I dont think either side of the Channeler here is to blame.
Unresolved Issues? I know you mean well, sir. I just dont think you understand the circumstances that led me here.
Its obvious from my artwork that the ships and crew are there.
Several of you have described technology that brings back so many memories, mostly good, some bad and dark... but we made it out of those times back home. We have peace. We brought into existance treaties that rival the one here we are implementing...
There is so much unanswered...knowing personally what you have told us to be true...as if it were YESTERDAY...
How many here remember living elsewhere, thier entire lifetime on another planet(or THREE..)? Not many Im sure.
You (SaLuSa) know Im here, the Commander knows Im here, I think a few Sirians know Im here(I remember someone like Mother Sehkmet..) ...i know FULL WELL Mrs.Acorn KNOWS where i am..she contacted the only other person that knew about me a few years back. Yes, Im referencing Sonic. And both of those individuals know me QUITE well. But it was Lord Wolf that was contacted.
WHY AM I STILL HERE, folks? I dont think ASCENSION is it.
I welcome it, its been awhile since Ive seen this sort of energies, of this sort of Technology...mind blowing at times such technology...
but Tech be dammed, you know its about caring and loving one another, and quite frankly, the Centauri people know DAMN well we can do without the Tech, nearly completely and in full, as when we discovered when we landed a while ago with the SCARAB. The place is like that Pandora movie, nearly pristine. Hardly any tech there at all, and I respect them for thier choice to live that way. (Middle Ages timeframe, Moraney? I dont know..maybe.)
It isnt about the TECH at all.
Its about the PEOPLE.
And I knew this from before, I dont need the rehash of lessons already learned.
My other post is on the FREE PRESS if you choose to read it.
What I'd like to know is why at the moment I begin to realize this Im sucked away to this evil dark vacuum of a black hole, just to lose everything i had. I dont even have that host anymore as it were. Cant those here learn from us ALL from above, being willing to COME DOWN to thier 3D level until they can RISE(REISE) above?
Wouldnt it be better I if had my ship and I too could 'show them the way'?
I really dont understand..maybe the Commander knows..i didnt CHOOSE to be human. I was forced into a recarnation here and not allowed to leave.
This doesnt apply to everyone, to each thier own unique journey, I GET IT.
Phil Sneider is amongst you isnt he? Maybe he knows what happened in 81 better than i can tell you.
Angelic realm or otherwise, I still think there be a few secrets not told for whatever reason.
You know how to reach me. Im not blocking any of you out. You never came thru. I dont HATE equally or hold a grudge and you know this.
I resent what happened, it irritates me, yes. But you know Im of 5D already...why am I here?
The Starseeds could learn from me another way. You know this.