with every strip that they take from my mind, body and soul, another one grows in it's place stronger and faster, the further they drag me down and the harder i fall, the more determaned and the higher i'll climb, i do not stop, i do not give in and do not take take prisoners, so get out of my bloody way, I'M COMING THROUGH
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The girl the one who haunts my dreams
There is a girl who stands by me in the heat of battle
On the tip of a mountain
With a single tree
An ancient wise old tree, special from the rest, I believe we are protecting it!
3 dark figures’s come running up
Simular to a DBZ scene
Jump in the air, one of them Braun and strong, with a hammer that has two side's!
The other skinny but fit, laced around his chest barely anything more than the strap that hold his chest, biker wanna be kinda look
Punk
The third is of medium build but is wearing a white coat, well dressed and seems to be the brains and brute behind the three
They want its energy
The strong one has no shirt but a tat of a skull with a sword through the crack at the top and a snake eye in one socket, but nothing in the other
Sharp teeth on the skull tat like a vamp almost
The sky is blue and a few white clouds, the sun is bright and alive
The earth is full of energy and the scenery is the most beautiful I have ever seen
The main leader was like inuasha's brother
The other two nothing more than Braun and eager, mercenaries’ for hire
They wanted something from the tree, but they wanted us to find it first
But the tree knew of this and didn't let up, to which we didn't understand
The shady girl figure, I can see everything she is wearing but not her
She wields a key dragon sword and wears tribal NZ warrior outfit
The leader not so much, he wasn't evil
He had greed and power in his heart but he could be merciful
Her energy is sweet, kind, caring, stands for her belief's, VERY strong
And can be powerful and feared if in her way
Which is almost always darkness!
She stands for what's right alone
She is close to me
My love
My twin flame
No doubt in my mind about it
The two Hench men we wipe the floor with the leader isn’t so easy!
ok here i go, see i'm writing a book called in the middle, life as a non severe aspi, now i got the out-lay it's going to be informational with little short storie's at the bottom of my experience to better explain things, also mentioning the more severe cases worse than myself to!
now in the relationships and sex chapter apart of my life and experience is being raped at age 17 by a rather large (and i don't mean tall) german back-packer, now the experience itself is revelant however when people hear it they tend to want to adopt me or feel sorry for me, i'm afraid that although it's revelance is important, it might take away from the actual point of the book and even smother some of the information, so what do you think i should do?
well i know that some of my most recent blogs have had an error 500 on them, i sent an email off to admin and the problem seems to have been fixed up, if you wish to read my latest blogs i have put up two with poems and such lately, thank you for your time
goofy XD
this one was my most important
there is a leasson behind it, i was told to stop and close my eye;s and walk to the door from the other side of the room
then to imagine a lifetime like this, and to write as is it felt!
The good never see
The darkness lie still, nothing to see
For what can be done, with a blank view out here
To step and to stumble, to fall and to cry
Can you imagine, the pain that’s inside
Never to see, the beauty around
To smell such a thing, yet never lay eye’s
His power his own, and nobody feels
The darkness and fear, the tears and the sighs
Yet he smiles and lives’, a wonderful life
Inspiration is there, and that we can see
With the hope from this man, who’s as a blind as can be
people listen, people care people surround us everywhere yet who is there, and who is fake who hears and who just says when you find the one that does how do you know they give you a chance when people judge on what they think they take it out on art to quick so find the one's that really hear not someone who pretends to be there when all said and done and everything between throw it out, for all to dream once forth come and more to be you'll find the art worthy you see
this is find most facinating!
how is it that when around certain culture's of spiritual people i write thier language, i mean i think i'm getting in touch with my past life (on of the first!) where i was a priest and translator of many language's!
my point being when speaking to someone i'm closely connected to the symbols i write often find themselve's being written in thier native tongue,i may not have ever seen these writings but i can write them never the less!
wich brings me to my second point, this NEVER happens to just anybody!
i have to have a powerfull bond with someone for this event to occur unless i create a temperary bridge between me and that person and even then i need thier permission and to get thier permission i have to explain what i'm doing!
now i'm pretty sure both Anush, Reiz and Rea did NOT give me permission to poke around in thier souls and listen to them and learn thier deepest darkest secrets, in actual fact i don't have this information for the simple fact that they haven't givin me permission and i have no place to ask nor reason!
so main point (ending argument) what exactly is my part in all this with all of you lot?
Reiz, Rea, Anush and even half the other one's (un-labeled incl) understand or recognise my writings and symbols!
i sat down and pictured myself sitting in a place i used to be (safer not to mention where due to the next lot of details) sitting down on my own, with my ancient grey book of spells and knoweledge (i know where it is, but it is not time yet for me to be in possesion of it, i'm not ready yet and both the living breathing keeper and the spiritual gaurdian of the book both agree!
but never the less within a close range of it so i could still feel it's energy, wearing my necklace, with my rune tablets and thier book, my rune's (stone's), my tarrot cards and thier book, and a single white candle, i sat thier day dreaming of this even (at night time ironically) and as i sat thier (in the day dream) i focused all energy that was apart of me (totems and objects and stone's included) and asked all my guide's and gaurdiens and spirit guide's ALL of them to help me understand and grow my knowledge!
sudently i was thrust into my own mind (wich is un-usual because it broke me out of my day-dream to do so) thrust down the stairs, almost in Fast Forward, until i slowed it down got control and walked down the staircase slower (still faster than i what i expected i was being pulled in you see)
then walked up to my door and the symbol became aparent to me i hope i got all of it because the next thing i knew i was running into the house and towards the car looking for my paper and pen so i could write down this important message!
i also jumped straight on here to post it to get help with understanding it better!
here they are!
this is the symbols that are the message i have recieved!
and this is the symbol on my garden door:
look i have NO idea what ANY of this means and would like help understanding it all please, thanks guys much love and light goofy :D
this is my necklace at the moment a new totem has found it's way to me in the figure of a dragon sword!
the sword is a dragon sword, hand crafted with 2 nails from a dragons claw!
and usually a diamond in the center, forged in the heat of dragons breathe itself!
the sword was found in my little brothers car to wich point nobody owned it and he gave it to me, yet i feel it found me!
the shield is a medieval viking shield my mother brought for me, she found it at mindal beach markets!
the cresent moon has followed me through 4 houses and nobody owned it i hadn't seen it in years before one day i look down to have it staring at me!
my friend said: sometimes i have premonitions, kind of like Deja Vu, like it has happened to me before and it looks so familiar like i did this or saw this already. My best friend, she has ADHD, but is undiagnosed AS, and she gets these preminitions too, its very very weird
to which my reply was:
yes, i am aware of this but if i do not have permission to dig that deep into somebody's emotions can be black magic so i've had to learn to control it better, i know have to be carefull with it, but with permission i can see into the deepest darkest secrets and sometime's feel thier emotions, by a single touch can see past life's and present (not so sturdy on future) it's like a fly on the wall of experience, i saw cleopatra's tomb where the slave's got burie'd with her, i saw witch's get burned at the steak but thier skeletons still stand instead of crumble, i seen many things through other people!
this is all the information i've been provided with:
Is so tired kairis stupid toy kept going off by it self last night freaked me out O.o
Well I wouldn't have been so freaked out but the fucker was on top of a shelf n nothing touched it n u have 2 press it 2 make it work.... N also if it was just the once but it did it like 8 times O.O
I was saying about that toy that went off by it's self well I put the thing away under some other stuff n when I got home it was out on my kitchen floor.. N now raymonds saying there are monsters in the walls so he's trying 2 open them n keeps going on about n it's really freaking me out any ideas?
Raymond is her 4 year old son, this is exactly what i've been told, i also know that a while ago i went over there and there was a crystal that was used to suck up negative energy and you put it in the yard when it rains to clense the crystal but she hadn't in a while, she may of recently but might not hey!
i need help to understand better possibly what i'm looking at?
these are some of the pics that i have drawn but don't recognise, anybody know of the language's or message?
on one hand i have a girl most of you would of known about with the twins and such and i have spoken about on here, i left her recently because she wasn't trying only to find that she had a plane ticket booked and all ready to sort things out between us hey :/
in the mean time i spoke to a girl living in thialand at the moment who nags me to speak to her on webcam and text and stuff, she really tries!!
i'm torn between them both and for both i have a happy ending, but i can't balance both!
where do i turn when my head heart can't make up thier mind!!!
the link is about the rainbow warior, the guy seems to be a little bit of a tool but the info is there never the less!
i won't give out full details but enough so you get the point!
know as most of you know i have a girlfriend who has just givin birth to twins (rape babie's)
and i put allot of energy towards keeping them alive
now there is substantial proof that i'm being led on and the facebook account is just a cruel scam!
yet every bone and vein and part right down to the very deepest darkest depths of my core entity and soul feels that this girl is the one girl for me and to make it work, how is it when i'm faced with proof that has an easy 65% chance of being real information and the entire world of humans are telling me i'm wrong that my spirit guide's and elders of the spirit nature and even my animal spirit guide shifty is telling me to stick this out!!
to the point where i don't think i could walk away from her?
recently my girlfriend gave birth to 2 pre-mature baby's about 4 months pre-mature!
it took all of my energy and love and light to keep those alive and they going well one of them even had surgery!
now my girlfriend has cancer, i was dating her sister for a while there before she died in a car accident!
with her sister i faced death head on and lost since it was just her time, yet i feel as if it's not kristy's time to die yet she has cancer, i think i need more than just my basic help to make this one better if i can at all O.O
when does it end...
on a holiday in darwin from townsville, i feel good about this holiday hey!
p.s ow how i've missed pauls ice coffee
my girlfriend saw my 2nd facebook account and now thinks that i'm a single man, my friend at the same time, told me he was about to kill himself and since his state of mind isn't right i believe he honestly was about to!
it's my dead ex girlfriends birthday and 2 days ago was her 1 year anniversary of her death, my ex girl is the sister of the girl i'm dating now who is pregnant with twins and EVERYBODY PHONE IS OFF
what the HELL am i gonna do, i feel like i'm dead inside after all this and i can't loose her, she's all i got left!
i don't mean to vent on a spiritual site but i can't be this honest and get honest feedback or help anywhere else, others just don't understand!
there all sheep or players!
i've realised some things lately, things i already knew but kind of came together and fit and made sence lately!
i am loyal to the one's who are loyal to me!
this saying has HUGE meaning, strong words and not much need to be said, weather it be friend or life partner or even magical beings it stands to reason that in life why be anything less
as a man i believe in chiverly, treating a lady right, never raising a hand to one, being myself but also occasionly being a gentleman and a romantic one at that and even if i'm not very good at it i try!
i am open to ALL opinions that hold a reasonable standing, i'm not going to listen to a fool running thier mouth, but a person with actual concern or knoweledge or even just an opinion i am happy to hear
i always say what i need to say and be done with it, there's no point holding a grudge or dragging something on any longer than need be and even worse bottling it up!
i will ALWAYS have my friends back both verbally or physically if they did nothing wrong, but listen to both side's before making that kind of judgement!
i hate physical violence and know when to walk away but also know when to stand my ground and fight!
i choose to flush my life of negativity, there's room to bitch ofcoarse to vent but not be draggin somebody else down with me or them drag me down!
above all i would get between a bullet or knife to save another, or run infront of an oncoming car and not hesitate to do so!
i help others where i can but also know when i have to stop and let them find thier own way, there's only so much that can be taught before it needs to be practised!
i am one of an old dying breed that i am trying to keep alive, i have helped many men be greater men and better themselve's and i'm proud of that!
i may not own much and i may not have much going for me career wise, but what i do have i value and it's these things that can't be brought or earned, they just are!
