Hey Ben :) I don't know if you remeber me or not but I left some time back for several reasons.
Just want you to know that I got this incredible exitment yesturday and decided it was time for me to rejoin. This site has given me so mutch and I realy want to thank you for creating sutch an awesome comminity! :D
LITTLE STORY.......When I was about 10 yrs old, I was afraid to go in the deep end of the swimming pool, ( 6 ft 6 deep ? ) and play with my 3 brothers....They would laugh at me, due to not trying to jump in with them....I knew how to swim, but not very well...When my 3 brothers went to the mens change room, I thought I would try and jump in the corner of the pool, and grab hold of the steps....NOW REMEMBER ???, NO- BODY is here OR in the pool, only ME....When I jumped in, I missed the steps, with my fingers, trying desprately to grab hold of the handle of the steps.....But will no such luck, I knew in my self, this is it for me....As I calmed my self down by visualizing, in my consciousness, my dear family, as saying good bye through my heart, with out no PANICK or FEAR...? I was already on the bottom of the pool floor, just lying there, for about 45 seconds or so....And then all of a sudden, a hand come down, grabbed my right wrist, pulled it to the handle of the steps.As I coughed loudly, with no vision yet, I slowly climped back up, and as I was wipping the water from my eyes to see, who it was, wanting to thank the person, as I looked up, THERE WAS NO ONE THERE ONLY ME , STILL COUGHING, LOOKING AROUND EVERYWHERE, TRYING TO SEE WHO IT WAS.!...As I slowly started walking back to the change rooms to meet my 3 brothers, I never told anyone about this... I Knew back then, that I was very different to my 3 brothers.! After years went passed,as I grew older, I accounted another 4 more death experiences.................During my visit , in the 4th d , seeing this 12 ft Draco, just standing there, in the hallway, of my house, I could move through walls, even see my mum watching TV, yelling out to mum, but she could not here me.....As I saw this draco, coming towards me, slowly, I kept on asking, who are you, is it mum.Is this you mum, but how can mum be there, while she is watching TV, I said to my self....When the Draco got ever so close to me, I yelled out screaming, MMMMMMMMMMMUM...As I saw through the walls, mum got up quickly, going straight through the hallway, and by passing through the Draconian reptilian being....She came in to bedroom, in which I was sleeping, she grabbed me, held me in her arms, speaking to me, come back to me she said, while crying......I then came back , all white like milk, shaking badly......I WAS SO COLD, SHIVERING, like I had died......She stayed with me all night , till morning, taking to the bus stop, to the doctors...That morning, when I awakend from my mums arms, I VERY COLD STILL, SHIVERING, WHITE COLOUR ALL OVER MY BODY...I had to wear, 3 jumps and a thick jacket....When I walked on the bus, people was so shocked, seeing me this colour, like a dead man , that's bein dead for days...When I walked through those doors at the doctors, which I will never forget, the lady working behind the desk, just dropped her mouth, saying oh my god, son, take a seat, I am getting the doctor right now...As I am shivering in cold, my mum is holding my left hand, guiding me to take a seat beside her...I sat next to her, while she was holding my right hand...She kept on saying, everything will all right son ....As I sat down, for no longer than minute, the lights turned off, right in front of my eyes.....ONLY FOR ME, everyone else was not experiencing the darkness, that I was ....Ithen said good bye mum, I love you, and, I stepped out of my body, into the BLACK VOID, CONSCIOUSLY AWARE.....While I was going through this
Thank you dear brother Ben for you loving light, you have shown me...sorry i couldn't contribute any help with money, due to my disability pension...i had a rough ride to my divorce, and then got injuried at work....I no longer work, only to seek the path back to my GALACTIC family, from sirus - B' HERE A LITTLE STORY YOU MIGHT FIND A LITTLE ABOUT ME...NOW I KNOW WHY I GOT DIVORCED, DUE TO MY SOUL CONTRACT TO BEGIN AT 2003....I STILL DONT'T REALLY UNDERSTAND WHAT REALLY HAPPENED TO ME WHEN I WAS 16 YEARS OLD...MAYBE BEN YOU CAN HELP ME KNOW WHAT THIS MEANS..???? PLEASE REPLY IF YOU CAN DEAR BROTHER......LOVE & BLESSINGS IN ALL YOU DO....THANKYOU ONCE AGAIN FOR YOUR LOVING KINDNESS, HERE AT ASHTAR COMMAND, YOUR BEAUTIFUL .
If possible, can you give me some advice? Feeling very happy from the inside since some time, but now all has changed. Last year and the year before a couple and their son were helped when they needed it. The father was an artist and paid for the rent and the bills and the mother worked for the study of their only son. The son wanted a computer so some paintings were bought. Later the husband got ill and their rent was paid for them, medication too. When he died, the rent was paid for several months and the debts too. Although the mum works 60 hours a week, she gains like 1300 Bolivianos (less than 200$) a month. This goes to the rent and bills. The son was in a private university which costed 1100Bs a month. This tuition was paid untill the end of last year. But the son kept asking for a laptop. He did not work during the summer holiday to help his mother. As it was not possible to finance his study for this year as well, they were informed well ahead.
This year the boy wanted a motor cycle so the mother took out a loan. When she had to pay back the loan she stole money of me that was needed to buy the water and electricity connection and spare keys. When I found out the locks were changed, but they were trying to get into the house almost every other night. The house is very far away from neighbours, so one night I got really angry with them and started to bang the cardboard boxes and a wooden table with a piece of wood. Apparently the got scared and decided to put withcraft in the house, in the dog house, in the car, on the land, well almost everywhere. It is so dense coming into the house, driving in the car (which by now was blessed with blessed water so the energy there is suppressed but still present). Terrible headaches are plaguing me, my mood gets so dark, there is no love nor patience for the dogs anymore I even hit one yesterday, the thoughts going through my head are very negative and horrible.
Ben I've been thrown back into the 3rd density. I just can't be angry with them, Light and prayers are send to them.
But this has to stop but how, talking to her is impossible because she won't let me in. It would be great if you could help out.
Thank you Ben and may love and light always keep you filled.
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