I have found the door to reality. I was there for two whole nights and days. But now I know it I cant live here. This world is just a poster. A front. I have to go back. But I know the only way to go back is by loosing my body and sense of "me" (which makes this world seem real) and to do that I have to die. The only time I'm dead is during my sleep and meditation. What do I do? I really need to return

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  • Hello Assia,

         I feel that I can give you an explaination for what you felt as rudenes.  I was concerned for you.  You seemed quite suicidal and i felt that would be a mistake and a tragedy, so I didn't waste words by sympathizing with your "need to return".  I believe in free will, but sometimes something moves me to speak frankly regardless of repercusions.  Your despair over life here on earth did just that and I acted quickly.  I hope that you can see my motive and understand.  peace...

  • Yes, I've read your words. 
  • ...i agree to all u say about created ideas of "light workers, aliens ufos god prophets and such."....

    ... and about the thing that all will go there when they die.... well, maybe they can "pass" throught there for a litle while, but i dont know how many will be able to hold their "light-body", or consciousness to actualy stay there, or go further... i still say it depends on the person..but thats just my belief, not something i have proof of....(so, it doesnt matter what i say)....

    ..i would recoment to start reading a little of Castaneda's books...maybe u can find something that resonates there...(preferably start from the first 2)...

    ...and also, it wont hurt to check out this forum...

    http://parallelperception.yuku.com/directory

    maybe u find something of interest too...

     

  • Your'e young, affluent, healthy and have had an experience of altered consciousness.  Hoo-freakin' Ray!  Your'e not the only one.  Life, too, is more than you know or can describe.  Do something worthwhile with it.  Don't worry about getting back there.  If you are thinking of ending your life to go back, you'll be disappointed, I'de bet. Whatever youv'e experienced while being "there", youv'e likely still got a lot to learn and good ole Earth is the best place for learning.  So, find something to learn, and get busy.  Or better yet, find a lot of things to learn and quit whining.  sheesh!  listen to yourself...
  • ...i would not be so sure that all of the people will reach the place u went... as hedoknight said above energy is needed for such travels... and energy is not something that people have in abundance...

    ..i think u should consider yourself lucky if u can go there at will... and i would recommend to not be so hasty to leave this plane for there... 

    ... perhaps u should research more about this first... and come in touch with people who do such travels for start, to exchange thoughts and experiences...

    ... i also have a thought (but thats just me), that u are among the very few people in this site who are the real deal, in your experiences...

    ..i hope u can share more in time...

     

  • Assia, I believe you have something important to share, there is a big reason why you got a glimpse of the other side! And it will have something to do with why you are here on Earth today, helping us into the next global event happening here at this time on Earth. I feel you want more purpose in your life. Your purpose is NOW Assia! You have everyhting there to figure out why you are here, you have left yourselves all the clues behind you! You CAN figure it out! I BELIEV IN YOU! I know you can get over this hurdle! You have been shown something soo amazing, so I can only ingrain into you what your soul already knows, you were shown something amazing because you doing something amazing! You were shown something so special, because you are going to do something sooo special!!

    And you will find your purpose here! Put the clues together Assia =) I wish to talk more on this, let me know what you think?

  • Uh you wake up from a bad dream your having,read chapter 15 in the 1st book of Corinthians in the new testament bible that might give you a clue?
  • Wow James, you described this to a "T".. unbelievable! If I can ask you for favour sometime in the future, would you read something for me which i am still in the process of finishing? You have such good expression.. Thanks for your time Andrea, Soulz
  • you have become the speaking door knob i know the place you speak of the active side of infinity you will go there again  assimilate your life all the energy you can muster will be needed dont waste any save it up for the transition you might just be one of the beings who hold the door open for others the more energy you save for this the more ppl you can bring with u
  • Its very hard to reply, and give much help. I am here to talk to though. If that helps. I have been out of my body a few times, and that felt too good to describe also. But it was brief, and I have continued on with my life, waiting for the next exciting thing to come along, again and again. I wish I could help. I hope we will talk tomorrow, if you awake from your slumber xx
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