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Since my mom left, I have been taking the responsibility to clean the house, do chores, and taking care of my own responsibilities... It may not seem like a lot but it sort of is, especially having the strength to be there for my family emotionally. It gets draining at times. I realized something a few days ago, that it made me cry. I realized how much we took my mom for granted, and how we depended on her so much in getting things done for us while we take care of our own thing or simply because we were lazy to do it. We never took the time to ask her, "how are you feeling?".."Is there anything we can do to help you out"... "How is your SELF doing?" ... Instead we only vented to her, complain to her, or asked her for advice on our problems..

The few times I asked her how she was feeling, her response would be of being tired of taking everyone's burden. I would tell her to gather everyone to talk it out but she would say no, because it has to come naturally from them. I feel her soul free from all the burdens of the life she had here and I feel her in so much joy that it brings me smiles.. so much that I feel inner strength to keep going forward....

I wish my sister Claudia to awaken spiritually and to release all negative thoughts and energies that only confuses her and traps her in illusions and false ideas of life.

I wish my family can connect more with one another and bring laughter, joy, love, and support....

And ask all of my family and friends...' How is your SELF doing?"

Oh love of mine, you left your physical body and entered the spirit world. I can feel such joy from you for being one with God, along with the divine family of love and truth. Even though I can't no longer touch you, see you, hug you, hold you, or kiss you, I can feel you, all around me.. Your love surrounds me, it hugs me, it strengthens me, it fills me with everlasting joy of who we truly are. May you continue your soul's journey in the amazing existence of love, and explore and discover all that you beautifully are..

Bring love unto your children; Glen, Silvia, Claudia, and your children's children; Daniel, Vanessa, and Alyssa and unto your dear love, Ismael. Bring them the light of awareness and everlasting love, to heal all wounds and go forth in this life on earth with great purposes and to enjoy every moment of it.

I hold dearly our conversations of life and truth, and the funny moments we've had, which reminds me always to live life to the fullest for it is not forever the physical body we are in. And also to be kind to one another and see each other beyond our human flaws and error. For in doing so we are in perfect harmony with all of life, the seen and the unseen, and most of all with ourselves. The true light in each and everyone of us that manifest our individual uniqueness and at the same time bonds us together as One.

" Quiero estar con el numero Uno"..'I want to be with the number One' my mom would say this frequently. Meaning she wanted to be at one with God.

I know that you are now.

I love you, Esther, Forevermore................

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How is your SELF doing?

1/18/2010 My mom, Esther Minjarez left the physical world

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