Justin Manz's Posts

Do we create are own beings too talk to in the spirit world?

Posted by Justin Manz on March 19, 2011 at 6:01pm

I seem to remember existing in my own world were I was the only one who existed in it. It was just me and my higher self who was like the being who ran everything. I must of been created by him because he was teaching me things and showing me some of the powers I had. Well I began to feel incomplete because once I realized I was the only one in existence it really hit me. But then my higher self showed me that I could create other beings so I would have someone company. I created my own little group of friends in my world. But even though I had the fun with them and they seem very real even though i created them I decided that we all should look for other beings like me. So I put a group of my creations together to look for other beings like me. I did find other beings just like me who could created there own creations to talk too. Does anyone know what exactly this is what i remember? Do we really existence alone in are own spirit worlds? Before I incarnated I told my higher self to make my experiences seem very real even though it is just an illusion. Can someone help me out?

How do souls incarnate into physical reality??

Posted by Justin Manz on March 19, 2011 at 5:53pm

I ask this question because of my memory's. I remember before I incarnated into physical reality I choose most of what I would go through. I choose how I and my twin flame would meet and what would happen with him and me during my life. I also choose what I wanted my younger brother to go through and how that would affect me. I remember making agreements with certain souls to be in my life at certain times. I seem to remember two of the souls were energy which agreed too incarnate into my life experience. It was pretty much borrowed living energy which I borrowed from the source or whatever you want to call it. Right now I can somehow see events taking place that I wanted to happen in my life plan. My main question is am I the only one in my experience or are they're other living beings somehow living there experiences intertwined with mine??

How does this all work?

My one year old nephew drowning dream.

Posted by Justin Manz on December 2, 2010 at 5:07pm

I had this one dream were I my dad and my mother was driving in are van on this very narrow road beside this huge lake. For some reason my father decided to go to the left to drive us into the lake. The van then went hurling into the lake. I asked my father why he drove us into the lake in a desperate kind of voice. We all made are way out of the van. Suddenly they were no were to be found. This small wooden boat slowly made its way up. My father, mother and one year old nephew Kaysen were in it. As I was in the water I asked my father to hand me Kaysen. Instead of handing him to me he kind of tossed him into the lake. Kaysen was then in the water having trouble keeping his face out of the water. Suddenly after coming up once his head went under and he never resurfaced. The dream then ended.

Beheading dream.

Posted by Justin Manz on December 2, 2010 at 5:03pm

This dream started out with Robert DE niro and a 13 year old boy. I was just kind of watching everything that was happening even though I could not see myself. Robert de Niro had this knife in his hand. The boy had his shirt off and was only wearing a pair of gym shorts. Robert was explaining to the boy that he's going to behead him and how much it would hurt. He started slowly and gently moving the knife along the boys throat only leaving a slight brush burn. Suddenly he said another thing and started sawing through the boys neck. The boy started crying and screaming in pain begging him to stop. The boys face then turned into this smashed yellow face of which he looked like he had boy fat all over his face. The dream then ended.

Why do people accuse me of being a pedophile for loving too children? VERY IMPORTANT!!!!

Posted by Justin Manz on November 4, 2010 at 5:39am

About January of 2009 I began babysitting two children of my aunts friend. At the time Anya the girl was five years old and Austin the boy was three. When it began I was not really good at taking care of two children because I did not have the experience. Several terrible things went on based a pond my bad mistakes. I took them for walks when I was not supposed too and what not. But there were good times two. Eventually after several months both kids got used to me and started to love me. They both enjoyed seeing me everytime I would come over and I really grew close to Austin. I feed them, bathed them, and sometimes would put them to sleep at night. Months went by and I agreed to get Anya off them bus monday through Friday for the entire school year. Everytime there parents wanted to go out I was there. I would drop everything at the last moment to go right over. I actually had so much fun with there kids to were I felt like I had two little siblings. Things eventually started to change to where I was slowly getting closer to not seeing them as much. This is all because of my life plan. Eventually the last day I was there came. The morning went well but around lunch time I had a big argument with there mother because I accidently wasted a yogurt. I them made the mistake off leaving and never coming back even though she paid me 25 dollars for a day. So for three months she was angry at me. I tried saying sorry some many times but she refused to except it. I would tell her how much I missed both kids and did not think its was fair for my Aunt to see them but I do. not I got pretty angry and wrote her some pretty mean things. I did this because I felt like I was loosing something very important to me and just lost it. My family is accusing me of being a pedophile because I am really miss them and want to see them.

There mother actually said I could see them at church but because of the fight I had I was only told them after the argument. Not one single word was said to me about that. Its hard for me to forget them because I am having trouble finding work and have so much time to think. My aunt is also there mothers friend so I feel like both kids are very close by. I also feel a little envious. I spent a year of my life with them and she barely sees them but my aunt right now sees them more then me. Does anyone agree with how i am acting? I agreed to stop being so aggressive over the entire thing but have also vowed too not give up.

Is there a dark entity living in my bedroom??? Is it a demon??

Posted by Justin Manz on October 7, 2010 at 3:52am

Two nights ago at about 3am I laid down to go to sleep. While laying down for about 10 minutes I suddenly experienced something strange. I heard something whisper a few words in my left ear. I am not really sure what it said but it might of been "I control you." The voice was deep and sounded the stereotypical devilish. After the voice spoke into my ear I felt hot breath blow against the left ear. I really didn't freak out or anything. I just sat up in my bed and looked around for a bit. I noticed that my vision changed too.While looking up at the light I could see constant after imagines of the light. I didn't see a dark shadow or anything like that but I told the thing to leave me alone. I told it that I wasn't afraid of it and no matter what it did it wouldn't phase me. The rest of the night nothing happened. Similar experiences in my house include the following. I sometimes hear something whistling outside my bedroom door while everyone else is asleep in the house. The thing always stops whistling when I go out in the hallway to see whats going on. I have old windows in my bedroom and the same night right before the thing talked into my ear the shock violently. It wasn't a windy night. I also noticed I get the urge to do bad things on my computer and to watch bad videos such as beheading videos. I did notice a sense of relief the next morning after telling this thing to leave. I felt more alive. What could this thing be?? Anyone have any idea? Could it be a poltergeist? I have been feeling down latly.

Was this a sign from my spirit guides??

Posted by Justin Manz on August 1, 2010 at 3:32am

Several weeks ago when I was walking my dog the strangest thing happened. It was about 8:30pm and I was making my way down the block past a bunch of half houses. Suddenly this dog starts barking at me from a open door of one of the houses. I didn't pay much attention so the dog stopped. Suddenly another dog starts barking at me from the next house on the opposite side of the street. I then looked in the house and seen 10:10 on a alarm clock. Could this be someone or something trying to get in contact with me?

Do we all get to choose what will happen in are lives?? Kind of long but please read!

Posted by Justin Manz on July 8, 2010 at 7:39am

I was wondering do we all get to choose what will happen in are lives? I ask this because I remember getting together with friends in the spirit world. I remember being able to ask these beings to be in my life at certain points that if they could act out certain siltations or certain events with me. Like with me babysitting for one year two months. The two spirits I knew agreed with to be there parents. One spirit being of whom was basically a companion to me showed me that he would be the little boy. I do not really remember who the little girl is per say. Well we all worked something out to where I would keep making mistakes the entire time of which I did and it would eventually end in a firestorm of which is did. Austin the little boy would really miss me and I would miss them but we would both get over it eventually and that there parents would eventually forgive me and allow me to come back into there kids lives in events such as birthday partys and such. Its very simple things because I also remember the women at the busstop of where I picked up Anya the little girl. They agreed to be there at that time for support because that time would be a hard time for me and I would feel suicidal of which I was at the time. Going back before all that. I planed everything out with the consent of the spirit beings who are currently playing my parents and family in general that we would all go through hard times are entire lives together. These hard times would eventually end with a fire to are house and after those things would get better. So far things have gotten better. I currently have a seven months old nephew whose name is Kaysen. I love this child to death as do my family.

Like I said though its simple things. I am soon supposed to get hired at weis markets of which will help me build a work history. About the age of 24 I am supposed to get hired at the bon which is machine warehouse currently where I live. I am then supposed to meet a woman in the town of Manheim which is of coarse where I live. Are relationship is supposed to be 100% like my brother and his girls refashions. She is supposed to 100% in love with me and cant live without me. Conflict comes up to where I am accused of doing something which I am not really sure about. Something happens to where there parents hate me and we break up for a little. They then realize how wrong they where in accusing me of this act without evidence. We eventually get back to gather and years down the road we both get a house together with her little girl who is already with us years on.

I cannot really remember much passed that. But I also asked to be a big part in the big event god has planed out for I believe to be 2013 to 2016 but I am pretty sure its 2013.

This is what I remember. What do you think?

why can't I remember anything about past lives?

Posted by Justin Manz on June 29, 2010 at 5:18am

I feel angry over the fact that the spirit world just seems like a dream to me. I remember being there but cant remember much of it. I also remember many lives I lived but they just seem fake since cant remember big details. Why does life go so slow now a days? I remember many lives I lived including my life as Joachim Peiper, everything seem to go fast and I remember being back home before I knew it. Why does everything seem this way?

Is it worth getting to love two kids if you have to leave them?

Posted by Justin Manz on June 29, 2010 at 5:00am

Right now I am currently going through the life contract that I choose for my life before my birth. I am at the part where I leave my babysitting position and move away to manheim Pa where I currently live. I know a lot of you people might remember those two kids I talked about in my other posts but I know have more to talk about. Basically I am on my next step getting closer to other things on my contract. I had to leave those kids I babysit-ted and actually loved as if they where my own kids since I seen the more. It all ended with a big argument where they mom yelled my head off for what she consider to be wasting food. I then lied as said id be back but caught up to my parents in Columbia and caught a ride back to manheim. I kinda regret doing this but it was supposed to happen as I remember. I know live in Manheim PA about 12 miles from Columbia Pa. I am not really attached to her kids but miss them both because I spent so many moments with them and do so much with them. According to my life's contract there parents would eventually get over it and I would be invited to birthday party's and once in a while babysit in the far future or help them out with things. I feel powerless to do anything because I am bound by my contract. Since I can' change anything how to I cope into everything falls into place?

Should I really just forget about them? I understand caring about my life of which I am doing now but a lot of people are telling me just to forget about them as if they never existed.