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This is the Home Stretch For Sure

Pulling out fears and disassembling them one by one.

 

Blowing up darkness. Do you know how beautiful darkness is when it explodes?

 

...Always... More breathtaking than you can imagine.

 

That's a lie. You can imagine it. Once you've seen it.

 

B)

 

I've found that wearing sunglasses helps with my social anxiety.

 

My apartment is a filthy mess.

 

But have you seen my neighborhood?

 

It's a little paradise.

 

I have a sparkling pool with a beautiful blushing stone fountain which flows into the pool with a little waterfall.

 

And spring is coming in magnificently.

 

I shall call it my oasis.

 

 

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Lightbody Mutation

Emotional Body

Old:
The emotional body vibrates at the low fourth dimension (lower astral plane) and tends to live in the past. It is the emotional body's nature to form attachments to people, places, objects and ideas. It often feels very childlike, as many of the attachments are formed in childhood. It reruns emotional triggers from the past. For example, if you were scratched by a cat when you were two years old, today you feel fear and suspicion when you see a cat. Or, suppose you dropped your milk in the lunchroom in second grade and everyone laughed at you. Now you may have an aversion to groups or lunchrooms, and when groups of people laugh, you may think they're laughing at you.

You can see how your reaction to something in the now may have nothing to do with what is actually happening. Often, certain emotions are suppressed within the emotional body, sublimated as feelings of "I need ..." Emotions and expressions are suppressed because they are deemed "bad," "unacceptable," or "unspiritual." This causes self karmic blocks to expression and strengthens the attachment to outer things.
Often, there is a feeling of "I can't trust myself," therefore strengthening the control of the mental body. The emotional body and the physical body are what experience life. The physical body experiences Now, while the emotional body experiences life through a filter of past experiences. The majority of karmic patterning is held within the emotional body.

New:
The emotional body merges with the other bodies and vibrates in the fifth dimension. All attachments to people, places and ideas release as this body begins to function in the Now. The only attachment is to the vibration and expressions of Spirit. This often feels like being in love with Spirit. People usually find that they become much more emotionally expressive. Like a child, when an emotion flows through this body, it is simply expressed. When you're angry, you yell. When you're sad, you cry. When you're happy, you laugh and smile. This is the gateway of full Divine expression. There's no such thing as a "bad" or "unspiritual" emotion. All emotion is in the repertoire of Divine expression.

These three bodies are made up of spinning double tetrahedrons. The pattern of motion and spin in each body is unique to the individual because these bodies are emanations of the Soul. The rates of spin and whether these geometries are slower or stuck, determines the karmic experiences you will attract.
In the course of Lightbody mutation, these bodies will first align and then merge the tetrahedral geometries into a unified energy field. The rates of spin become uniform throughout the unified field. All of the stuck geometries release and this field merges with the Oversoul, the Christ Oversoul and the I AM Presence to fully manifest the expression of your Divine nature.

 

 

Etheric Blueprints

Old:
The etheric blueprints vibrate in the fifth, sixth, and seventh dimensions and operate in simultaneous time. Woven through the blueprints is a fourth-dimensional substance we call karmic matrix. It looks and feels a lot like grayish cobwebbing. Matrix also connects into all of your incarnations across time and parallel realities. It maintains karmic continuity. It is the switchboard through which the soul connects to the physical body and contains the pattern for physical death. Karmic matrix slows the rates of spin in the geometries of the emotional, mental and spiritual bodies, causing them to attract karmic experiences.

The sixth-dimensional blueprint acts as a template for the physical body. All DNA encodements come from this sixth-dimensional template. All physical traits are determined by a person's DNA, patterned within the sixth-dimensional structures first. The fifth-dimensional blueprint is the template for the Lightbody mutation and is dormant. There are etheric crystals placed in the fifth-dimensional structures to keep this template from manifesting the Lightbody prematurely, as well as, to assist people to play this game of limitation with gusto.

New:
As Higher Light pours down through the etheric blueprint, it begins to activate the fifth-dimensional structures and stimulates the release of the fourth-dimensional karmic matrix. The gradual release of the karmic gunk shifts the geometries and functions of the emotional, mental, and spiritual bodies. The sixth-dimensional structures begin to link up to the fifth-dimensional blueprint which stimulates mutation of the physical body's DNA. Gradually, instead of acting as a blueprint for dense third-dimensional existence, it becomes the blueprint for Lightbody. When the etheric blueprint shifts, all other bodies must change also. As the vibratory rate increases in all of the bodies, the crystalline regulator structures must be removed. This allows even more Light to pour into the bodies and the DNA.

This can be done by someone incarnate or, sometimes, the removal is done by your own Spirit. Generally, Spirit removing the crystals is very rare. Usually a person who thinks they've been removed is operating from lots of spiritual significance. "I'm so much more spiritually advanced than everyone else I couldn't possibly have crystals! My Spirit must has removed them years ago!"

 

 

Mental Body

Old:
The mental body vibrates in the high fourth dimension (higher astral plane) and focuses mostly in the future. It lives in "what if ..." It can only describe reality, it cannot experience it. Its main focus is survival, and its reasoning goes, "If something has kept me alive in the past and I continue to do that something, I will stay alive in the future." The mental body hates change. Robotron behavior comes out of this body: like always putting your left leg in your pants first.

Through defining and defending what is "real," this body keeps you focused strictly into this reality. The mental body usually believes that it is in charge of the lifetime and suppresses the emotional body's "irrational" emotions, needs and impulses. It couldn't care less if you are happy or satisfied, only that you keep repeating what you've always done to survive.

New:
As the mental body merges with the other bodies, it begins to live in the Now and vibrates in the fifth dimension. As it shifts its function to serving Spirit, it looks for clues from Spirit about what is "real." It allows Spirit to be in charge of a lifetime and focuses Spirit's vaster picture of reality into this plane. For most people, it's a great relief when the mental body finally surrenders to Spirit and merges with the other bodies. Often, survival fears and doubts lessen or vanish completely. When they do show up, you learn that these feelings and thoughts are not "real." Fear simply means that the bodies have moved out of unity and alignment.

 

 

Physical Body

Old:
The physical body vibrates in the third dimension and is always focused in the Now. The body is dense, carbon based, and has a two strand DNA structure. The functioning of the pituitary and pineal glands is atrophied causing aging, death, and a lack of multi-dimensional perceptions. The physical body is often a focus for self karma. People tend to have adversarial relationships with this body, resenting it, abusing it, and wishing it were different as well as trying to control or deny it. Since most karma is experienced through the physical body, there is a tendency to punish or blame it for even existing. There is little or no concept that the body has a consciousness of its own and that its only wish is to serve Spirit.

New:
As Higher Light pours into the etheric blueprint body it triggers the production of ATP (Adenosine Triphosphate) in the mitochondria of the cells. This substance takes undifferentiated Light and breaks it into Light encodements absorbable by the DNA. The new encoding signals the DNA to begin a mutation from a double helix to a triple helix. The third strand, vibrating fifth-dimensionally in the cells, activates and begins to link in with old genetic structure, causing the cells to drop carbon-based density.
The pituitary and the pineal glands activate and begin to grow. People often look like they're growing younger. These glands link up with the dormant crystalline structures that receive and decode the Languages of Light. The right and left hemispheres of the brain begin to synchronize and new synapses develop. Strong psychic and multi-dimensional openings occur as the unused portions of the brain spring into new life.
There is a growing understanding that the body itself has consciousness and wishes to serve you and your Spirit. The body is not a "vehicle" but a co-creative partner in the Lightbody process. There is also activation of the fifth-dimensional bodies of inner and outer Light. These Light meridians are called axiatonal, axial, and strallim lines. These new meridians form the literal structures of the Lightbody. They facilitate regeneration at the cellular levels, as well as form linkages to other star systems, Lightbody incarnations, and the next level of dimensional existence. More and more of the vastness you are as Spirit comes to reside in the body, shifting your consciousness into wider pictures of reality. The Lightbody process is the bringing of more of the magnificence of who you are in the other realms. You become humanity exalted.

 

 

Spiritual Body

Old:
The Spiritual body vibrates in the fifth dimension (etheric or Lightbody plane) and operates in simultaneous time. It acts as an interface between the physical incarnation and the Higher Self or Oversoul. Revelatory experiences occur as communications from Spirit and come through this body. Often, impulses and information coming through this body feel illusory and unreal, and are ignored. As you can see, this body's functions are secondary in a karmic learning game.

New:
The Spiritual body comes into prominence as the Lightbody mutation progresses. As you decide to try to follow your Spirit, this body, so long under-used, prepares for a stronger connection to the Oversoul. The more you look for communications from Spirit, the more this body strengthens and fulfills its function as an interface with your Spirit.

 

http://www.alchemicalmage.com/information/energybodies.htm

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Meditation Mission Failure... But!

Last night I did more work on my body. I don't recall if I've mentioned it yet, but I have a technique I'm starting to use in yoga and stretching that I think some instructors would kill for. (Figuratively, of course.) I can direct my consciousness through my muscles and dislodge blockages and remove great tension at a rate that would probably take several yoga sessions for the average person to achieve. I did it so well last night that I thought I was dying. I laid myself down in bed, barely able to feel my legs they were so light... I called out to my twin flame, told him I was scared, and it felt like I was on dex (A dissociative) he said I was probably just getting used to my body feeling this relaxed. It's true, I've had bad anxiety most my life, and I'm a pretty tense person. The funny thing is I'm intellectually, mentally, and emotionally chill most of the time. Just... Physically it's like I'm afraid someone's going to attack me at any moment. I've wondered if it could be because I have Lumanian genetics. (People who were genetically modified to short-circuit the urge of aggression, which left them very physically weak and vulnerable.) I was born with the instinct not to harm anything around me and a kind of aggression blockage (but with spurts of extreme, almost irrational aggression at times or when provoked.)

 

Now, to put your troubled minds at ease, the communication issue with my love has been dissipating, along with some very large emotional issues and fears that were tied to the issue. I just had to chill. Anyway, time to finish eating and drugging myself with the sweet perfume of the earth, then I shall retire to the land of non-physical dreams. Trying to work our sleep routine out to fit a combination of advice from our favorite educational source and the concept of sleeping during daylight hours for more peaceful and deeply rejuvenating rest.

 

I will report on how that works out for us.

 

I shall leave you with this: http://duranduranmusic.com/

 

Check out their upcoming album.

 

The revolution is sweeping the nation.

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Today, I Should Be Proud of How Far I've Come

And yet, I stare dead ahead at what's still to be accomplished. I suppose I'm impatient.

I don't know how to let my fears up gently, so they've been emerging in my dreams. I can't keep them pent up anymore. There's simply no room. Again and again they pound at me like waves, terrified as I am of getting to the point where thoughts manifest instantly. Has anyone heard of a disorder where you have frequent, unwanted, repetitive thoughts? It might be a product of repression. Anyone know any good tips for combating it?

 

I am so damned restless all the time, but I've developed a small case of agoraphobia. I do escape for short periods to roam the outside as I take in the day by day beauty of spring's conception. When I settle down somewhere, and totally relax, the sunlight magnetizes itself to my spot, and gentle breezes play with my hair, in a loving fashion. Yes, I can see the immediate and direct effect of my vibration. Then again, I live near Dallas, and beautiful as this particular neighborhood is... Nature isn't revered in this place. So sitting under a tree can be out of the ordinary. Unless, maybe, it were in the park, and I had a book... But I hate to have to stage myself.

 

What's more, communication between my twin and I is suffering a bit, I think, because we're both struggling with a lot on our own. We distract our own progress by fretting for the other, and I'm terrified of talking to him lately. Terrified that every time I open my mouth something stupid will come out. But our words are only formalities. There is nothing I can emotionally hide from him. I wouldn't want to. And a single flicker of my emotional vibration he picks up on instantly.

 

But... We've come too far to be pulled apart by even ourselves.

 

Now... Wish me luck because when the sun comes up I'm going to attempt to meditate. A difficult task in an area with no outdoor or indoor privacy... At least not that's suitably comfortable.

 

Namaste my friends

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I will be posting updates and information here in my blog, among other places, I'll link here when appropriate.

 

I apologize if I take a while to respond to some of you, occasionally I get messages. :)

 

I'm pretty ADHD (As most indigos purportedly are) and no matter how charismatic I allow myself to be, I might always be a socio-phobe. Besides that, I have a lot of my own work here to do. However, I will make every effort to answer every question you might be inclined to throw my way. I'm honored that you trust my worldview enough for such things. Maybe it's the trust I place in myself. I give myself plenty of reason to trust myself, but there are very few universal laws you know.

 

I'm still learning to deal with the fact that people find my opinion worthwhile. 'Indigos' often grow up under the heel of society, I still have my own baggage to clear. I'm just flattered that you like my personality.

 

So, now that I've straightened that out...

 

Hello, names are illusive, but you can call me Iris. I am a 21 year old girl. I live with my boyfriend, he turned 23 on the infamous March 11th. He had always planned on turning 23 that day, so don't say he did it for attention. My sister was also conceived a year before that date, but nothing surprises me in this family. I live in a slice of reality suspended between worlds. Joy and illusion dance merrily around one another. What does that mean? Nothing that I know of.

 

You don't need to know much more, you are now acquainted with your protagonists.

 

My boyfriend also happens to be my twin flame. We've done this dance before. This time it only took us nearly three years to get over our personal bullshit to be with each other. (Hint: Fear, it was fear.) And now it's taken us another over a year to shake our lives free of things that don't belong. (Shitty jobs, cooperate bullshit, government, bad relations, you name it!) We are now in the healing and growing stage.

 

It is a Saturday. It is 10 AM.

 

I am playing this song on repeat: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rcoreV10hI8

 

He is sound asleep.

 

No wait, it's 9 AM. Wtf?

 

Did we have daylight savings?

 

Maybe it's a trap. I don't need time... Time is an illusion... Yeah.

 

http://news.nationalgeographic.com/news/2011/11/110313-daylight-savings-time-2011-what-time-is-it-spring-forward-nation/

 

Searching through Ashtar Command forums... Hmm.. What's this?

 

http://www.ashtarcommandcrew.net/profiles/blogs/emergency-broadcast-world

 

I remember my lifelong battle with money, and my hatred of our financial system. Try to ruin my life because you need your green paper? I never understood. Being forced to admit that it's morally right is like pulling out your own organs.

I've last minute quit my fair share of jobs. My twin went AWOL and got away with a spanking. (The government owes us money, actually.) Last December he got the perfect job. The past year we'd been begging for some kind of income, enough to live and be comfortable! We got that. Every last detail was perfect! Yet... It's still not enough. He even had to let that go. It's painful. Now we're moving back home. And we are relieved to let the pieces fall.

 

Thankfully, my childhood home is a sanctuary. In every respect. It's where both of us belong. We can feel it. My grandparents have said OK to us moving in and our uncle (I mean my uncle... Whatever.) will be bringing us there. He's a very nature loving spiritual type of guy. We mesh well. My family sticks together, physical or not. Lifetime after lifetime. It's a comfort. I love them all dearly.

 

Now we're left to slowly pack, heal ourselves, and wonder where this will take us.

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I used to be a capricorn. Funny thing was, I didn't really FEEL like a capricorn... I felt more like an aquarius. I was a C-section so I had myself *convinced* that I was supposed to have been an aquarius. But the thing was, I did ACT like a capricorn. This was due to the fear that blocked my vision. I feared I was not cool enough to be an Aquarius, or that it was bad to be a free spirited Aquarius because people did not generally approve of free spiritedness. When in my heart that's what I wanted.

 

Over the course of my young adult years I began to learn about who I really was. And what the world really was.

Born with a burning intuition like I was just on the verge of something all the time but something constricted me.

And now I am freeing myself; slowly and surely.

 

So how appropriate to find out that I was never really a Capricorn. And my Twin Flame was actually an Aquarius. but blinded by our culture's simple ignorance.

 

This story is so true to our lives.

 

I found out that I'm really a Sagittarius. And it suits me.

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The 13th Sign of the Zodiac,

Your zodiac sign may not actually be your zodiac sign anymore. (UPDATE: Scroll down for Twitter reactions -- and to submit your own!)

Astronomer Parke Kunkle says that due to changes in the Earth's alignment the dates of many zodiac signs have changed, according to NBC. In addition, there may be a 13th Zodiac sign: Ophiuchus.

Kunkle says that as the Earth and Sun slowly move the signs gradually change, as expected.

The change didn't happen over night either. The 12 signs were designated to different periods of the year almost 3,000 years ago, when astrology began, and since then the Earth's position in relation to the sun has changed.

While the sign many people were born under may now be different, it shouldn't affect horoscope readings, according to NBC.

See if your Zodiac sign has changed below.

The New Dates:

Capricorn: Jan. 20 - Feb. 16
Aquarius: Feb. 16 - March 11
Pisces: March 11- April 18
Aries: April 18 - May 13
Taurus: May 13 - June 21
Gemini: June 21 - July 20
Cancer: July 20 - Aug. 10
Leo: Aug. 10 - Sept. 16
Virgo: Sept. 16 - Oct. 30
Libra: Oct. 30 - Nov. 23
Scorpio: Nov. 23 - Nov. 29
Ophiuchus: Nov. 29 - Dec. 17
Sagittarius: Dec. 17 - Jan. 20

 

 

http://www.love-astrology.com/13th-sign-of-the-zodiac/ophiuchus-13th-sign/

http://www.huffingtonpost.com/2011/01/13/new-zodiac-sign-dates-oph_n_808567.html#s223863&title=kristin_leigh

 

Do the math of your new astrological sign and figure out who you are in the giant story of 'The New World' that we are playing in.

 

 

 

 

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