So I recently had an interesting experience that I thought I never would have.  I actually managed to be peaceful among the chaos.  You know those quotes you see on pics of forests or other peaceful scenes and they say stuff like, "Life isn't about trying to avoid the storm, it's about being peaceful while in the storm," and other stuff like that?  Well I actually had that experience.  It was unexpected and strange because it snuck up on me.  I was meditating and it was as if my soul reached out to me and a sense of peace came over me.  What was really interesting was that I was able to consciously maintain it for minutes at a time.  Despite my position in life, which is stellar but not horrible and definitely could be better, I was able to attain peace.  I was in the eye of the storm.  I also think that dealing with my emotional issues also helped me to get to this point.  Interestingly, it seems to be part of a larger pattern with me.  Ever since I was a kid, I would have these interesting, unusual and in a small, few cases, highly unusual psychic/spiritual experiences.  The most unusual are always difficult to repeat.  It's as if I'm getting glimpses of hidden potential.  I'm wondering if it's an Indigo thing or an Ascension thing or a combination or something else all together.  Things that others say is hard to do, psychic/spiritual stuff, seems to come more easily to me.  But such experiences don't happen often enough and don't last long enough.  It's unfortunate.