( Sorry for my English , I am french ^^ )

I Everybody . I am an 18 years old girl from France , and I need some help , some opinions ...

I wanted to know if you think that something great will happen soon ? Yes , I know that there are other posts that deals with it , of course , but I feel so uncomfortable , sad , painful , full of despair .

This world makes me sick . My body seems to not me mine any more , seems to not represents what I am anymore and I want to " go back home " , but I do not know where and what home is . I always feel like if I was out of this world , and my sensations changed a lot through last years ... I feel everything like if I was these things : the sun , the wind , the street , the people , pain , joy , love in every thing that exists , like if they were in me , like if I was in these things ...

I could sound depressed lol , or mad ... But I am really fed up of this world , this life that you do not really live , because you need to work , to make studies , to pay , to buy , to accept horrors everywhere ...

I felt magic some months ago , lie if I was flying , floatting in this space ... But currently , it is hard .

Please , could someone tell me what happens to me and if something beautiful will happen soon ? Can someone tell me if he or she thinks that I am an Indigo or something else ?

Love you all .

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  • Don't expect anything to happen on Dec 21, 2012. Nothing is going to happen then. But we are going through something, we are getting lots of new energies. These new energies are affecting us and everything in some ways. It might all change us in the near future, maybe, maybe not, but nothing on 12/21/12.................nothing. Much of what has been predicted has been from an overactive imagination, by lots of lying Channels. You will see. But keep your chin up, as things will get better, they always do!

  • You're not alone Morgane. It's really been harsh lately. I'm hearing a lot of people say the same. It feels like a lot of emotions are being stirred up. Some are really primal and for me they seem to date back to early childhood. Let it all out. Yesterday I got sick of it and I got angry and had some harsh words with spirit, and it seemed to stop. This makes me think that we only get as much as we can handle.

    xxx

    • Hang in there Moanna... it has indeed be tough stuff lately... but we are all going through it on some level... no matter what happens though .. remember its just an expierence... and this may be the storm before the calm... but the calm is comming... I sometimes wonder what the hell is going on in this world like the rest of us... but I have to bring my focus back... these are definite birth pains... but its all good.. even if it seems like a white knuckle ride... so hang on tight... were all in it together...

      Love to you.. always..

      Rollercoaster POV

      • thank you Luke <3 8114703263?profile=original

  • I would say, your experiencing the right of passage into a fully functional adult finally on her own, or forced too to be responsible for all her own action…

    Our grand daughter, 24 yrs. Is displaying similar symptoms of having to forge her way in life now and so doesn’t like it.

    For over 23 years everyone fussed over Jamie, birth days, holidays it was always get and give to Jamie never had to do or pay for anything she wanted, when everyone chipped in for dinner when we all got together.  And so on -- but never had to foot the responsibility of self care always some one to pick up the tab. 

    Suddenly out on her own she’s finding out how tough it is to live and pay for it out of her money.  And all that go’s with it.   Very depressing.  Its harder to give up a free ride 23 yrs of it.  We did her wrong in spoiling her in all area’s , I hope this isn’t the case for you.

  • Try less be on a sun light and restrict the use of tonics.

  • You are not depressed my dear. You are going through an awakening,just like anyone else on here. You are an indigo child,you were reborn in this body now to make a difference on Earth. You came here for a reason. This is not an easy task to hold light and be successful with light. But you must go on with your mission. Do what your heart desires,do not let anyone tell you that you can't do it.Do not let anyone influence your mind.Even me,but simply use your intuition and let your innerself speak to you. Use that energy of being fed up and put it into something that will motivate you. Everyone is gifted and has a natural talent.USE IT! Don't let anyone tell you that you cant,because you can become anything you want to in this world,with the right mind set. Use your talents and gifts to reach out to others and make this world a better place.

  • Hello! I'm a 19 years old boy from Ecuador :3.

    I know how you feel, but at the same time I feel a bit sad at the ammount of people who don't like this planet, when it is amazing! :D All the little things that make it, that work together in balance to make the world spin <3

    You should try seeing the world with new eyes! try to be happy with the small things.

    Now I'm not saying you don't belong to somewhere else, only you know that, as only you can say that you are indigo, starseed, walk-in, ascended, but in the end, you are here as a fellow human, and that's what really matters =).

    As for your floating experience, did it happened while you was sleeping?

  • Hi Morgane.. nice to meet you...

    welcome to the club my friend... we are all going through it ... some to more extent than others... but just hold on.... it will pass... the best thing I can say is accept completely how you are feeling... become one with the crap .. I know that sounds mad and also a little funny.... but you gotta melt into it in order to overcome it .... but I mean really accept it... dont forget it is just an expierence... and there is a great teaching in it fo you .... for all of us...

    its  just like the rubber band analogy as explained by Bashar..  when you stretch a rubber band back as far as you can without it snapping, as soon as you let it go, it instantly returns to its original shape or form.. its the same thing with darkness and light .. the more you emerse yourself in the darkness and really expierence it, as soon as you let go... the farther and faster you will return back into the light.

     

    Dont worry... it is changing.. there is something beautiful emerging... your shinning soul... as soon as you are ready to surrender completely and absolutley... to the unfailing Love of God within you.

    You are a Christ... and its all about remembering and expressing the Christ Conciousness.. to see the Love of God in everyone and everything... and to BE that Love .. with every breath you take.. in every now moment..

    You can try an excercise.... look at your reflection in the mirror for even one miniute every day and repeat the words.. I Love you .. over and over.. see what arises within you... you may cry... and so just allow the tears to flow... make an arangement with yourself to do it every day for a week... soon you will begin to love doing it... and soon you will feel much much better...

    and then you will have answered your own question.. will something beautiful happen soon? ... the answer is YES ! ... but its all up to you my friend.. you can get all the brilliant advice from the good folk in here and from many others... but it all begins with you and your focus and commitment to surrendering to God or Love, its the same thing.. surrender.

    Remember, the point of power.. is always in the present moment... so go for it... and keep focused in on your heart center... concentrating deeply on your own unconditional Love for yourself... focus on your breathing... breath in Love and breath out fear..

    Remember, you have guides and helpers just behind the scenes who are absolutely ready to assist you right now.. all you need do is ask for their help... with all of your heart ...and you shall recieve it...  ask and it is given...

    You are Loved... always.. forever ..  more than you can imagine..

    Let go ............. and let God.

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