Cool title :)

Now I jump around in topics or thoughts as there in relationships as far putting into a sequence that is readable and delightful to the mind your basically sol;)  I don't really don't stay in my mind to work it out, I dip into it when I need too 

I prefer chaos of quantum my relation to things don't really need to put into organized thoughts for my mind to sift over in the building of details to get a picture, I feel and toss stuff up and around looking for the goodie's I feel there, it might be related to a question I asked, or related to another objective some else put out there that adds more, shapes a picture.

I come from the answer, not the question, the question is yours.

Every ask yourself why is the world is the way it is? I never did until after my death experience at 13. un-ravelling any experience that shatters your reality of bliss is an extreme, your driven mad by it, it's a haunting, a curse. Yet in realizations there is a bliss of knowing when you start changing elevating.

I really hated this world when I came back, despised it. Not right away it came over me slowly watching tv the news I could feel people lying being conniving deceitful, it made me rather sick and ill. It was all around me including my parents I really wanted nothing to do with people, and still today I stay away from others. Most times I annoy them, looking clean through people is not the prettiest view, pain hurt suffering lost confused, it's hard not to say anything to them. People have to rebuild them selves on there own in there own time. 

I'm tinker by nature looking to solve problems that how one fixes themselves, tinker around with self. Since I came from the answer of light quantum of chaos the tree of life and to infinity and washed in unconditional love.

For me that question is answered there is no wonderment in not knowing, being lost, or living blissful unaware. As you change and grow you lose that aspect sort of like an innocence, but there is bliss in knowing and what it means to know having answers for self. 

Takes a great deal of experiences and information in and out of self to compile a view picture of the meaning of life. getting back to the title in it's meaning I've always wanted to change the world, the mathematics involved is way out there on the string theory cables, how would I perform this task and why would it not work. For all purposes the infinite one could do this in no time, at the snap of your fingers all around the universe at once in all directions. I don't mess with the infinite one's purpose or reason things like that are far beyond true explanations into words. Unconditional in this reality of vibration frequency similar to using the sun energy to revive a stopped heart, a little over kill lol :)  

People freak out about the simplest energy changes!! So why would my idea not work I performed some simple experiments over time periods and they all failed. I know everyone questions at some point in there life about the infinite one, the way they seek in life going from the question without knowledge ignorant to the answer, at some point people ponder death. Since I came from the answer why could I not bridge a path from the answer to the question, and find the shortest route, the simplest bridge. Sounds logical and fairly straight forward, I found the infinite one again in my reality, not directly as in dying but through quantum mechanics chaos fractals ect...  

It's like using radar and you hear a signal like seti within the signal is a math a encoded rhythm. It would be like a hidden message that you Realize is there within you, after you realize you realize about realizing is a key. Part of growth is going over the past to unlock things experiences that occurred and sometimes you realize after unlocking these experiences there is that signal pointing to this event and than to the next experience, it's the way the universe moves and the flow of knowledge all around your reality helps you with the experience your trying to resolve. The coincidence level is "0" there is no well things like just happen. You realize this not just me doing this, there is something else helping me to explore my self. After I realized that I thought to my self ok I will test this thing helping me, to prove to myself that it's real and it's know's me better than I know my self. 

In order to prove something you need to have answers and have a particular way so that the test can run without bias input. So I told it to show me who I was, let see if you know me. I realize your there trying to communicate so show me. I'm a cleaver person and at that time a huge ego, first thing it showed me my ego than it countered my ego by using myself against myself, checkmate every time, even before I started, check mate. I was pissed "what"  ego did not like at all lol I realize it changed the rules, not matter what cleaver angle I thought was genius it simple countered it by stop playing and I was ended up playing myself against self. I realized instantly how to stop my ego and it worked equally on others, right after I realized that an ego encounter appeared to test me at the local gas station.

That really impressed me the way it all occurred, what is this thing I'm playing with, I was excited so I decided that this thing of communication wanted to show me things stuff so I committed my self to follow it and told that I would follow where ever it took me. Can we say hyper travel in spiritual evolution.

Everyone has this communication we don't realize it. It's always been there from the get go!  Your coincidence is picking up on that communication every so often, it seems like once in a blue moon or little here there. Your concept of reality is in your mind as taught, you fall into the tool of the mind, your ignorant in ignorance.

When was the last time someone told you, you have a communication directly from source code, did you receive any education on this subject, and if you did you were told not to bother that person is crazy! There is energy stream of information that you can notice and react with in your reality for the rest of your life, your not gong to notice something you never heard about because were naturally born ignorant in ignorance. Of coarse there are a few exceptions of people as children that realise this for there fate and destiny.

The only reason you have freewill and ego is ignorant in ignorance this also why people stay inside the mind and never venture outside there concept of life. Your freewill is the measurement of ego and your ignorance of the mind. How are you going to ascend, be enlightened, be a light worker, a channeller, a radiant light being with your freewill.

Someone defined freewill and it was not me, just because someone defines a word does not make it truth, a universal truth in and out of the concept of the mind your living in. Why do people say they have freewill the ego supports it and freewill supports the ego there twins yet defined separate. In a concept box your definitions will reflect the box of the concept.

DR's of mentality will do the same thing help you understand the box your in by letting you define your box of a concept. They don't realize better there in the same box your in the concept box of the mind.

The reality of the mind has not been shattered by experience unknown unexplained not of reality. Exactly the point of the matrix the Movie We don't have freewill over death that's your answer.

If every time you mentioned freewill and added the definition  "Your freewill is the measurement of ego and your ignorance of the mind" you would stop using that word, starts to loosen the concept apart the mind stops flowing in that direction and realises that it has a habit, condition unhealthy. Your freewill validates other peoples freewill and you will attract other alike. Concepts attract similar concepts and they exchange constructs of the concept.

I do extrovert stuff and that sometimes expands the box or you leave the box temporally, that where the information coming out of quantum you tap into, people say look went outside the box of thinking. You get a nut of an idea and bring back inside the mind to play with it, so others can understand it inside the box of the mind, one may not realise they tapped into this quantum information from infinity there going to relate it to the mind, as long as you got the idea nobody cares really it's all bliss. 

The reality we live in is also a concept, what else would it be? designed and catered to for the box mind supporting ego freewill ignorant in ignorances on a world wide scale and that is why my earlier experiments failed for that reason.

When you use your heart soul you flatten the others concepts there box minds your basically kicking there box around the yard causes some friction, it takes time to change naturally by evolution standards, but were slightly pressed for time. It's very hard to change a concept especially when your living in it, becomes a double wall as you have your concept running inside of another concept that validates each other and all of the other people inside as well.

Each person must find the communication for themselves, the shortest route or design configuration is too make yourself a blank page, a blank canvass, a blank chalk board, so your nothing. than you ask the communication to write and show who you are onto your preferred medium. The reason I say your nothing is not to bring out the mind in ego freewill and ignorant and ignorances so your naturol balanced. Very similar to a mantra meditation find your heart centre and ask, might happen right away or might take awhile too see it communicating.

Communication is an art, and it took me awhile to figure it out myself, imagine your self blind and deaf how are you going to understand others communicating with you. You have to look ahead at some point and say that was rough but I did it, I learned and found a way to communicate, that also paves away for others to follow by honing the bridge that joins from the question to the answer. like minded knows like minded.

What the difference is your going from box mind concepts of self to a heart concepts involving infinity or the infinite one. Box minded concepts of self is heading for destruction, collapse, math collapse. 

heart concept with the infinite one will flourish bloom butterfly and has a history from evolving ascending.

Destiny and fate are two clasp hands.   

I think for some after the collapse is to see the concept of the construct they were in, what they inherent from there peers what they had planned for there children, that it was only a concept of a version in how to live, things like this only happen in a lifetime to start over into a new way of life, get rid of the concepts and the constructs give it no power, walk away from it and simple start a newer way to live, everyone needs to get out of the mindset were living in.

The concept were in is harmful to us as a whole. People have to learn to come out of this concept mindset and start in another direction yet maintain the basics of life during this transition. The current concept does not full fill all and is at the no point of return, really there is no need when one only needs transcend into another direction of purpose. The mindset has to come first of letting go the concept do you really need a collapse to prove that? People are going to get what they need, stop, realize, let go and move forward into a new living purpose. Nothing will collapse and cause panic your all going to work towards the basics defining them as one moves forward. Yes it can be that fast and move mountains coming out of this existing matrix mindset will be hard it's addictive for some, similar to being on a holo deck for too long and frequently.

Changing the directives, directions is evolution no longer learning a putative concept and the constructs needed to make it work. There is a better way to live. Evolution is also ascendancy there is no evolution with our current concept it escalates to a point of collapse, which it is now doing. Time for a new direction not another government or money scheme

Time to let that concept go, let it go stop feeding it and go a different direction if you built it people will come follow simple. Who started it, everyone did, change and go a different direction and let go of this concept. Unhealthy unnecessary way to live.