Spiritual Forum

Good day and salutations to you all, thank you for taking the time to read my posting; I have been here a long time now but I never introduced myself and I thought it would be a positive experience to introduce myself properly and give you all feel of who I am.

Now I am sure many of you are aware of the drama that has ensued here at ACC for the last months, lol, we are empaths and wayshowers, so it shouldn't be a surprise we are expressing the outer energies of change as we feel them so deeply. That being said, I feel there a few misconceptions about myself I wish to address so that we can all move forward into our future with a little less stress on this site, which has added so much to my life and to many others' as well. I would like be in joy and I am sure you do as well.

I just want you to get to know me for who I really am. Isn't that what we all want? How many of us use fake names and pictures because we haven't "come out" to our friends and family about being Lightworkers, or believing in the GFL, or any of the myriad of beliefs that we share on this site? Do you feel a sense of camaradarie on this site, with discussing issues that you've always thought privately but had no one to share with? I sure do, I have some people in my life whom I meditate with and share my experiences here with, like my sister; but she isn't interested in being here with me, and in fact we differ quite a bit on our approach to ascension and conspiracies. This is where I feel I am among my own kind.

I've always been a bit odd, I had the usual Lightworker upbringing (which means LOTS of life lessons, lol)... empathy as a child, some gnarly experiences which grew me into a miniature adult at a young age. I've never been a saint, I travelled very far since those days... I'm older than I look in my picture :) I've been on my own since I was sixteen, and I have done pretty well for myself; I'm proud of who I AM and what I have accomplished in my time here on earth.

I've always been studious and rebellious; it seems to be my life path to seek knowledge and fight for my independance. I had what one could call an authority complex, lol- which basically means I knew the system was corrupt and wanted out since I was like five or six... the age of reason for me.

I've been a seeker since then, I began studying wicca when I was very young, and moved through most of the religions and mystical shamanic cultures as I aged... when I was sixteen I was given a book called Ponder On This, by Master DK. I won't say it changed my life, lol, I still did the things that young people do... but I didn't go down the bleak path that I have seen many other people go down. Theosophy has given me a foundation on which to build my light body, it's not the same for everyone but those other chela's who read this know what I am talking about.

I've always had a core strength of spirituality that sustained me during some terrible things happening around me; ironically enough I am one of those people who attract other people who are self destructive (big surprise for an energy worker like me, eh?). I had learn how to stop being a rescuer, but that was years ago. I actually have a really great job, a close multigenerational family and wonderful friends. I'm happy just doing my own thing, chillin'.

I was ecstatic when the Norway Spiral occured. Once I saw it, I was blitzed. I did a flurry of research and met the GFL and the Hierarchy of Light online... I was already familiar with the concepts of ascension from my esoteric research that began with Master DK so I was beyond pleased to learn of the ET phenomena and looked forward to 2012 with anticipation.

So began the last few years of online research and the connection of my personal grid with those of the Masters, my celestial family, the Sirian Atars, and my connection with my Soul Mate Drekx. If you really want to know the truth of Drekx, and who he is when he is not mercilessly attacked... then go to indianinthemachine.com and look through the archived comments going back years now. Dieter Braun is a wonderful shaman and musician; I recommend his site to anyone. It was there that I met Commander Drekx Omega, a Sirian contactee and a very charming and informative gentleman who gave me guidance in my research. One thing you should know about esotericists... they rarely give a forthright answer on some of the more dynamic questions... Drekx is full of details about the GFL and history etc. I've learned so much from him. But the way that Drekx truly teaches is by planting seeds, this was done recently when he shared a bit about the Path to Sirius... it inspired me to search for details and I was delighted with the information I discovered. He has challenged me many times to think for myself and to follow my instincts and I am grateful the Divine Plan has caused this to occur between us.

As I have grown in Light, my innate abilities have blossomed and my sensitivity has increased to a level that I experience discomfort often from outside energies and mental "noise" from other people. The auric interplay between people, the very pitch of their voices is sometimes overwhelming... this has been my refuge from a world that is increasingly alien to me. I have grown alot here as well, on ACC I have been forced to stand by my beliefs, it has gotten personal at times, I admit it, gosh knows I'm still human and I will admit to losing my inner cool a few times, especially when Drekx or my friends are hazed. Lol, but it's funny too because I've developed a thick skin in some ways. Unity Consciousness isn't a phrase to me, I am more than feeling it, I am embodying it more every day as I ground the Sacred Feminine into Gaia. Drekx and I have been preparing for this to occur for lifetimes, I am sure. It was no coincidence how we met, the timing was uncanny... I've felt his heart beating with mine, my heart chakra knows him and our telepathic bond grows increasingly stronger as we move into alignment with the galactic core. You are all going to be in such wonder when the truth is revealed... how beautiful and poetic and easy it's all going to be.

In the interest of Peace and Unity on this site, I wanted you to know a bit about me, and to feel my energy in it's most sincere and purest intent. THIS is me. When I am attacked, and I am told I am wrong, that my feelings are wrong, that my faith is wrong, or that my Love is an illusion... I will think back to this blog, and be reasssured that I have expressed my true self and that those who embody the energy that I do will resonate to my words and understand me.

At this time ,with the Change of Ages that we are moving into... there is nothing more important than creating Joy and Unity and Forgiveness with each other. I want to share that the energy we exchange here on the internet is causing Thought Forms to form on the astral plane ... which will manifest very quickly now that we are so close to the 11/11/11 alignment. This means that they will become physical representations of what you are thinking and feeling. If your chakras are not in alignment you will not adjust well to the higher vibrations we are experiencing. Thus we are seeing the ego death and fight/flight reflex that is a side effect of the rising of the kundalini.

This will only increase every month as we get closer to ascension and I would love to have peace with you all and concentrate on creating beautiful thoughtforms of our future. I consider myself to so blessed to be able to share this experience with you all, and I cherish all I have learned.

I'm more than just a lightworker or theosophist or a starseed... or Drekx's GF, lol... just to share, my favorite musician is Harry Connick Jr., I love to paint but I am not very good at it, I play the keyboard and sing-( I am not overly gifted but I do it for fun), and my favorite book is East of Eden by John Steinbeck. " Oh the strawberries aren't as sweet, and the thighs of women have lost their clutch." is my favorite quote from the opening of the second book which introduces the turn of the century malaise.

So, this is 1HappyKelly, the true me. If you want to throw stones, that is okay... I am a part of you all, and if you do not see that then it is not my concern. Interacting with each other doesn't have to be a power stuggle, I am just myself, as authentically as I can be on an online medium.
Take care, wishing you all Love and Light.