About me, i can tell you that i have such LOVE for all creatures-so much do i LOVE all the creatures of the Earth, that i feel an enormous responsibility to help and protect all in need. I love the saying of Jesus; "Let All Children come to me" (translated from norw.) - and he reaches his arms out for them. I want to protect all innocent beings from harm. Especially, i have my entire life felt a very special care for Animals. Because the humans have forgotten them. And they´re being mistreated, neglected, tortured and killed in an imaginable scale. Humans think they can use animals for whatever reason to fill any "need" they might urge and find pleasurable for themselves, without taking any considerations for the well-being and respect towards animals. They have totally enslaved the animals and control them by tyranni. The humans have just barely begun caring for eachother, and they don`t yet realize their connection with all other beings. So they need help, to realize what they are not only doing to other human beings but non-human beings aswell. Such as the Animals, and the Whole Earth as a unit. We have to help humans to realize many things- such as respect, understanding, love and care for all creatures. That they are all of equal cosmic divine worth. No creature is less worthy than another. And to hurt someone else is to hurt oneself.
I was `abnormal` since birth. My mother told me many times that she could not figure me out and joked around that i must have been switched with another baby at the hospital since i was so different. Growing up i had alot of anger inside me. I felt very misunderstood and lonely, and angry at the universe that had placed me with "wrong" parents, in a "wrong" society in the "wrong" world. I did not feel comfortable with this body, too "heavy" (although i have always been skinny lol) "too physical". I was angry at people of how their limited thinking was and how selfish they wore. For a while i even thought my own family wore evil! How COULD they EAT ANIMALS! Even when i told them and showed them HOW HORRIBLE animals are being treated before they Eat them! It took me a long time to figure out humans, and to accept them as they are with all their limitations and flaws- but hey i also realized more and more my own flaws and that i wanted to always stribe for being a better person. A person in better control of my feelings and thoughts. Being understanding and forgiving- and pure loving. Selfless and Positive.
I of course became vegetarian in my childhood, and understood in early adulthood that a VEGAN natural preferrably bio-dynamic lifestyle is the most ideal. And convensional medicine is basicly stone age for me. I have never had any special abilities/ gifts nor did i ever experience any particularly supernatural events. I felt a kind of search within that i did not really understand, and a calling inside that i did not where coming from. I felt completely different from others and very isolated. Grief and confusion.
Luckely i eventually met a few other "starseeds" whome i get inspiration and support from. And i see now that i am lucky and blessed to have met so many different people in my life and experienced many various of situations, that have "softened" me and made me more humble and understanding towards humans and life on Earth. Alhamdulilah.
More recently things have more and more begun falling into place, and i am finally awakening. To the truth. To the reality of who i am and to my mission here on Earth. And the fact that i am not alone or left behind. Awaken all sisters and brothers, and let the Love and Light lightening up the Earth:)
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