I had pretty amazing experience few weeks back! I was in the shower and had finaly got off the shapoo from my hair and face so I could see. I got pretty supriced when I saw a man looking at me. But it was almost like looking at an old tv,not that strong picture! He looked kind of little supriced at first also a hort while, while his eyes where looking at me from top to toe! This man was tall,muscular athletic built,tanned skin, long black har in big gordeous brown eyes. I knew who it was in an instance, it was Xzai-On. He was looking at me where i stood in shower from top to toe and you could tell just by his face he started to get extremly excited and turned on... He looked stright at me and smiled a warm,loving,sensual playfull smile! In a split second he was gone!  I started to laugh and said to myselfe "NAUGHTY MAN". Not long after I got this ennergy/Vibe of extreme tence turn on that even made me turned on. So Instead of hot wather I changed to cold wather when I finnished my shower to cool off a bit and it helped! Hahahahaha

Last Turesday I came back after beeing celebrating my naphew: When I sat in the buss I thought to meditate a while on the way home! I started meditating and seemed to fall in pretty deep meditation state! I felt like a part of me was floating and acceleratind in a tremendous speed. Suddenly I stood in a room that looked like a gym, but with far more advanced gym equipments than I am used to see in gyms here on earth! On one of the equipments that looked like a bench press sat a man! His muscular atlethic tanned body was moist of swet. His chest and sixpack belly was almost glittering of all the moist of his swet. His long black hair almost covered his niples. I knew who it was, it was Xzai-On. I would know him from miles away. You could see that his biceps got some serious workout with the weight he used! He looked so incredible sexy where he was sitting and working out! Just the look of him sitting there giving his biceps some serious workout turned me on! I could hear myselfe saying! HABA HABA HABAA!!!!!!!! At the same time He looked upp and looked kind of supriced at first. But then his eyes suddenly gave out this intence love and his eyes seemed to twinkle a bit like stars and he gave me a warm loving tender smile. That pierced stright in my heart! Suddenly I could sence that strange floating feeling again that I had befor ending upp there and that enormous acceleration and I felt I was back! I opened my eyes felt a little weak at first and a little dissy but if disapeared pretty fast. It felt extremly hot in the buss, but that was just because my blood was rushing in hyperspeed cause of that site where I had seen Xzai-On worked out!

This experiences has been some amazing once! I Think it has to do with the fact that our bonds are getting stronger for each passing day and of cause it has to do with my change as well.... :)