Spiritual Forum

Hello "Everyone" April asked me a Question, and a very good question concerning my quitting smoking after 47yrs, it was such a good question and because of the messages i get here on ACCi thought i would share with everyone, hope April doesn't mind, i have just copied and pasted so her name stays.

Hi April and i feel this is a great Question for you to ask, i will do my best to answer with what is valid to the question, well April you know how i just float off into one and yabber on lol.

Well April i have been smoking since around the age of 12-13y/o up to my 60yrs of age so well settled into it, when i was young i used to get terrified watching my father have coughing fits (very scary for me) and probably for him also, he smoked heavily and had Asthma as do i, "Have Asthma that is", well it was just after Christmas day that i was explaining that it was i that was in the control of me and that i was in the control of nothing or nobody else, somebody said that "Nicotine" was my God and it controlled my body and mind, well April that was it, "The game was on lol" well it was a no brainer as i already knew i was my own sovereign and that i was answerable unto no other than my "Self", so i stopped on the 30th of December, and yes "Just like that".

Now to the changes i have noticed in this short while.

Within a fortnight gone was the Wheezing from my Chest that would keep me from just falling into a peaceful sleep, when i used to get in bed i would read, have a smoke, settle down to sleep but my wheezing would start and in the silence it would be enough to keep me awake, i would cough to clear my throat, Ahh silence, just start to drift off and it was back, so yes after 2 weeks this had stopped, completely, much easier to drift off to sleep.

Also i was prone to Coughing fits, they would cause me to pass out on occasion, scary for me, yes the same that terrified me as a child and that my own children had grew witness to over the years. I can say that since my stopping smoking i have had none, sorry yes one when i had a very bad Chest infection a couple of days ago, i am going to tell you about that "Very interesting". so i am living testimony to what it is like to quite smoking, oh yes and let me say this, i can stand outside and talk away with people smoking all around me, it bothers me not at all, it does not make me crave a cigarette, yes all this in a couple of months April, and yes i enjoyed smoking, i uses to smoke after every meal, after doing something around the house after and with a cup of tea.

But April i had a way of proving to these beings that i was not under the control of the cigarettes at all, and so i did.

Now back to the coughing fit two days ago. April and anyone else that is reading.

Up to a couple of days ago i was in a terrible state what with just coming out of Hospital yet again after another stroke, this time with a walking stick, for i was sent home with a chest infection that was causing such pain and burning, i told them i was not well enough to go home but for some reason they wanted me gone, well never mind.

Two Days ago at about 4.30 in the morning i was awake, i had been coughing all night, yes i mean all night, my ribs were hurting so bad as was my hips for some reason, i felt like somebody had been kicking me in the ribs for a day, my head was hurting on one side and the other, the side the stroke came from was a sickly Numb.

Anyway needed the toilet, got there sat down, my chest was burning and the cough continued, then it happened i went into a coughing fit, strange i know but the first thing i thought was "I have read of people being found passed away on the toilet"  anyway April, as i thought that i saw a bright flash of light, in my head or in the bathroom i don't know, but in that flash April there was no Fit, there had never been a fit, i had no shortness of breath, i had no running eyes, it was not as if something had stopped it happening, it was as if it "Did not happen at all" i felt beautiful, i had to move my legs forward to make sure i was not out of body, and i was not, now April comes the most profound testimony unto self yet again, i had no more any pain in my chest, no burning in the chest, no phlegm, no kicked in Ribs, no pain at all, Chest infection gone "In the twinkling of an eye" and you know what April, i know it had nothing to do with the thirty odd pills i am taking every day now since leaving Hospital.

Self has made it plain, it is not yet ready to call time on James ryan, it will even against the will of this creation make possible that which is the great importance of "Self" that self which are you all as creators of you as Human beings.

Be with self and in reconition of such and that which happens to me and many others will happen unto all mankind, for all are equal in this earth experience, all is knowledge and wisdom to the creator yes to you.

April see, you got me waffling again.

Peace love and light

James