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hows my now

i feeling ok  right that might change depending on  my parents in pecular my mom. but last night  i did one of necessary feminine rituals shaving  my body . it felt good  nair  and razors, ok nair might be toxic but have to use it. also did prayers to isis  skyclad  i have privacy  to do that  so  but it did felt good to honor the goddess in that manner. the feminine experience for me has been  very positive although i was put in a male shell. i have more of connection to the goddess then the god been then done that anyway. for me i been dressing the last two weeks because  i had it with my family opposing  me  and i want to be happy ,i am dress as a women and i donmt know how long i have  im going to enjoy myself before the stuff hit the fan.  any ttfn
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actually  i was feeling down with ibs although i like the weight loss though  and and the blizzard im in the chicagoland area . been gathering up equipment  like ankhs hand held and a big and nefertari's tarot, collar necklace from egypt  before it exploded just  saying. its a good thing, anyway i been training belly dancing and yoga both then femininity training. meditation and prayers to isis, i am to the point  i feel like i am doing the right thing and i am in the right gender female and lady . faith is and was for me at least that the universe is unfolding like it  should  been very problamatic i been raise with control freaks who think their are in control so it been very hard for me. its coming  also i like to come out as an unofficial dianic wiccan since transgender and man need not apply to mainline sect of dianic witchcraft poopers. one last yes i know i do not look that good as a woman but i do it in private for now i am not ready  for now i am happy with what i have  and i am happier
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investigating my inner woman again

for me further i dove into whats is feminine i feel my source energy come for me. i dont know how to explain this but being cross sleeved in a man's body and want to do what women do was and is hell for me since being disabled and raised in a strict catholic house. raised in shame and fear and now that power dont have the same effect. now i know myself and doing something about it. brought danea doyles femininity instructional dvd and began to exploring my feminine side again and i like it. going to be gradual process though because my family is closed mind and not very accepting of the transgendered or freaks as they put it but i sully on. this whole binary gender thing for me tiresome i naturally tend toward the feminine. i wish i had more support but isis knows what she doing . one thing about 3d people i found out they like to imposed their beliefs on you but they dont believe truely what they believe in strange to me but hey
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im back never left really

many things been happening personally i started herbal hormones recently for one a step in the right direction for me, also the reason i been away was my ibs was acting up and been in pain and had no desire to blog for the past 2 month so excuse me . i kept up the prayers and devotion to isis, recently saw a kestral hawk hawk in my neighborhood i think the goddess is with me now. also making connections in my past and theres a patten involving mt shasta,atlantis,fire, lemuria, light ships so i been having lets say "coincidences' and i am amazed how my life is turning out. and tonight i went to reiki also im good to go
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continal training and stuff

last night i didnt post a blog entry i had a minor accident i cut my hand on my crystal wand didnt know until during the love attracting spell.the blood was everywhere, so i took care of it and let it heal but anyway. still using the crystal grid general purpose one in conjuction with my atlantean lighted power rod and headband which is a psionic amplifier. did my yoga routrine then my wei gung chi gung and nei gung excercises then meditation and visualization exercises and pore breathing my love spell to attract some one to me and a healing prayer for my mom she pulled her hip muscles please you prayers and thought are welcome also. i thought it will tonight

isis bless you

namaste

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daily training regieme and others things

i tried during my meditation practice i put up a crystal grid or circle i guess.basic flower of life/star of david configuration i try for several days see how i like it. moving on to more advance exercises from the book introduction to hermetics by franz bardon and only did yoga tonight hot flashes. i will figure out some for qi gong exercise . things are coming together for on the spiritual side at least will for now that it

namaste

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HOWS MY NOW

well it was a very productive couple of days spiritually i used the jade temple prayer in the first telos book. i think i want there i went to sleep last night, i will used its for lack of it of a better term tonight . i believed that i been cleared some of the stuff i had in me . so, also i kept up meditating and praying to isis also the appearantly the l-glusamine i gotten for my ibs is working at least less pain and bloating. i did a love attraction spell of isis to attract someone to me. heres hoping , beside cleaning my SIRIAN SEAL and atlantean headband it was a good day

namaste

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what i am getting from the books on a first read is the lemurians are part of the ashtar command and trying to help lesser evolve beings such as human beings to ascend to 5th dimensional state. the governing counsel could use a third brunch of people 4 transexuals just saying . like the parenting and school system being a alcoholic i jack myself up but its a learn experience the other two books are primary lemurian method of ascension i will try them out. although i learned i was on the atlantean side, i like to control and to let go is very hard for me partly because im an addict living monent by monent anyway

light love peace

namaste all

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stardate 8172.1 training and thoughts

i change my physical training routine to the practice of yi chaun or mind boxing very new agey i think and keeps me fit and can defend oneself if needs must. thinking about this whole light,love, peace thing as an adult child of abuse mental, physical i still get pulled down by lower vibrational energys like you cant, or i dont want to change or the vibration of judgement. i do try be lighter but there are people in my life that are of a lower vibrational state then i stating the facts here. they dont want nessarily the best for me its whats convienent for them but as i see it its about acceptence i find hard to do that. i am doing better being of the light and that what matters is it. but people not seeing what they do to others woooooo. am i guity of it yes but i recognized that about myself any way that all for now
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stardate 81620.1 updates and stuff

several things to update first is i have ordered the l-glutamine 1000mg capsules 240 now foods im waiting to recieved it . that was suggest to me take for my ibs hopefully it was help my ibs. secondly i ordered the book series Revelations of the New Lemuria (TELOS, Vol. 1-3) by one Aurelia Louise Jones i heard went 5 deminsional (died)recently. what i read,heard, seen about it seems interesting as many of you know i think im assuming here telos is a lumerian city phase shift in mount shasta.

like ashtar command or is part of said organization to assist people in this dimension to ascend and help in general and i like to know more about telosians. i come across it by look up telosians from star trek on you tube the link is the video i found https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dxZenp2kP-8 about jones and lemurians and telos and the high priest adama. on a similar topic i been researching mars cydonian plain and the giza plateau interesting and the whole sirian connection i begin to wonder could mars have been terra formed to sustain life or it was habitable and a war happen this is me here so . at any rate i been on an atlantean egyptian martian kick of late wondering am i reincarnated martian soul or what i dont know or an andromedian had family there was trapped there during the war at any rate it fires my source energy up to think about it. also please take a look the video clip from the martian chronicles and my atlantean tools before i forgot this link is the cydonia video https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IAk3Yxhi-MU as always

namaste

love,light peace

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as a follower of franz bardon i did my exercises tonight with my new atlantean headband with fishing line as a temporary thong until the leather thong arrives. also did some lightwork for a friend . saw the video that our commander alerted us to about source energy i arrive that same conclusion after much experimentation and exploding experiments in the faces oy. it was very good i tend to agree about humans strange creatures dont get them heh i kill me. about the movie avatar i hated it . an overproduce mish mash of plot devices from other movies that was pretty to look but what got me the most was its lack of disabled navi and its anti technology rantings. the movie was made by technology i found that ironic, martian chronicles and the two dunes movies "the mini series actually" were far superior with the same message without the blantant preaching. i been in rural areas and i say no thank you i prefer my modern conviences im sorry that how i am. am i addicted to technology perhaps the way i see it give people the freedom to choose how they live also not everyone can not be nor should be spiritual its my daoist attitude BALANCE and as a addict until one hits bottom themselves and chooses to get clean let them be. and the whole mainstrean vs alternative you got to have a mainstream to have alternative i might be missing soming but. my utopia would be 5d living in 3d would visa versa an overlay with all possibilities but hey what i said was in love i need to vent some i thank you

light love peace

namaste

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stardate 81320.1 first log entry

i been kinda ill from ibs and a sore throat for the week and half i sign up here pardon me. although i made my second atlantean headband in the traditional fashion 24 gauge copper sheet,silver disk, and an indigo aura crystal. following the instructions set fourth in the tome crystal power. and made several atlantean lighted power rods from 9 led highbeam flashlights and said crystals and silver furnence tape. very powerful devices i do say myself. tonight was first time i had enough energy to do my designed yoga program which i can tell you if you want to know with 4 form brocades, and meditation session and hymn to isis which i identify with isis that is. feeling better at least although putting the pieces together my ibs and chronic pain the past 5 years for ibs and 9 years for the pain might be ascension sickness i dont know but i have good compared to some not to comparing just saying. any way i perfer to more lighter now since everyone is down in the dumps because of cause the changes . im in the process though im not there yet but progress not prefection. hopefully will buy the telos lemurian books adama any of you fellowers of that?

namaste and isis bless you

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