Thank you Steve for the very warm welcome. I am delighted to be here and have begun checking out the site and all it has to offer. I certainly can feel the love in the air and the comfort of being surrounded by like Beings!!
Is it ok if I ask questions?I would like live there.A place with no judgement, prejudice,and STS.I am tired of just the lack of even simple man.I have never felt comfortable here and I'm very happy that my feelings are ok,now.If, you know what I mean.I don't know anything bout my immediate family,aunt's,unc,cousins,etc...They still keep my own life story and I'm over50years old.They never excepted as I am,but yet,I was to accept their mean ways of treatment to me.Never one to just skippy go along with a group,esp. when You see doom amd group blindness mentality.I am enjoying many of your videos and comments.At this time,I:m feeling a guidance to go somewhere...I'm torn between what I'm been told to do...so,When that happens...I wait for it to sort itself.
Back to the question..lol..I tendto be long winded when I get to express myself(don't have much human contact n they are all around me).Anyway,I'm feeling like as I try to learn the "new"stuff,esotheric parts,...I have been doing "things",but different ways and means.For instance,it is hard to do meditation of holding Angels hands,going into rooms,etc.I have only worked with Souce and Jesus,to me..I call it working for the head office.I think my part in all this from what my higher power is telling me to do is so out of my comfort zone,I know it what to do.I am trying to relax,but,I've always been "on duty",for so long,it does feel queer to have all this free time now.I let u go,but,my question is am I wrong to want to ask Jesus,all the time we have been "talking",he never mentioned Christ'dom,if correct word,it was to occur before I died.Nothing wrong with that,but,it messed with my mental.
I live in the suburbs of Chicago,but,it's now like Chicago,but with more grass and less skyscrapers...I have abilities I don't use,but,I would like to master them.For instance,I have used transfered my energy to a necklace I held in my hand..however,I broke the necklace to pieces when I opened my hand.With that power,I know I have to watch my thoughts.I am looking for a teacher to show me how to control and improve my abilities.It's been bottled up for years and leaks out here n there.I understand the with great power, there is great responsiblity.I don't have any attachment to people,places,or things,but I do love them all.
Thanks for listening.I will not let my surroundings ,people of Earth,or my IT challenges with the cell phone and computer sway me from my mission for the higher office,Source and all above.
Howdo you know when what you are told by higherself is to be reveiled?..
hi steve thank you ever so much for adding me to ashtar command. I am so happy to be among my spirituall community again. i have been on retreat or locked up in psychiatric instituitions for years for my shamanic initiation experiences which mimic a psychotic break and my political protests last one 3 month hunger strike. that got me dragged out of my house kicking a screaming on x mas eve per ususal been going on for 12 years. please send healing my back is damaged from the chemical restraints. i need help please ask people to peay for me and send reiki.
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