South Bend, IN


November 24

About Yourself

I have struggled my whole life to feel at peace. I am on the outside looking in in this existence. I don’t fit in! Lately the struggles are coming from every part of my life, non stop! I have been searching for something that makes sense. Why? Always why? Something is missing. Joy, is missing. I have believed in God and Jesus for as long as I can remember but now they are silent. I am searching for answers. I want to help the children. I want to heal others. I need to be healed. I want to have a purpose and a focus. I have had a life of loss, abuse, disappointment and betrayal by those closest to me. I deserve better. I am lost and trying to find a way back. I am searching. I am struggling.

Your Teachers and/or Spiritual Sources of Inspiration

Michelle Fielding Michael Jaco The holy scriptures The Mormon Church

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