As the days, weeks and months pass by it seems like I am feeling less and less... to the point where I no longer feel anything at all... no happiness, sadness or desire for life. I have no desire for human companionship beyond superficial niceties and don't see how anything will ever get better. It feels, as the title of my post suggests, purged of all feeling and emotion. If I am a remotely spiritual person that I thought I was, how could this possibly be? How can I have been become this way? Does anyone have any thoughts on this?
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Thanks Sylvian!
Thanks FeatherWinger... yes it is, but it has been going on for a long time. That's good advice - luckily there area a lot of parks in this city, so I do spend alot of time in them. It really helps me alot actually - and I get alot of guidance whenever in nature. However, it doesn't really solve the problem Im having.
Sounds like you're going into a normal so called "summer depression". It happens to many people to one degree or another, but sensitive people feel it more since.. well.. We're more sensitive, and this to even the smallest changes in mood or environment.
Yes, the trouble is this has been going on for alot longer than that. It's been overcast here alot lately, so I think that's making things alot worse. Not the sunniest place in the world I'm in...
also this feeling will pass....
I thought last week maybe it is because we feel so much and its hard to handle..
so much is going on, so much to transform!
Keep calm, be in nature helps me enormous, breath well,
time is illusion don't forget, just breath and it will pass.
Stay centered, you are not your emotions or you non-emotions
Much Love Draco
how is it with your book?
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Thanks for your encouraging words, Albertha... it helps alot to know someone cares. I'm trying to
spend as much time as possible in nature. My book is already on Amazon as an ebook, but it is not selling all that well. It is really difficult with a limited budget.
You might be in a deep, deep, depression.
yer, I feel very empty and distant from everyone, I feel happy and at peace but I feel totally distant from people, its a very strange feeling,,
Thanks Mikeil, well explained.