Gender

Female

Location

Nottingham

Birthday:

March 14

About Yourself

I have had a few spiritual/psychic type happenings, the most profound being a few weeks ago, regarding water. I was reading somewhere that water responds to our energies and feelings, and under a microscope the structure of a water molecule changed when something negative was said around it. And when a prayer was spoken to it, it's molecule changed into a beautiful pattern - i was amazed. So, before took a shower, i said a prayer thanking water for sustaining everything that lives on this planet, thanked it for refreshing us, making us clean when we wash, I thanked it for doing all this for life. Then i took my shower, and what happened next has left me with such a sense of wonder and awe that mere words are insufficient to describe it. But i'll try. I was enjoying the warm water trickling through my hair and down my body, and i became especially aware of the trickling sounds in my ears as the water cascaded around my ears, the 'sprinkle' sounds it made sounded so lovely it made 'rushes' go up and down my body and i closed my eyes and just listened. I turned and looked up to face the shower and raised my arms up to meet the water from the shower head, and i could see hundreds of tiny stars inside the water. The water looked different too, it looked like 'cartoon' water but with tiny stars jumping about in it. I was amazed as i watched it run down my arms, and that was when i realised i was out of my body. I could 'feel' that water knows it's sole purpose is to sustain all life, and i felt that it was 'excited' that i could see the little stars inside it. Water is ALIVE with those little stars - we just can't see them with our eyes. But when i was out of my body i could see them! A few seconds after i realised i was out of my body, i thought i heard a dull 'bump' and i was suddenly back in my body. I was suddenly aware that i was just stood there, like a switched-off automaton; feet apart, head bowed forward, arms to my side, and facing away from the shower. I just stood there, in mild shock/wonder/awe, and suddenly felt confined and trapped in my body. I looked at the lifeless, hard, tiled walls and thought 'oh no, i'm back' - i suddenly felt imprisoned. Before this happened, I never would have thought that water is 'alive', a conscious living entity. I felt that it 'knows' about everything that has ever happened anywhere on this planet, because it has been here since the beginning and witnessed and remembers everything. It is like God, because it is everywhere, is part of us and everything, it can be gas, liquid and solid (trinity). Anyway, the experience has left me with a different outlook on life; i no longer care about money or the things it can buy, these things are not what we are here for, we cannot take these things with us when we die so why do we bust our buns all our lives to acquire them. I want to learn and acquire things in this life that i can take with me into the next, and i am hoping to find this on your site. I hope you will have me.

Your Teachers and/or Spiritual Sources of Inspiration

I found the Urantia Book extremely interesting (still reading parts of it). Also i have just begun to read The Phoenix Journals and am finding it fascinating.