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  Joyana Suwati Brookmeyer January 15, 2012 at 12:42pm

  i responded..yes still use pendulum..have own copy of Urantia book..for many years..  it is difficult to follow by myself..hoped you would help me out a little.  thus far i have not heard back from you…  i agree w/your shared thoughts and ideas..  they are not new to me..have worked very hard to study and keep learning..need a like mind to do more than explain what i already have learned and experienced..my hope is to look deeper..too difficult to do on my own..although i keep working on it.  can you understand?  i need a little more sharing..especially from someone who has a better grasp than i do at this time????
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  Joyana Suwati Brookmeyer January 9, 2012 at 7:52pm

  YES..YES..YES..TO ALL…  WHAT A WONDROUS FAMILY WE TRULY ARE~  

  getting back..on track..the TRAIN IS MOVING ONWARD/UPWARD..

  you are much appreciated..wish you were here to give you big hug in person.

  WE LOVE YOU MORE THAN WORDS CAN SAY~  jsb
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  Joyana Suwati Brookmeyer January 9, 2012 at 3:36am

  again thanks Anita..have used color therapy u describe 4 yrs..it has helped me survive..best when i am working on a painting..all paintings depict beauty.people who see them..or visit my home..say they are uplifting..even hug me..i take no credit..perhaps it is my way to belong to star family.  use pendulum..it clearly swings positive that there is a negative force wanting to harm me??  when i ask if i am innocent..it replies yes.  it also indicates i am protected.  can’t know or prove as fact.  it does help soothe my pain..as does my cat.  he knows when i am suffering..emotionally/physically..he walked by as i am writing this..as if to say..I KNOW MOMMY..  feel he is guardian angel kitty.  he comes beside me..we kiss each other..he w/his moist nose..  what i feel is that i do not belong in this world..it causes me excruciating agony..  all can do is try not to react..keep deleting from my thoughts..stay still..quiet.  and yes..i will suffer…be empathetic to suffering of any of God’s creations..and worst fault..cannot bring self to forgive evil..hurtful ones.  even if i have to go down this way..  I AM WHO..OR HOW I AM..cannot be other.  nor am i strong and brave now that i am old.  this life has robbed me of any love..or talent given me by Creator.  again thank you dear sister..love, blessings my wish for you..
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  Joyana Suwati Brookmeyer January 9, 2012 at 2:16am

  dear Anita…that was some time ago..it didn’t work 4 me..could not figure it out.  glad it did 4 u.  I have a book on Healing Power of Color..maybe that will help me.  just noticed your interests..colour therapy..hands on healing..readings.  i don’t have much money..every kind of healing costs money..unless i learn to do it myself.  not able yet.  actually..i have given up..all hope.expecting anything..lay down on bed wanting to die.. 
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  Ranthom January 6, 2012 at 7:51am

  
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  Joyana Suwati Brookmeyer January 6, 2012 at 2:47am

  hi Anita..glad to have new friend..    Yes..I have subscribed to Emotion Code..has it helped you?  just wondering~  looking forward to sharing our Blessings~
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  Luke Skywalker January 6, 2012 at 1:21am

  Welcome sister :)