But in the end return to nothing

Fallen from the starlit skys

Spread upon the skin of the earth

No stories of reclamation

Nothing of the fallen ones

That would remain

Reclaimed

At the end of all the suffering

Endured their skin scarred burned

And yet the mirrored ones

Left to endure the pain  of ages

To walk the skin of the earth alone

Where freedom lays as the candles ember is gone

Only the lost ones remain

~Lucia~