It starts out when I awaken beside my car, for some reason I have chosento sleep on the street beside the car instead of in it. I get up, putmy trousers on (I can't sleep in jeans) and am happy to find my walletis still in my pocket considering my jeans were sitting folded besidewhere I slept and people are walking past me.
I walk following a crowd of people, we are all going to the same place,and I overhear a conversation coming from 2 young (teenage) girls behindme, making fun of the way I look and am dressed, and the carry bag Ihave with me.
These girls are commenting on the lack of label brand clothing andlaughing about it. I always dress sharp when I leave my house, I neverwear labels, or expensive clothing, but I always turn heads and look amillion dollars, so these comments stun me.
This is the part which concerns me;I turn and tell the girls that I had recently died, and came back,then, that I nearly died again a few months later, and that I will soonbe dead permanently, and despite what they think, regardless of what wespend our money on, we can't take it with us.
I then get to a turnstile/outlet, like gates at a railway station.People are paying for the cups and cup contents they are carrying at abooth as they exit. I go to pay and am charged what I consider to beexcessive; explaining it's my own cup with the sun, moon and stars onit, and that I filled it with orange juice before leaving, which isweird because I can't drink orange juice.
While I'm standing at the booth, someone rushes past and the young mantaking the toll gets annoyed and starts yelling, but I tell him tosettle down and not let such an insignificant thing destroy his day.
My concern is I had an experience Ibelieve was either a near death experience, or a death experience, backin May this year, three months later I was admitted to intensive carewith my lungs bleeding, and now I have another serious health concern atthe moment, so was this a forewarning that my time will soon expire?
Was it something to do with me drinking from the cup of life, and gaining wisdom?
I am someone who can be annoyed with relative ease (I have anger issuesat times), and I generally don't take crap from too many people withoutthe chance of me physically lashing out, so for me to explain to thegatekeeper not to let insignificant things upset him is strange, perhapsa message to myself??
Any thoughts?
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I'm sure you set a great example for those who choose to wallow in negativity :)
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