Near's Garden

I was on the xFire chat, half phased in AP. And by that I mean it felt like half of my consciousness was trying to focus on here, and the other half was trying to keep things steady up there. Unlabeled, Rae, and Anush were there it was weird.

How am I going to start this? Eh, how about I'll use super awesome pictures to depict where I was, what I was doing, what I looked like etc.

The entire half phased AP thing started with me standing on my Station of Awakening. If you don't know what a Station of Awakening it's basically a raised platform that looks like it's made out of stain glass. Mine looks exactly like this:

http://th03.deviantart.net/fs71/PRE/i/2010/185/d/f/Ventus___Station...

Pretty weird. I'm just strolling around it, trying to take in exactly where this is. All of a sudden it starts to pulse and vibrate. It begins to flash blue and green. And it felt like it was vibrating. I think something was calling to me inside, but I can't really say so for sure. At this point I go into 3rd person, because I like being in 3rd person ha ha, and I notice I'm in my "light form" and that's when I look like the boy in my Station of Awakening.

When Anush showed up in the chat, I started to manifest this weird spiral stair case in my Station of Awakening. The spiral stair case is kind of hard to describe. It looked like stain glass as well, all shiny and with weird green and blue patterns. The steps were floating away from each other but it was perfect for me to walk on them. I decided to walk up the staircase to see where it would lead. 

I started to walk and found myself facing this stain glass door again with a weird pattern on it I can't describe. I could change the door's appearance from wood to stain glass, I kept the stain glass. I had this urge to continue and not open the door yet. So I continued to climb the staircase. Eventually the steps changed from green and blue to crimson red. The crimson red steps felt like they would break if I continued on them. The atmosphere after awhile of climbing them felt like I was underwater, I decided to go back to the door.

Anush told me to open the door, it wouldn't budge. I tried thinking of a phrase to say, but nothing that worked came to my mind. Instead I just thought of some random place and pushed the door open.

I found myself staring at a sunset sky, I knew it was a sunset because it cast off red. I was on top of a tower, my clothes had changed, I was now wearing all black, black pants, dark shirt, black gloves, and this black overall coat with a silver pattern on it, the coat was way too big and it felt baggy, but I liked it that way.

I was standing on top of a clock tower, the clock was right behind me and I could move the hands of the clock which was pretty amusing. Anush told me this place must have been my garden, it felt like it, I've had dreams with this setting. Venice styled buildings, a giant lake in the center, the water was green because it reflected off of the buildings. Mountains nearby, as well as a beach. There were a couple benches next to the lake.

I could see everything from on top of the clock tower, I decided to rest my body so I curled up and tried to concentrate. All of a sudden there was something behind me. Some kind of strange creature was floating behind me. I look at it, it didn't have any eyes, it had a mouth, it looked like a very twisted bat thing. Anush told me to talk to it:

Near: What are you here for?

Creature: I'm here to kill you.

Near: Why are you here to kill me?

Creature: Because that's my job.

Near: I see, is that the only reason you have?

Creature: Yes, it is what I'm programmed for.

Near: Who sent you?

That last question triggered something in it. It started to laugh at me, I think it said something but I'm not quite sure, after that it tried to bite me, but I blasted it with a fireball. 

What was that thing? Well I have a decent theory, but it's missing something.

After that I'm not quite sure what I did.

Congrats Zann, you were right, I was wrong, I am Roxas, I was just too in denial to find out. Ha ha. =P No Reiz, I won't duel you.