How much more of this emotional rollercoaster

can anyone bare?

i am so tired of negativity

I'm ready to let go already

right now

and be pure Light

and be filled with Love

and so be it!

I  am starting not to even understand where all the garbage ever came from?!  none of it makes any sense any longer. maybe that's why I can't remember. maybe those huge black blocks were just camouflaged, bad memories from "somewhere"! why did I ever enjoy punishing myself by hurting others and passing it on?? what do power, control, hate, judgement bring anyways? Nothing. but more of the same negativity. I have purged, I have processed so much shit I do not need anymore. I am so sick and tired of it already, I wanna be so bored with negativity, never ever to even think of it any more. I forgive myself. I forgive others. I have cleaned out those very dark black blocks, I have made room for Light. It heals and makes me remember the truth, that Unconditional Love feels so much better.