What is my truth.
I believe that my truth is my experiences and what I feel about them, along with my imaginings about what did not happen and what I feel about them, as well as my imaginings about the future and what I feel about them.
This is often called the ego and is considered the thing to transcend in many spiritual traditions. I disagree with such ideas. But I am still interested in alternative modes of consciousness, since that will expand my truth.
Two things I have in life are money and time. I am not happy with how I have these, but since I do have these, I have the freedom to pursue a life which most people have to struggle to fit into their busy lives. So, I feel pressed to take advantage of it.
These are the subjects about myself, which I most think about:
- The fact that I never had a sexual relationship.
- The fact that I do not speak using my voice. Thank God for writing.
- The fact that I do not know how to fit into a group so I do not work for a living.
- My confusion over modern spirituality being seen as a service to sell to clients.
I welcome comments to this.