i have had the feeling for quiet some time that i'm about to meet my teacher physically
a couple have answered my call
a few even helped a little but none are the being i search for
or long for
and honestly i'm lost and feeling a little alone in this world
and honestly again it is hard knowing and feeling what i know and feel
being able to do what i do
and have no-one to share it with AND further more very little guidence that can be…
hey guys i know it's been a while, i'm going to try and be more consistant with keeping in touch
just been very busy
but now need help badly
the dark wants me at full power out of fear of something worse that could come about
and the light doesn't because they can't control me for thier bidding, i'm not thier warrior and they do not like that!
now for whatever reason i don't have my magic
i have some healing gifts and such but NOTHING compared
Added by GOOFY on February 15, 2013 at 1:49pm — No Comments
i am sorry for being away for so long
i have had MANY things to do and see and experience in my new found growth!
there are some things i am back to discuss and hope you can help me along my journey
so i look forward to speaking with you all further soon
thanks guys, love and light Ash
Added by GOOFY on January 13, 2013 at 2:19am — No Comments
i know it's been a while but i've been discovering myself as of late!
i have a question that i need an answer for please!
this was brought to me from a friend of mine, who has a female friend of hers who needs help understanding something!
my friend is seeing a blue light kinda moving round her room at night id likeln it to a fire fly kind of thing but not one of those and she would like to know what it means
sure her friend died 3yrs ago if…Continue
now i'm not sure where i actually was, but i got led there by a wallabee with the most amazing coat almost like a breeder type!
then i got led down the rocks into this wierd plain by a grey dove and a group of 12+ grey dove's showed me around by flying to different area's playing but none of them where able to be caught on camera!
i did however capture one on film
it allowed me to see it!
i was also stalked by a black blob type thing it rustled in the bush like a…
Added by GOOFY on January 25, 2012 at 9:49am — No Comments
i know it has been a while since i have posted on here, and for that i am regretfull
i ask here about what to do since i feel so many things, in the sence of i can feel a strong shifter side inside of me!
i am along side of both vampires and warewolf's but are neither of those!
i am looking into wiccar but also druid's
now i now i'm not suppose to involk different gods from different religions but on the other hand i am so many different things that i find it…Continue
i am an old watcher, my soul is old and i've seen and fought in many things for many reasons!
but what i am seing today is an increse of backstabbing and the trust issue's and even worse
the couldn't believe it when the term love was used so fluently with no reason
and when getting engaged and married was simply a fashion statement
it has discrased the very name of love
and in this, i start to loose hope in humanity!
ok, i have had a vission and feelings!
it is about this girl, now i started to fall for her!
when this happens i ONLY seem to see the good in them
mainly because that's what i do!
yet this time i saw her dark side, manipulation and lying
when we hugged i was more sure than ever!
from this manipulation and lying was going to get me and
a rather decent chunk of my brothers and elders hurt or killed!
i saw them get killed but i know better than…
ok, so here we go!
i need your opinions on this!
right, there is allot of people who haven't had the chance to know what love is or it's power or how good it can make you feel
or how it make's you want to be a better person!
there are many ways of helpng people find this, one is of the movie "hitch"
there are no intention of abusing anything, and…Continue
well hello one and all, unfortinetly i haven't had much to blog about lately because for one reason or another when i help someone i'm not suppose to be seen or noticed around!
well this make's it difficult to allow people to know what you've acomplished over time!
not that i want recognition for who i help, who i help defeat, or what secret healing i do
but it kinda sucks when you can't talk to many people about what you've done!
like ow man them bugga's come…
right, now this post is about girls more or less but also endolve's into other aspects of life!
when it come's to a girl, how do you know when to act, when to back down, when to give her space, hell when she has had so many bad experience's in the past it's WAY to easy for her to go, nup to hard and i miss out!
i am on VERY thin ice with this girl, but she is worth it very much so hey!
so when life keeps challenging me although i'm up to it, how do i not loose out…Continue
Added by GOOFY on June 23, 2011 at 3:28pm — No Comments
out of respect for the people present i will remove name's and keep the details relevant!
it is an important message for ALL!
I realised something, I learnt how to access my female energy and realised that I wasn’t
Doing it atm!
And when I did I found so much more answers than I…
Added by GOOFY on June 16, 2011 at 9:36am — No Comments
what does this fairy's meaning hold?
a friend would like to know what other meaning it has…
Added by GOOFY on June 11, 2011 at 2:27am — No Comments
when life curve's spins and swirls where do we sit our feet
how do we know, where do we stand no time to rest or sleep
the wicked never rest, nor see the light of day
yet the sun burns brightly in these eye's why can't i turn away
what or who are you, how do you really know
the question is to often there, yet no answer nor clue
we find our way and walk this path, forever and a day
to find ourselve's in this place wich isn't far…
Added by GOOFY on June 11, 2011 at 2:27am — No Comments
now this is slightly different approuch than what i've done in the past, but here's a few songs that hold meaning to me, and you can easily figure out why, some have hidden meanings though, some are clear as day!
odviously these aren't every single one that influence's me, but you get the picture, although be careful how you judge these film clips and songs, some meanings aren't as classy as you would think or want, but that's the point, what's coming is neither classy nor…Continue
i am light i am dark and i'm everything in-between, so why is it that i must now choose a side?
where is the line drawn and who decide's it's boundrie's?
why is the darkness that lie's within to be feared and why can't people see that the light holds just as much danger if not watched aswell!
i am what i am, the darkness and ego protects me and allows me to do things when called upon that the light cannot!
the light inside of me allows to me to…Continue