My heart hurts hellish at the moment. :'(

My heart hurts hellish at the moment. :'( The more truth about the devilish deeds of the cabal I learn the more angry I get. My patience is gone now - and I don't even want it to come back!!Our patience and forgiveness sadly proved only to support the agenda of all those as cruel as mentally ill and perverted dark forces here on earth even more.Our planet has a very dangerous tumor. That tumor consists primarily of those individuals that are even darker than black holes - but insist on their ridiculously distorted self perception of being illuminated...This is why I decided to change my attitude towards them now - as there are only two options: Allowing them to kill us and our beautiful planet or to defend ourselves actively by fighting their primary weapons:1. Corrupt Media2. Corrupt governments3. H.A.A.R.P.4. ChemtrailsI did never want this to be that way - but now it is simply a matter of pure survival of us and our whole planet!What makes my heart cry so much at the moment is that our "compassionate" galactic relatives seem prefer to e.g. watch H.A.A.R.P. and the unbelievable amount of CHEMTRA1LS that do according to several reports now even more and more often contain CHEM1CAL- and B1O \/\/EAP0NS Causing more and more negative vibrations all through out the planet than to simply destroy it!Either the Galactic Federation is not as compassionate and moral upright as we hoped to be - or they simply fear to attract bad karma by using force in order to save millions of innocent sentinent beings.Even if it was the latter than they would in truth be quite egoistic as well - since they would in this case prefer their own karma over the life of millions of people.Both would make my heart brake... and disappoint me beyond words.I've decided that I'll can't trust anybody anymore until they ****PROVE*** to be dedicated to humanity not only by nice words but only by ***DOING WHAT IS NECCESSARY***Sharing love and wisdom is wonderful indeed - but in times of huge danger and unspeakable unjustice all around the globe it is actually nothing but shooting an arrow of ignorance into the countless children of the light that are oohhh so patiently and wisely watched by their ET parents while so many of them are still starving or dying of illuminati-made viruses!!!WHAT THE FUCK!?!I feel a strong urge to smash somebodies face right now... Hopefully it will hit the right person.YES THIS WAS DISRESPECTFUL. BUT IT HAD TO BE SAID!!

 

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I DEMAND A REASONABLE EXPLANATION BY THE GFL OF WHY THEY CONTINUE TO TOLLERATE H.A.A.R.P., ChemTrails etc..

 

I raise my voice now by shining my light upon a most ugly fact that the only thing that is able to hurt starving souls even more than those who are responsible for their situation:

 

THOSE WHO COULD EASILY HELP THEM INSTANTLY - BUT DO NOTHING BUT WATCH THEM SUFFERING WHILE STANDING NEXT TO THEM AND TELLING THEM THAT EVERYTHING WAS GREAT AND MUST BE THAT WAY!!!

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  • Good point, dear brother Wasser.

     

    Yes, indeed, it was kind of a dejavu for me, too.

    I had the same thought even while writing all that above - but I've posted it anyway because I felt like I had to cry out all this in order to become able to release these thoughts afterwards...

    And it seems like it was truly like "recycling negative thoughts and emotions"...

  • Dear €> EAGLE!! <3

     

    THANK YOU SO MUCH!

     

    This was exactly the kind of response I hoped to get from somebody who is as loving as you are. :)

  • I feel MUCH better today after shouting out loud what subconsciously dwelt in my mind for a too long period of time.

     

    And yes you are right - ^^that is what the dark ones want me to feel like - but fortunately this was one of the very few days they ever got me there!

  • Dear Peekay,

     

    Today I traveled by train and as I saw the beautiful sun shining so brightly and the sky being so blue and totally free of chemtrails I became able to pick up new light into my heart again...

     

    I believe my heart is now quite healed again, thank you for offering your help to me!

    It was an honor to me if you would do so. :)

     

    Thank you very much.

     

     

    Although on the one hand I really regret the way I expressed those thoughts and feelings - but on the other side I feel a huge release now.

    Seemingly the pressure became to much for my heart to handle all this in that moment...

    Please accept my request for forgiveness and understanding.

    I guess almost everybody time by time loses control over him/her-self...

     

  • Well I always say that it is ok to de some research, do some homework, get informed, but remember that you empower all those things that make you angry, for the only fact of letting them make you angry.

     

    Don't give them a chance, don't give hate a chance.

    Lots of love and light to you brother!

    • Believe it or not - but at least here where I live - there are currently no chemtrails anymore!

      Maybe my cry out was heard...

  • CONNECTING WITH THE PRIME CREATOR...a nice Video to watch with a powerful message for all

  • So there is one Prime Creator and all else is man made and not real.... and that would include us.

    Lets do a bit more research ..There is THE CREATOR OF THE UNIVERSE CALLED LORD BRAHMA...Lord Brahma breathes in and out and after every 26,000 years pauses for a breath and then the whole energy of the Universe changes and that is going to happen 2012. Lord Brahma is in charge of creation of this Universe we are in. The Dark Forces are trying there best to keep in control during these end times coming up to 2012 and so it the worse of what they are doing that we are seeing now and some of it seems unbearable to good people on this Planet like me.

    THE KING OF THE WORLD does exist for if he did not exist we would not be here now nor the Planet we live in now.

    A Prophecy for this Century?

    The final chapter of Beasts, Men and Gods contains a quite remarkable prophecy given by the King of the World. Ossendowski claimed that it was conveyed to him by the Hutuktu of Narabanchi in 1921. According to the Lama the King of the World made the following pronouncement 'thirty years ago', which corresponds to 1890:

    More and more the people will forget their souls and care about their bodies. The greatest sin and corruption will reign on this earth. People will become as ferocious animals, thirsting for the blood and death of their brothers. The 'Crescent' will grow dim and its followers will descend into beggary and ceaseless war. Its conquerors will be stricken by the sun but will not progress upward and twice they will be visited with the heaviest misfortune, which will end in insult before the eye of the other peoples. The crowns of kings, great and small, will fall...one, two, three, four, five, six, seven, eight....There will be a terrible battle among all the peoples. The seas will become red...the earth and the bottom of the seas will be strewn with bones...kingdoms will be scattered...whole peoples will die...hunger, disease, crimes unknown to the law, never before seen in the world.

    "The enemies of God and of the Divine Spirit in man will come. Those who take the hand of another shall also perish. The forgotten and pursued shall rise and hold the attention of the whole world. There will be fogs and storms. Bare mountains shall suddenly be covered with forests. Earthquakes will come...Millions will change the fetters of slavery and humiliation for hunger, disease and death. The ancient roads will be covered with crowds wandering from one place to another. The greatest and most beautiful cities shall perish in fire...one, two, three...Father shall rise against son, brother against brother and mother against daughter....Vice, crime and the destruction of body and soul shall follow....Families shall be scattered....Truth and love shall disappear.....From ten thousand men one shall remain; he shall be nude and mad and without force and the knowledge to build him a house and find his food....He will howl as the raging wolf, devour dead bodies, bite his own f! lesh and challenge God to fight....All the earth will be emptied. God will turn away from it and over it there will be only night and death.

    "Then I shall send a people, now unknown, which shall tear out the weeds of madness and vice with a strong hand and will lead those who still remain faithful to the spirit of man in the fight against Evil. They will found a new life on the earth purified by the death of nations. In the fiftieth year only three great kingdoms will appear, which will exist happily seventy-one years. Afterwards there will be eighteen years of war and destruction. Then the peoples of Agharti will come up from their subterranean caverns to the surface of the earth.

    • As I strongly resonate with the concept of a holographic universe - we should all keep in mind that this prophecy is only one single of a infinite number of possible time lines!!!

       

      And that is most definitely not what I'm choosing to experience anyway.

       

      I've jumped back to a brighter time line... :)

  • This world is God's plan not ours.We are here to experience the karma of the atmosphere.
    If we suffer or enjoy that is part of the experience. But how each one reacts to it--- well that's their own choice.
    When a prisoner is incarcerated in a prison--- do they enjoy the experience?
    If it were too much a vacation resort with great food and comforts would they ever want to leave?
    If they had a little netbook in the prison where they could order whatever they wanted and have it supplied upon demand --would they ever better themselves and try to get beyond the incarceration?
    The body is a prison......
    you are incarcerated for a designated time.. that is your Karma.
    You have the basic miseries that all embodied beings suffer from the highest level down to the lowest level--
    You are born you get sick you grow old and die.Gods and kings and the lowly worms have the same fate its non descriminatory. Now will you actually ascend?
    Ascention is more than a buzz word. It takes work and its not automatic.
    examine why you're in a prison------a Physical temporary body.
    People have an inkling they want to have an out of body experience -project- the body experience is not so great.
    Is there a spiritual body that is eternal and is not subject to miseries?
    This is the real work-- to get back to where we once belonged-- beyond all the hype.
    Could it be our attitude that keeps us imprisoned here?
    great.is
    This domain may be for sale!
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