Feeling like an outsider, and have allways done

Greetings everyone.

 

I am writing here cause I want to see if you could bring any clearing as to what I come from. Ever since I was little I have allways believed in life on other planets and been drawn towards the starts. Every time I go outside and see the stars I end up looking at them and feeling sad. Sometimes I get sad cause I realized how smal and insignificant I am.

But let us start from the begining. Ever since I was smal I have allways believed in life on other planets, Loch ness, Ufos, Angels, spirits, the unseen and spiritguides. For me they very much alive. I had imaginary friends (my friends where my spiritguides I realized know) until I was about 12-13 years old and used to talk to them every night when I was alone. I even once had a party with them when I was home alone. I also used to take some food, put it on a plate and let it stand there for days for the spirits to have something to eat. This used to drive my mother crazy cause she allways found old milk and cereals and other stuff under my desktop. Hihi. I still do this sometimes but then my fiance allways finds it after a couple of hours and throws it away.

 

I even remember one time when I was standing outside with my father, looking up at the sky and told him that I believed in ABSOLUTELY EVERYTHING. Then he looked at me like I was something bad and told me that there was no way that I could believe in everything, cause it did not exist. Loch ness, Ufos, spirits etc etc did not exist, it was just fantasy. That made me very sad cause for me they where very alive and still are. I still believe in Loch Ness, Ufos, Faeries, gnomes, ents/tree spirits etc etc, cause I see them every day. That was the start on my fathers life lesson to try and make me more normal so to say. He hates that I work as an psychic and can see things he can´t. Or he says he can´t but I know better, he can see things and he has but he is to afraid of them.

But anyways these words describe me the most:

* I see and hear things others don't. Like spritis, Faeries, gnomes etc etc.
* I am psychic, clairsentient and clairaudient.
* I am an empath, which means that I can suck up others feelings and thoughts which makes me crazy sometimes

* I can see and feel the angels
* I want to help as much as I can, it does not matter if it is an animal or a human who needs my help, I am there wholehearted and try to do as much as I can.
* I tend to recive messages from loved ones through thoughts and images. Sometimes very clear images.

Can someone please tell me if I am from orion, pleidians or sirius cause I feel drawn to all of them?

 

 

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  • It feels to me, that you are from Orion my friend. Most of the lightworkers (as both of us are) comes from the Orion network.

     

    Believe me when I say, YOU ARE NOT ALONE but I do understand how you feel.

    Sometimes I just can't cope with my family especially my father. He can't understand me and I can't understand him. It is like we are talking completely different languages. I love my father but since he does not understand me I try not to spend to much time with him. Cause every time I meet him, he completely drains me of energy and I become sad and tired.

     

  • Hello Ayanna,

    Thank you for your post, I relate to everything you have experienced, and I of course have always believed in everything.

    I also have the gifts listed by you:


    * I see and hear things others don't. Like spritis, Faeries, gnomes etc etc.
    * I am psychic, clairsentient and clairaudient. clairvisual, remote viewer- just happens, (I have not mastered this)
    * I am an empath,

    * I can feel the angels
    * I want to help as much as I can, it does not matter if it is an animal or a human who needs my help, I am there wholehearted and try to do as much as I can.
    * I tend to receive messages from loved ones through thoughts and images. Sometimes very clear images.



    I have no clue where I am from or which group I belong with.  What I do know is that I have been taken, Don't know where several times specifically over the last few weeks, more and more, although I had experienced this many times over my life-time.  I am not scared and remember only that I have been somewhere, takes me ages to re-adjust back into this physical reality.

    I do hope that you explore all options and let the answers find you.

    Enjoy your search!

    • I am so happy for your answer my friend. I was on my way writing to your privately but thought you where not active any more. If you want to you can send me a message and add me :)

    • Thank you, I will add you.

  • good morning sweetie.  several years ago, i began the search for my origins.  i had characteristics from several different places and it used to drive me crazy.  but what i have come to realize is that basically, i'm a mutt.  throughout my incarnations, i have hailed from several different star systems and retain characteristics from them all.  what you may want to do is google the characteristics of the ones you feel drawn to and see what feels most comfortable.  if you can't settle on a single one, you are probably a "traveler" like me.

    also, have you asked your spirit guides?  they might be of some assistance.  but regardless of what you find, you need to feel reassured that you are no longer alone.  there are multitudes of us here and we love you.  good luck in your search.      in lak'ech

    • Kailis nighteyes...Wayfarers,adventurers,time travelers and Cosmic travelers are wonderful souls because they choose to take portions from all otherworldly planetary systems and galaxies & dimensions and pass on everything they picked up and learnt along their way into this dimension,great teachers.. I feel your soul its very gentle and soothing,with a sprietly spark as a back up when needed to add an extra kick up the butt and push.. do you speak the light language or any other planetary languages at all I'm just curious...Kai-jag nirmaan Aishwarya Aur usme basaye tumhara - mandir ..Paavan vinashakmahadeva - ashmader ogmar lema lometori kashamadir ..I a Kara aka tich mini aja ni tenti mentoschi ochanjona mukaten.if you did understand anything then it will have opened another portal for you??...:)

    • i did not understand, but it "felt" very familiar and even comforting.  would you mind if i meditated on it tonight?  i have been reading your posts with great interest, and continue to see bits and pieces of myself in a number of them.  once upon a time, i felt driven to find out who i am and where i am from.  however, as the years have passed, that has become much less important to me.  what is important is that i use my gifts (regardless of where they are from) to enrich the lives of those around me.  by doing so, i continue to learn and grow - evolve, i guess.  and because of people like you that are walking the same path for a bit, i learn much about the universe and about myself.  in lak'ech my friend.

    • I asked my guides and they told me Pleidians (does it spell like this?) but I do feel drawn towards the others to which makes me feel confused.

  • Ahh who's a fellow cosmic traveller then,most of us Indigo or Crystal children think the same ways and hold all the gifts you have said also [myself included in the equation]..maybe you should join the Indigo Group in here..but I will say this much own what you feel inside all answers lie within, if your connections are to all these planets then most likely you travelled and lived on all at of them at some stage for real..:)
    • Lefevre; Can I add you as an friend? Cause I do feel a connection there. I do not know if you feel the same but I will take a chance :)

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