I Send Greetings!
If you're reading this post, chances are good that you are entering the "initiation" phase for the Greater Community.
I want you to know that sometimes we make it, and other times, well, we fail. Yes, you can try over again, sometimes more than twice, but it's also very important that you know that if you do fail, you're okay, because each time you try, you are still transmuting and transforming your experiences for the greater good of all. Everyone wins. If you can keep this in mind the next time you try, the initiation phase becomes much more bearable and fulfilling.
The initiation phase is difficult, if you haven't gone through it yet or before, and each time you enter it, it gets even more difficult and tough. I know from experience(s), and all experiences are different for each person. So much depends on you and what you consider weak within your self, and your feelings.
Below is a website address that will explain further about the "initiation", and a video that gives you excellent information about "safety". Each one is valuable for the initiation experience.
2. Finding Safety - Matt Kahn/TrueDivineNature.com
Know that as you enter the initiation phase, you're blessed beyond words, and that you are loved.
With Love, Light, and Blessings,