In the past I stepped outside the circle during a ritual that was calling on entities unknown to me as I was not in the need to know. We were always told it is dangerous to step outside the circle because you are open to attack and have lost your protection.
I do not think that standing inside the circle would protect anyone anyway. I only thought this in my own mind. So in the middle of the ritual when all was getting exciting I stepped out. I had no fear and embraced the convictions of my mind.
The wind blew all around and the rain lashed down. The wind itself is a very powerful force and I enjoyed the feeling of freedom from fear. I proceeded to dance around with ecstasy. No harm would come to me because I accept all beyond my human ego.
There was nothing to gain from this than letting go of another fear. The control of the ritual was lost and the power came to me instead of the handler. This was not said, just my interpretation. I never fit in groups because I am a non conformist. If I think I can do something I will do it as long as there is no harm involved. Most of this stuff is about handing over your power to another person.
They gain all the benefits while everyone organises and does the work. Nobody ever asks questions about that? Why would we allow ourselves to be treated as surfs. People like to belong to groups and get sucked in, they think they will better their lives and have a better social life with the right kind of people. They are all clowns to me. I do like some people and there are good people out there who are trying to change the way this world works. It is upside down and inside out.
This is a metaphor for stepping out of the control system and taking responsibility for our own lives. Step out of your circle if it is wrong and you know it is wrong. It is time to step up for what is right. Do not behave like a primitive animal that is too scared to leave his group of 'friends' who are only using each other when it suits each person.
The people in most groups end up being owned and controlled by someone else. Their life is not their own. They must do whatever they are told without question. I would prefer my freedom. It is not worth the money, women or status. Life is short eternity is long! Do not sell your hypothetical Soul.
There has been a lot of energy for the last week. It has been most uncomfortable. I get it for a few hours every night. Why is it that these vibration changes can not be an uplifting spiritual experience instead of feeling overwhelmed. I feel out of sync with my body which is most disconcerting. Then it stops and back with a jump like nothing happened. Why does it have to be so difficult?
We need some joy and gratitude for just being alive and in this world! It is only temporary and it has its charms.
I hope this is all worth it!
I have been like an emotional camelion going though some serious fluxuations.
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...Hmm...Was Being....Light- Hearted.....Guess You Are Venting.......Feel You Are....Was Thinking.....You Had Company During Christmas.....Things Have Changed ....Since You Been Back Home.....Ok....Love-Love......<3.....J......
Nothing personal, just my crap. I do the right thing but pay for it. Good things should happen when one does the right thing. Life is a tough station. I am glad with the decisions that were made, just frustrated with where that leaves me. Who am I anyway?
..I Know...We All Have Our Own Crap....No Worries......Its Not Tough...Just Get Out Of ....The Frame Of Mind Your In......Its Your Choice?.....Frustration....Is My Middle Name......:)....
I am strong and made the right choice so I feel good! I did nothing wrong which always makes it easier. There was no connection. I was looking for a way out and it was handed to me so I took it and run. I can deal with my 'frustration'.
....When You Find...Your Way Out....Let Me Know.....I Will......Join You..................x......Until Then....
Oh my aloe of us have been going thru it too you're not alone this week has been weird to say the least like stepping out of your body looking at it and saying is this real then snap you're back.... myself I woke in the middle of the night and being somewhere in my dreams that was so real that when I woke I didn't recognize my own bedroom so you are not alone.....
I have had missing time a few times this week. I was watching a documentary last night and then just woke up outside my bed this morning. I do not remember going to bed and I do not drink and was not on anything! I would rather I was inside my bed covers because I was very cold when I woke up. I even still had my shoes on! My computer was still on and some tea cups were in different positions than where I would leave them. Of course I can not remember anything.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RRq_MvT33pA
Yeah its those moments you wish you were drinking or on something at least you have something to blame it on.... I personally dislike the moments I feel like I'm being thrown into my bed and when I wake the room is spinning like I'm in the rinse cycle of my washing machine. Although I'm learning little techniques onot remembering what goes on.... something I learned dealing with patients with dementia lol
How do you remember? It is not a bad experience for me. I just get on with my life. I have read all the books and seen all the documentaries. Some are very hard to watch, not for any other reason than I am not able to focus. I was watching the 'taken' series and it took a lot of effort to watch it through. It is a good show, just seems like a block! I could go and get regressed! I do not like the idea of hypnotism and feel it is dangerous. These days they seem to have their act together and you never know it happens unless they want you to know. See how you react. I just get on with it. No harm done...they may have helped me many times is my feeling. I would like to be one of those who does remember.
Well I can usually feel something happening I'm not one to fall asleep easily I start hearing music and out I go as I start hearing the music I glance around I can see changes in the room feel changes in the atmosphere the pressure as things change I make mental notes I compare it to something I know I have memory of laying on this steel cold table and a blond woman setting next to me very motherly to me and this strange guy I can't remember what he looks like comes in to see me I remember his name was kinda weird but begins with M.... they look at each other and say she's safe and we'll and she will stay that way I am a hard one to be hypnotized it's like there's a lock in my brain so to speak but as I hear the music playing I take notes of surrounding and listen to different phrases and repeat the image and phrase and when I wake those images I keep thinking g of the phrases I hear I right immediately.
Then I I meditate it's always loving toward me never scarey but the tall guy in this whatever goes on with me his name begins with m and always concerned for my safety for odd reasons.... as you feel certain atmospheric pressure change take note of surroundings you will see change then repeat the changes in your mind doing like drawing the picture in your mind repeat the phrases you hear it works my dear friend...
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