I am a new member and glad to be part of the community now.
I am not English so I apologize for the mistakes I will make while writing!
I want to ask you advice in two things, first of all I was told by a healer that my aura was 10 meters high and had around 17 dif. collors, she said it would be a sign of unusual mediunity as the largest she had seen so far was around 3 meters and belonging to a healer like her.
On other places I read the opposite, that people with large auras would use them as protection against the world.
Being ignorant of the subject I would love to hear your opinion, I would also love to know if any of you can see the aura and help me through iterpretation of a picture of me?
The second question is, I always felt I was some sort of a healer, I am not sure in what sense (to help people mentaly of with health issues) so I felt very sad because a few years ago I had developed the capacity to see the aura, just two layers of it and in collors. I forgot how to do it so I went back to reaxing and practice and finally I do see collors again but most of it got lost. I have been doing third eye meditation, just one time but it was a horrible experience, not sure if its because I didn't protect myself before starting.
I felt a lot of pain and burning in my legs, my heart would rece terribly, and my head started to vibrate, feel cold, like one of those horrible drug trips people talk about. Then I saw this symbol, it was very strange and felt sort of "mechanical", it was all black and then started to "open" and inside came a golden very vivid light that expanded, because I was feeling bad I opened my eyes.
After doing so I shaked all over, got cold and now at night when I close my eyes I see a white eye, sometimes its closed, sometimes open, and other times it is looking around, this eye is never the same, sometimes it looks very evil others just full of energy.
I wan't to ask your opinion about this, did I perhaps started to open it? Why did it feel so scary? And what does the symbol mean? I draw it for you, this is how it looked:
I am not good at drawing it because I am not sure how it exactely looked, but maybe someone can tell me more about it.
Thank you for listening to me, much peace to all of you.