I have set the intention that I want to leave France and go back tofrom whence I came, but because my financial situation is so so woefulI cannot leave here until I can save up enough money, yet there is nomoney coming to me, or shall I say no where near what I need.
So I am stuck in France with no money and no way out. I feel I am meantto leave France, I want to leave here, in fact beings from the Akashicrecords even said so, yet I do not get the support I need to leave. Ifeel that I can do a great service to this world if I could leave hereand get some more support from the universe, yet it refuses to do so. Idont know what else I can do. I have been thinking about suicide moreand more lately as I feel I have no way out.
Its such a waste because I am almost finished writing this book that Iwas told was going to be very successful and helps lots of people sowhy god, the universe and higher beings would not
want to support me is completely and utterly beyond all my comprehention. Im starting to
feel anger like you just wouldnt beleive. Its just horrible, Soon I will have no where to live either.
I cannot understand why this is so. I am very confused, angry anddistressed at the moment and would deeply appreciate any suggestions orideas someone might have. Thankyou.
DRACO
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Love the name, walks wilth stars. Now be the name.
Blessings to you always
but only to a minimal extent it seems. Perhaps it is giving me just enough to get out of here, since perhaps if it gave me too much I might think life here is OK and I would want to stay.
There are some things I am appreciating about here. I actually like the city and area I am in, its just I dont have the financial support to stay. I hope things will start to manifest more quickly soon because it is getting really cold outside at night!
Bless you many times over.
There must be some community orginazation that can help you. Can you go to a church? Can you rent a room in someones house?
My thoughts are with you.
Maybe you are stuck in France just to disintegrate your last low vibrations before to start a brand new path in Light, may consider this possibility, I say this because all energies on the Earth are changing so fast to bring anyone in a higher dimension so this new energies can bring some suffering in some people, but please my Brother, Be in Light, recreate high energy more and more, this is a your decision to do that right now, the Universe is full of what you need but now you have to open once again your doors of your Heart...
Don't think to have money, just think you are yet rich of Golden Light!! Love yourself in this bad moment, this moment is passing away and you are followed by your Master and you Guides!!!
Selamat Gajun! Selamat Ja!
I dont understand how I can lift my vibrations when I am in such a desparate state of survival...
I feel the only way I could feel better is if I was in a considerably better financial situation.
How do I ask the universe properly if I am not doing it correctly? What do you mean that I have to ask myself?
Perhaps you are right that I am here to disintigrate all the lower vibrations, but I cant stay much longer as the winter is coming and I will die out in the cold. I feel I am just getting dragged more and more into the lower vibrations due to my situation and just cant find a way out...
You say I have masters and guides following but I feel completely abandoned to be honest with you...
I have seen no sign of them.
You say my guides follow me, but it feels like I have been completely abandoned.
I am not you as you can give yourself the best advice. But this seems to help me: Prayers to Archangel Michael for protection from poverty/homelessness and to have all the abundance needed to sustain your life and life purpose. Then call to Green Tara. First take this attunement http://www.scribd.com/doc/28714225/Free-Reiki-Attunements page 16 (Green Tara Seichim). Then say "Om Tare Tuttare Ture Soha" 3 times. Ask for Green Tara to provide you with an emergency money supply to support your life so that your needs are met. Visualize her showering you in green light filling you with abundance. Now for the next step, balance. Shift away from everything temporarily except your roots. Focus on your earth roots. They need sustaining. You need money so you need a job. Reach into your network of friends and family that you met throughout life. Contact each of them and ask them if they have heard of any job openings that can use your skills. They will remember the love you provided and you will be provided by the universe. Talk to others and apply, apply, apply. Take a job that keeps you eating until you get the job you are looking for. Live with friends or family for a roof over your head until you get enough to support yourself. Think positive, there is light at the end of the tunnel. You are meant to be here and meant to serve in your unique way. You are not alone and we are all meant to support each other. Be happy to serve and thankful for the opportunities to live and serve. Do the most you can in the now to survive. Don't focus on what you don't have, focus on what you have and ask for more of it. Archangel Michael and Green Tara have not failed me yet after invoking them for 3 years already.
I am trying to be in nature as much as possible to keep my as grounded as I can.
At the moment, I dont have any family of friends nearby, but I do have some aquintences.
the other problem is that my French is pretty poor so I can only apply for English teaching positions...and I have applied for all of them. I should be able to get enough money to get out of here and back to my home country where I can actually speak the language.
Yes, you are right that we are all meant to be supporting each other, but in my experience the more you are struggling, the less people want to know about you and they more they abandon you.
Qan Dek gave you a very good track :) I please you to follow it deeply, with deep faith and a big heart as you have it... I'm here to help as I can so far! For any reason just write and listen here: There is no need to despair... :) We're all One, the winter is coming but I can tell you with all my confidence and all my experience that your heart is able to make you warm any time...
Again, please follow all the words and suggests wrote by Qan Dek for you :) just move your energy to find a new situation and don't despair at all my Brother!! We really take care and we know you can make any thing you want because you are in God, because you are the very extension of His Light! You are the Light itself! Use yourself, live yourself my Dear Brother, don't let your suffering surronds you :) Never!!! If you want start to rread the Jeshua ( Jesus Christ ) words :) that words are for you and for all the Human Being!!
I sent to you a very warm and full of Light Hug!!!
Selamat Ja!!