The reality for me is that I feel I'm going into this backwards for I know when what I call "in my Chi"and Jesus and I are flowing, we can do the miracles,previous usage, and spreading the love is natural. like i said i have always spoken to Jesus, in my head,which as you can see is my normal..but,now I am trying to understand all the different, technical "sayings, affirmations,etc.", I've always just talked, sometimes aloud, lately alot aloud, but I am wondering if I am doing enough . I don't drive so, i haven't been able to meet anyone like me,yet.Family freaked about what I was able to do before, when I mentioned the Angels,and Dec. 15th, when my bedroom turned into supernatural central,they same "Christian" as me,rejected their own.Never felt like I belong in this family unit, they never made effort and nothing alike.I am a starseed, the things they have put me thru and others, but I didn't allow it to change me and I looked at it,as its the behavior, not the person, you may not like.People seem to be comfortable around me more a than me with them.I would just like to know who I am because it seems no one here on Earth (don't know that family history either,what's the secret"?) is going to tell me so, I've only had Jesus and fine with that thru the years.
Your Teachers and/or Spiritual Sources of Inspiration
God,Jesus and all our talks, reprimands,re-directions,praises,prayers. I'm empathic so I got fed up going into organized churches when I kept getting drained or Jesus and I battle things that no one else is seeing.
Books You have Read and Would Recommend
I read all kinds of books to learn more.Even dictionaries.
Movies and Music you Would Recommend
I only watch tv for information,or a few comedy shows. I mostly watch old British comedy or older tv shows. I don't keep up with movies. The music i prefer to hear is classical,Yani, 70s and 80s.
Your Goals, Visions and Desires
I plan on using some of royalties ,when received, from 2 inventions to establish a charity to help new Lightworkers in the new Earth.I desire to one day talk face to face with Christ.I have questions for an old friend I'd like to ask. I think only he can answer, if i haven't gotten an answer yet. I'd like to live out the rest of my time where ever I can best serve my Lord Jesus Christ. And be the best Christ I can.
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