I am writing here cause I want to see if you could bring any clearing as to what I come from. Ever since I was little I have allways believed in life on other planets and been drawn towards the starts. Every time I go outside and see the stars I end up looking at them and feeling sad. Sometimes I get sad cause I realized how smal and insignificant I am.
But let us start from the begining. Ever since I was smal I have allways believed in life on other planets, Loch ness, Ufos, Angels, spirits, the unseen and spiritguides. For me they very much alive. I had imaginary friends (my friends where my spiritguides I realized know) until I was about 12-13 years old and used to talk to them every night when I was alone. I even once had a party with them when I was home alone. I also used to take some food, put it on a plate and let it stand there for days for the spirits to have something to eat. This used to drive my mother crazy cause she allways found old milk and cereals and other stuff under my desktop. Hihi. I still do this sometimes but then my fiance allways finds it after a couple of hours and throws it away.
I even remember one time when I was standing outside with my father, looking up at the sky and told him that I believed in ABSOLUTELY EVERYTHING. Then he looked at me like I was something bad and told me that there was no way that I could believe in everything, cause it did not exist. Loch ness, Ufos, spirits etc etc did not exist, it was just fantasy. That made me very sad cause for me they where very alive and still are. I still believe in Loch Ness, Ufos, Faeries, gnomes, ents/tree spirits etc etc, cause I see them every day. That was the start on my fathers life lesson to try and make me more normal so to say. He hates that I work as an psychic and can see things he can´t. Or he says he can´t but I know better, he can see things and he has but he is to afraid of them.
But anyways these words describe me the most:
* I see and hear things others don't. Like spritis, Faeries, gnomes etc etc.
* I am psychic, clairsentient and clairaudient.
* I am an empath, which means that I can suck up others feelings and thoughts which makes me crazy sometimes
* I can see and feel the angels
* I want to help as much as I can, it does not matter if it is an animal or a human who needs my help, I am there wholehearted and try to do as much as I can.
* I tend to recive messages from loved ones through thoughts and images. Sometimes very clear images.
Can someone please tell me if I am from orion, pleidians or sirius cause I feel drawn to all of them?